Mate, I'm not bashing you but I think you better read a bit more... don't go by what others are telling you, don't get me wrong -you/we all need feedback-, but I'm assuming that you done extensive research/reading on the chems your thinking to put into your body... just a thought!
Anyway, try getting some Test E then from other source online... there's plenty sources out there where to get it from!
good luck.