Cancerous Pituitary Brain Tumor after CJC-1295 use

[xnotoriousx]

I'm pulling for you bro, stay strong while this is going on. Try your best to stay mentally strong. You can beat this.

[ni4ni]

Stay well bro

[j4ever41]

good to hear from you dak, I have been waiting for your return,stay strong bro and keep your head up.

[VR4]

This is the worst thing I have read here....
May god bless you.

[Polska]

Dak, do you think the tumor was caused or potentiated by CJC-1295?

Best of luck to you. Wish you a speedy recovery

[KConan]

Get well man. I hope your left side recovers, and everything works out.

[sdc]

Great to hear from you DAK. I have been following this from the start. Was gettin pretty worried not hearing anything for so long. Stay strong brother and look forward to hearing about your recovery!!

[MikeMilo]

I had an MRI done of my pituitary and had the best endocrinologists in 3 states look at it and they couldn't agree if it was normal or abnormal. Most said it was small, one said that a tumor had eaten away some of it, probably when I was a kid, and then dissolved away. I read that in autopsies, almost one quarter of people have a small pituitary tumor. I hope your nerves heal up and you make a full recovery. Recovering from Surgery is a fulltime job for your body, then it can focus on fixing those nerves. Best of Luck.

[thunderin]

Best wishes for a speedy recovery, and thank God you are alive! I am seriously considering chucking all my CJC-1295 in the trash. Besides, taking GH is a lot easier than going through the 1-2 hour waiting for the rush to stop from the injection.

[Zelos]

that's very strange , may be something was wrong BEFORE .
I hope and pray that you will be fine at the end , and that you will go back to the gym too

[big daddy k de]

About a year ago I used the CJC-1295 peptide. Two month before that I had gotten a concussion playing football and had an initial CAT scan then a follow up MRI (with and without contrast). Everything was normal (no tumor or abnormalities of any kind). About three months ago, after some abnormalities in my blood work, my endo Doc sent me for some additional testing. The results of that testing led him to do another MRI (with and without contrast) which showed a massive pituitary tumor this last Tuesday. He told me this growth must have taken years to develop. I told him about my recent brain scans and he said then may have missed it. He order the previous scans and looked over it and said that nothing was missed and that he had never seen a pituitary tumor grow so fast. He refered me to a oncologist and he also said the same thing. I know CJC-1295 acts directly on the pituitary gland which is roughly the size of a pea (mine now is the size of a baseball). I do not know if the CJC-1295 is the cause of, or even related to my tumor, but I thought I would post this information. All of this is unknown. Just sharing my thoughts.

Dak

stay strong brother

[Swifto]

Good luck bro.

[peachfuzz]

Any updates?

[***xxx***]

I wish you all the best - and lots of strength! hang in there!

[Seattle Junk]

I see dak has 41 posts so we should be very careful on what this new member may claim. I am not saying you did not have a tumor removed but why would you come here and announce that? If you have been testing something like CJC-1295 you would of already been a member of some board researching what you are going to put in your body. I know I spend many hours of research before I decide to let something enter my bloodstream.

If this is really true then I would be very careful on what you claim that may have triggered it. Genetic disorders can be triggered by many factors, not just peptides, GH, juice, etc. What else have you taken over the past year since this happened? Where do you live, environment? You also mentioned that you are paralyzed on your left side. How do you type your responses? With one hand? The last thing I would be doing is posting on this board if I just went thru brain surgery and now I am paralyzed on one side.

I am going to remain skeptical until somebody can back this guy up as a person. No disrespect, please understand.

