someone save me!!

[acewoz]

Help.. help me! I've just finished my first week of pct... tamox and clomid...
first 3 days i did 100mg clom and 20mg tamox... then started feeling depressed and anxious and dropped to 50mg clomi and 40mg tam for the next 4 days....
I feel like killing myself.... I'm having suicidal thoughts and i can't escape this pain! It doesn't help that I'm going through a horrible break up right now... but i think it's the pct!
i'm desperate... i feel like crying any time someone says anything to me in a tone which isn't overly nice... and i feel like everyone is being so insensitive to my feelings!
I want to stop taking it... i don't have access to any other pct products... can i just take tamox alone or something? what are my options? do i really have to rough this out for another 3 weeks!?
i can't take this anymore... i can't eat... i can't go to work... i can't stop crying all the time... please help me!

is there anything i can take to help me feel more happy? i was thinking of trying to get my hands on some xanax and just chew on those on the hour of every day!
please don't flame me for sounding like a *****.. i know i do... i feel like one.... i feel like a girl.... i'm always crouched up in the fetal position with my fingers on my lips just crying...
life just seems pointless... i want it to end... and i blame the clomid but then what if the clomid is right? what if life really is this horrible and there's nothing to be happy about and
happiness is just an illusion!?

what can i do please help me someone!!!!!!!!

[Gaspaco]

PCT is always tough mate! Keep your clomid at 50mg and nolva at 20mg.

You will get trough it will be better after a while!

Good luck mate!

[JWP806]

If worse comes to worse, go talk to a therapist.

[Edwin23q]

Help.. help me! I've just finished my first week of pct... tamox and clomid...
first 3 days i did 100mg clom and 20mg tamox... then started feeling depressed and anxious and dropped to 50mg clomi and 40mg tam for the next 4 days....
I feel like killing myself.... I'm having suicidal thoughts and i can't escape this pain! It doesn't help that I'm going through a horrible break up right now... but i think it's the pct!
i'm desperate... i feel like crying any time someone says anything to me in a tone which isn't overly nice... and i feel like everyone is being so insensitive to my feelings!
I want to stop taking it... i don't have access to any other pct products... can i just take tamox alone or something? what are my options? do i really have to rough this out for another 3 weeks!?
i can't take this anymore... i can't eat... i can't go to work... i can't stop crying all the time... please help me!

is there anything i can take to help me feel more happy? i was thinking of trying to get my hands on some xanax and just chew on those on the hour of every day!
please don't flame me for sounding like a *****.. i know i do... i feel like one.... i feel like a girl.... i'm always crouched up in the fetal position with my fingers on my lips just crying...
life just seems pointless... i want it to end... and i blame the clomid but then what if the clomid is right? what if life really is this horrible and there's nothing to be happy about and
happiness is just an illusion!?

what can i do please help me someone!!!!!!!!

Heard a lot of people going through this with Clomid.
Drop that shit and just continue with Nolva.
None of my mates go near clomid anymore as most of them have reactions like you've described.

If dropping clomid doesn't help then see a therapist.

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[acewoz]

thanks for replying guys... any help is making me feel so much better... you wouldn't be able to relate to the kind of pain i'm in right now...
i want my test back... when does it return to normal?? ok so it's safe to drop clomid?

[ROBOCOP]

Mate, life s definitely worth living. Clomid made me an emotional wreck but when I realised it was that making me feel that way it kinda made things better. I've just hit the wall with a break up of my marriage that ended nearly three years ago. It was last November and fr whatever reason I felt like a freight train had just hit me!!! Went to the docs and got put on some meds and boy do I feel better in myself now. Go see your doc mate. Don't feel too proud to tell him about the break up and how it's making you feel. Drop the clomid if you need to and stick with the nolva. DO NOT DO ANYTHING DAFT MATE. PLEASE. Remember that you can talk to anyone here. But the best advice I can offer is see your doc ASAP. Good luck mate

[belva]

Ok mate, I'm not the best person to give you advice but I went through a similar experience so you might have to consider to go to counselling as I did, reeding the book "How to fall out of love" (for your break out) and in 3 weeks you will feel better for sure. Regarding your PCT I'm sure you will receive better advices from people in here.

[Granovich]

continue with both!!!
dont drop clomid man!!!
you need both
you will be ok, try to relax. watch tv. go to the movies or something or play games or read a book and spend time with your family
break up sux but more importantly EAT RIGHT. or you will lose your gains that you worked so hard for...and stick to PCT ,

[ElectraMaddox]

I can actually relate on so many levels to you right now b.t. Pct, a break up and just feeling like crap. It's def not easy dealing with everything at the same time. Im def glad you said something though bc in my post i just asked if anyone felt those effects coming off a cycle and it's good you reached out to everyone here.
How I'm dealing with everything: Not that it's the best solution
1. Stopped blaming myself and decided it was meant to happen and when I catch myself thinking about it I give myself evidence it's not a good relationship for me.. That took the edge away from me and I don't feel the same intensity anymore that I was feeling before..
2. I feel unmotivated coming off cycle and I'm forcing myself to continue the same routine even though I don't want too. After the day I had today, I didn't even want to work out so I pushed myself and went anyway. I forced myself to follow through on my routine... It was hard
3. Physically, I feel like garbage right now too so that's making it harder
4. Talking to people and reaching out is helping me bc I feel a little anxious too about what's happening and it's more of a coping thing at this point.

Hope you start feeling better I'm only a few days in :/