Middle Aged Fattie + Anavar= ?

[DSM4Life]

Thanks for the support bro. I know it's the right thing for me. I did turn down desert but ate some stuff with mayo in it on both days and one day ate white rice. Both days I had larger servings of food than I ever make for myself. I did turn down the desert at least.

My wife is really kind of sabotaging my food plan a bit now, cooking 1-2 lbs of pasta (I told her to cook some pasta but with lots of chicken and garlick, and a little extra virgin olive oil, not too much pasta) is like waving a pizza under my nose.

Pasta is one of the 2-3 foods that put me at 295lbs where I was last summer. 7pm large serving of pasta for dinner and then another large serving at 11pm for example (smothered in tomato sauce from a jar).

So I hit a road bump and ultimately need to take 100% responsiblity for it myself. No one held a gun to my head. When I saw those 2 big tupperware bins filled with pasta and shredded chicken I should have picked out the chicken and threw 90% of the pasta in the trash!

Not to come down on you but your the only one to blame. Not your wife, friends or family. Do they physically put this food in your mouth and make you chew it ? Nope.

Your the only one holding yourself back.

Now break out your little DSM love doll and get your @$$ back in the game !

[40plusnewbie]

Not to come down on you but your the only one to blame. Not your wife, friends or family. Do they physically put this food in your mouth and make you chew it ? Nope.

Your the only one holding yourself back.

Now break out your little DSM love doll and get your @$$ back in the game !

I'm back in the game bro! Thanks again for the support and I agree with you 100%. Maybe I cursed myself when I took my DSM doll off my neck (he's on a string necklace) and left him in my car when I went into my dr's office last Tuesday. I was concerned he might think I was wierd so just didn't want to deal with the issue of anwering any questions about it.

When I was putting the hole in it's head and putting it on a string necklace my wife told me "your scaring me a little bit, that's not normal" She told me that a few times lol