[dak290]

So I sit here reading your response and I can completely understand your position Seattle. But let’s face it, who on this board can prove who they are? Or for that matter would want to prove to the masses their identity, since most practices on this forum are in fact illegal. So no I will not be exposing my identity. But I will touch on all of your points. The one thing that I could never stomach on these boards was that any member with a low post count is always treated as novice or worse a fraud when making statements. I have been a member of this board for well of a year. I never spent a lot of time posting, just my person preference. But even before I was a member I frequently visited this board and others to access information and make decisions. I did all the research on CJC-1295 and read all the clinical data before even purchasing the compound. This was not something I just jumped into. On why I would post the circumstances of my life on here? Well I have not even told my wife of my steroid use or the other compounds I have taken. She would never forgive me if I did something that even had the remotest chance of causing my ailment, as I do not forgive myself. So this board is a way for me to vent about my experience where I can be open about all aspects of it. And I never said CJC-1295 conclusively caused my tumor to grow. But given the happenstances that unfolded I can't help but think it played some sort of role. My doctor has come to the conclusion that it did cause my growth and is pretty confident in his choice. But I cautiously did not post that because I know most doctors will point to the illegal drug use as a definable answer when given the choice over no explanation. Even if I have/had a genetic abnormality or other environmental factors that caused the CJC-1295 compound to have the affect it had on me why wouldn't I want to share that? I am not unique. Somewhere out there someone could possibly be in the same position I was in before taking CJC-1295. What if they have whatever predisposed me to my condition and are thinking of trying CJC-1295? Shouldn't all possibilities be presented? The pathology report outlined my tumor was composed of mostly anterior pituitary cells. The exact location where CJC-1295 enacts it function over the pituitary. At the height of my tumor growth my Somatotrophin levels where repeatedly around 80 ng/ml and my Somatomedin C level where around 900 ng/ml. I can not say that it caused what I have because I am a isolated case and they are so many variables. But given the evidence at hand, I believe that it could have played a role. My final diagnosis is Acr*****ly. But Acr*****ly is not present at birth, but is acquired during life. So my final conclusion is that this condition was either caused by or made worse by the CJC-1295. Too many things fall into place to remove it from at least being a contributing factor. Wouldn't you like to know that if; you know Acr*****ly runs in your family, not to try this compound? As for the typing question? While typing with one hand is entirely possible I have always used speech to text software for my occupation and now use it exclusively because of my current disability. As far as this being your last thing you would do in my position? Well let’s face it. I do not have a lot to do these days. I spend 45 minutes a day on rehab and the rest of the day is spent watching TV with my home health nurse. You never know what you would truly do in a situation until you wake up one morning and find yourself like me. You can formulate any you conclusion you like from my responses. Given this is the "Internet", I would probably have taken up your position if the tables where turned.

Thanks,

Dak

[Deio]

Did you tell your doctor that you have been using CJC-1295?
If so, what were his thoughts?

[nails4me2]

So I sit here reading your response and I can completely understand your position Seattle. But let’s face it, who on this board can prove who they are? Or for that matter would want to prove to the masses their identity, since most practices on this forum are in fact illegal. So no I will not be exposing my identity. But I will touch on all of your points. The one thing that I could never stomach on these boards was that any member with a low post count is always treated as novice or worse a fraud when making statements. I have been a member of this board for well of a year. I never spent a lot of time posting, just my person preference. But even before I was a member I frequently visited this board and others to access information and make decisions. I did all the research on CJC-1295 and read all the clinical data before even purchasing the compound. This was not something I just jumped into. On why I would post the circumstances of my life on here? Well I have not even told my wife of my steroid use or the other compounds I have taken. She would never forgive me if I did something that even had the remotest chance of causing my ailment, as I do not forgive myself. So this board is a way for me to vent about my experience where I can be open about all aspects of it. And I never said CJC-1295 conclusively caused my tumor to grow. But given the happenstances that unfolded I can't help but think it played some sort of role. My doctor has come to the conclusion that it did cause my growth and is pretty confident in his choice. But I cautiously did not post that because I know most doctors will point to the illegal drug use as a definable answer when given the choice over no explanation. Even if I have/had a genetic abnormality or other environmental factors that caused the CJC-1295 compound to have the affect it had on me why wouldn't I want to share that? I am not unique. Somewhere out there someone could possibly be in the same position I was in before taking CJC-1295. What if they have whatever predisposed me to my condition and are thinking of trying CJC-1295? Shouldn't all possibilities be presented? The pathology report outlined my tumor was composed of mostly anterior pituitary cells. The exact location where CJC-1295 enacts it function over the pituitary. At the height of my tumor growth my Somatotrophin levels where repeatedly around 80 ng/ml and my Somatomedin C level where around 900 ng/ml. I can not say that it caused what I have because I am a isolated case and they are so many variables. But given the evidence at hand, I believe that it could have played a role. My final diagnosis is Acr*****ly. But Acr*****ly is not present at birth, but is acquired during life. So my final conclusion is that this condition was either caused by or made worse by the CJC-1295. Too many things fall into place to remove it from at least being a contributing factor. Wouldn't you like to know that if; you know Acr*****ly runs in your family, not to try this compound? As for the typing question? While typing with one hand is entirely possible I have always used speech to text software for my occupation and now use it exclusively because of my current disability. As far as this being your last thing you would do in my position? Well let’s face it. I do not have a lot to do these days. I spend 45 minutes a day on rehab and the rest of the day is spent watching TV with my home health nurse. You never know what you would truly do in a situation until you wake up one morning and find yourself like me. You can formulate any you conclusion you like from my responses. Given this is the "Internet", I would probably have taken up your position if the tables where turned.

