Day 5 and Im up 17lbs weight.

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it's really sad that you and lex have that attitude toward it. i question how close these people were to you. coz i tell you what with the buddy i lost IT WAS a ****in' tragedy. the dude was 21 years old, he lost his older brother who raised him in a car crash, he was depressed and he gassed himself in the car that he and his brother spent two years building up. how is that not tragic. you know i think you guys are trying to act like big tuff men, but you're just ending up sounding like silly little boys. tell a parent who's lost a child to suicide that it's not a tragic loss. you just sound like ignorant fools, no offence

actually it was one of my best friends that i have known since 1sr grade. how can i be sad if he wanted this? i lost my girlfriend of many years when a drunk driver hit our car a few years ago. she sure the hell didnt want to die but she didnt have a choice and that to me is sad not someone that chooses to end there life.

[jbonez19]

actually it was one of my best friends that i have known since 1sr grade. how can i be sad if he wanted this? i lost my girlfriend of many years when a drunk driver hit our car a few years ago. she sure the hell didnt want to die but she didnt have a choice and that to me is sad not someone that chooses to end there life.

agreed what happened to you and your girlfriend is really terrible, but i don't think that those two incidents need to be compared to each other. both things are very sad separately. it's more unfair that your girlfriends life was taken away like that, but it shouldn't make what happened to your buddy any less unfortunate either. that someone is so desperately unhappy that they would end their own life, is very bloody sad to me. i don't really see it as a choice either. i think they do it because they feel that they have no choice. anyway i extend you my sympathies for your losses. they're both tough things to deal with.