Welcome to AR

First, there are reasons you lost all the 24 lbs you gained and it is the SAME reason you would lose EVERYTHING you may gain by taking steroids now BEFORE you are ready.

You may think you eat enough, but YOU DON'T !!!
and without eating CORRECTLY to grow, you will NOT keep anything you may gain.

Please post up your typical days food intake along with the times you eat and lets start there

I hope you are willing to do this correctly.

How could you POSSIBLY know how your body will recover if you have never taken steroids before or have had bloodwork to show how well you would recover???