Thanks,

Dak

first things first i would like to say how happy i am for you for getting through your surgery and still being with us...i also would like to thank you for sharing your story in full detail with us to better inform people who may be in the same boat as you or be considering the same compound...i think that you were right in every way for posting your progress and sharing your thoughts with us on what caused this...my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family and i wish you a speedy recovery and keep your head up bro

[j4ever41]

Did you tell your doctor that you have been using CJC-1295?
If so, what were his thoughts?

read the post above you

[j4ever41]

So I sit here reading your response and I can completely understand your position Seattle. But let’s face it, who on this board can prove who they are? Or for that matter would want to prove to the masses their identity, since most practices on this forum are in fact illegal. So no I will not be exposing my identity. But I will touch on all of your points. The one thing that I could never stomach on these boards was that any member with a low post count is always treated as novice or worse a fraud when making statements. I have been a member of this board for well of a year. I never spent a lot of time posting, just my person preference. But even before I was a member I frequently visited this board and others to access information and make decisions. I did all the research on CJC-1295 and read all the clinical data before even purchasing the compound. This was not something I just jumped into. On why I would post the circumstances of my life on here? Well I have not even told my wife of my steroid use or the other compounds I have taken. She would never forgive me if I did something that even had the remotest chance of causing my ailment, as I do not forgive myself. So this board is a way for me to vent about my experience where I can be open about all aspects of it. And I never said CJC-1295 conclusively caused my tumor to grow. But given the happenstances that unfolded I can't help but think it played some sort of role. My doctor has come to the conclusion that it did cause my growth and is pretty confident in his choice. But I cautiously did not post that because I know most doctors will point to the illegal drug use as a definable answer when given the choice over no explanation. Even if I have/had a genetic abnormality or other environmental factors that caused the CJC-1295 compound to have the affect it had on me why wouldn't I want to share that? I am not unique. Somewhere out there someone could possibly be in the same position I was in before taking CJC-1295. What if they have whatever predisposed me to my condition and are thinking of trying CJC-1295? Shouldn't all possibilities be presented? The pathology report outlined my tumor was composed of mostly anterior pituitary cells. The exact location where CJC-1295 enacts it function over the pituitary. At the height of my tumor growth my Somatotrophin levels where repeatedly around 80 ng/ml and my Somatomedin C level where around 900 ng/ml. I can not say that it caused what I have because I am a isolated case and they are so many variables. But given the evidence at hand, I believe that it could have played a role. My final diagnosis is Acr*****ly. But Acr*****ly is not present at birth, but is acquired during life. So my final conclusion is that this condition was either caused by or made worse by the CJC-1295. Too many things fall into place to remove it from at least being a contributing factor. Wouldn't you like to know that if; you know Acr*****ly runs in your family, not to try this compound? As for the typing question? While typing with one hand is entirely possible I have always used speech to text software for my occupation and now use it exclusively because of my current disability. As far as this being your last thing you would do in my position? Well let’s face it. I do not have a lot to do these days. I spend 45 minutes a day on rehab and the rest of the day is spent watching TV with my home health nurse. You never know what you would truly do in a situation until you wake up one morning and find yourself like me. You can formulate any you conclusion you like from my responses. Given this is the "Internet", I would probably have taken up your position if the tables where turned.

Thanks,

Dak

hi dak good to hear from you bro, how is your week to week progress? hang in there and be strong.

[Deio]

first things first i would like to say how happy i am for you for getting through your surgery and still being with us...i also would like to thank you for sharing your story in full detail with us to better inform people who may be in the same boat as you or be considering the same compound...i think that you were right in every way for posting your progress and sharing your thoughts with us on what caused this...my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family and i wish you a speedy recovery and keep your head up bro

But wouldn't all GH cause this tumor to grow?

[Deep_Fried]

But wouldn't all GH cause this tumor to grow?

Not necessarily. There are many cellular mutation and abnormalities that result in various forms of growths ranging from benign adenomas to malignant carcinomas.

Not all of these tumors overexpress GHRH/GH/IGF receptors that help mediate their proliferation. Even so, the gravest of tumors are self sufficient as they synthesize and produce their own autocrine Growth factors (GH/IGFs, etc) which they utilize to increase their own proliferation as well as hinder apoptosis (triggered cell death).

A biopsy of the tumor and classification would reveal what kind of tumor this was and whether exo GHRH or corresponding GH levels could have contributed to its growth.

[sdc]

One thing I have noticed in my many years of being on here is. When ever something goes wrong people always try to find ways to justify that something other then steroids have caused it. I know that the stuff we put in our bodies do come with risks. So I try to minimize that by doing lower risk compounds at low dosages. I definetely believe that cjc had a huge role in daks problem. Just look at the facts it pretty clear to see. I have a friend right now waiting for a kidney transplant. He has been juicing steady for years and has done tren many times. I tried to tell a friend about this and he came up with every possible reason why this could of happened, rather than learn from his miss fortune. These compounds all carry side effects that come out in some and not in others. I can tell you from years of doing test, I'm having a hard time having kids. I gurantee this is from the years of shutting down my system repeatedely. Basically what I'm saying is be safe and know what your doing. Some of these new compounds that are coming out are untested, in the long run no knows what the potential outcome could be.
Keep us posted Dak, and I hope you continue down your road to recovery

[smokethedays]

oh man, this is a sad day. I hate to hear these tragic stories, its just terrible.

Good luck man, just keep your spirit up, you'll need that.

[rctriplefresh5]

just got back from the neurologists. he said that there was a small spot in my brain. that looked irregular. he said it was probably a 2mm tumor(which is small i guess because we looked at my films and he couldnt see them) anyway e told me i should go to the endo (not the urologist) and have a full hormone profile done. he said ishouldnt get surgery b/c of the tumors size being so small.

i got him to write me a script for surgery though ialso have an endo appointment but iwant this thing removed. i plan on using trt when im 40 (if i dont need it now since i have a feeling that treating my pituitary tumor with a anti prolactin or something from the endos is why im low) and i dont want to worry about my tumor enlarging.

im 19 btws.never used any syupplements in my 4.5 years of lifting. im only on this site, because ive had tesosterone problems.

[GORILA-UNIT]

dak let god b with u my friend and my prayers r with u and ur family. I think i could say for all of us that we all take life and everything for granted till one day we get up and a reality like wat happened to u kicks in. All i could say is at these times theres only one person u could turn to and thats the almighty, most gracious and mercyfull god. Keep straight and keep ur faith strong cause at the end of the day when its all said and done thats all we have my friend and we r all god's soldiers. Keep us posted brotha

[Seattle Junk]

One thing I have noticed in my many years of being on here is. When ever something goes wrong people always try to find ways to justify that something other then steroids have caused it. I know that the stuff we put in our bodies do come with risks. So I try to minimize that by doing lower risk compounds at low dosages. I definetely believe that cjc had a huge role in daks problem. Just look at the facts it pretty clear to see. I have a friend right now waiting for a kidney transplant. He has been juicing steady for years and has done tren many times. I tried to tell a friend about this and he came up with every possible reason why this could of happened, rather than learn from his miss fortune. These compounds all carry side effects that come out in some and not in others. I can tell you from years of doing test, I'm having a hard time having kids. I gurantee this is from the years of shutting down my system repeatedely. Basically what I'm saying is be safe and know what your doing. Some of these new compounds that are coming out are untested, in the long run no knows what the potential outcome could be.
Keep us posted Dak, and I hope you continue down your road to recovery

Boy, once again a person with a low post count is siding with this Dak guy. Think really hard.... Is it in the realm of possibility that this may be the same person?

Kidney transplant from doing tren? Are you sure it's not a liver transplant? It smells in here...

Ok, fertility. I call BS on this because you probably do not properly PCT off cycle? What's your protocol? I have 2 kids. I have a healthy 6 week old boy who was conceived last summer when I was on 3 different steroids. Test, EQ and tbol. Generally it's harder to get your woman pregnant when you are on test or any highly androgenic aas. I also have a very healthy 12 year old boy. I have properly cycled on and off aas for close to 16 years. My blood work, prostate and general health is exceptional and I will be 40 years old this July. I see a doctor on a regular basis, do you?

[Seattle Junk]

just got back from the neurologists. he said that there was a small spot in my brain. that looked irregular. he said it was probably a 2mm tumor(which is small i guess because we looked at my films and he couldnt see them) anyway e told me i should go to the endo (not the urologist) and have a full hormone profile done. he said ishouldnt get surgery b/c of the tumors size being so small.

i got him to write me a script for surgery though ialso have an endo appointment but iwant this thing removed. i plan on using trt when im 40 (if i dont need it now since i have a feeling that treating my pituitary tumor with a anti prolactin or something from the endos is why im low) and i dont want to worry about my tumor enlarging.

im 19 btws.never used any syupplements in my 4.5 years of lifting. im only on this site, because ive had tesosterone problems.

Wow, another low post count member with a serious health problem. Amazing!

[dak290]

Look man you don't believe me I get that, I think everyone gets that. But your throwing around things that do not add up or make much sense. First of all you claim that the member "sdc" could be me? You didn't look at his join date did ya? Join Date: Nov 2004. So what I did was I signed up for that account 3 years before I did my DAK account just so that close to five years later I could "deceive" everyone with my "hoax." Talk about planning ahead. Or maybe I used my time machine, hmmmm that's a thought. As far as the other "new" guy "rctriplefresh5" I doubt his condition is very serious. About 25% of all people have asymptomatic or symptomatic micro pituitary adenomas. Its quite common. But I wish him the best of luck. (I am not trying to make light of his problem as I don't know the complete facts) Also now I'm such a not "real" guy like you claim but a year ago I was good enough for you to PM me for some advice on where to get CJC-1295 from and even a dosing protocol. So I was real then and not now? I believe MODs on here can look up IP addresses and see what the person's IP address is when posting. If so ask one of them to check for you. Also you called out the guy about the fertility issues. Well all drugs affect everyone differently. Sperm live a long time before being reabsorb in the testes. One could start juice and still be fertile for many months or more. Other people have issues with the HPT axis returning to normal which can also affect fertility. Just because a drug affects you in a way doesn't mean that it's a blanket affect for all. Take that into consideration when writing a post. Would you like me to post of a pathetic pic of myself in my wheelchair? Or better yet would you like me to forward my medical records to you with a sample of my blood? None of it would be enough to convince you other wise I suspect. Everything I posted on this forum, now and then, has been in an informative, constructive manner to inform people about what I'm taking and what has happened to me. So give it a break.

For any who care: I have made no significant progress since my last update. Hopes of my condition being transient grow less by the day. But still hope lingers and I remain. And to clarify, my tumor was a GH secreting pituitary macro adenoma.


Thanks,
Dak

[100%NATURAL-theGH]

Does anybody know if he's still ok? The posts just stopped. This story made me really sad. Poor guy. I hope he's doing better.

[ectomorph28]

I just read this story now. I hope you made a full recovery. I wish you all the best.

[dieselz]

damn...

[drew489]

Anyone ever find out if Dak made it or not? Nearly 7 years later and couldn't find any posts from makes me think not.