
Originally Posted by
Dancer
Welcome to bigo-rexia brother
I am 5'7'' been 240s and felt small. I couldn't wipe my own butt without more effort than I need to state, but I felt small.
Craziest shit was one carb depleted date when I was cutting, I looked in the side mirror and saw this guy he looked so freakin ripped to me it was nasty. I looked at the guys face and it was me.
unfortunatly, it does get worse. I been on cutting cycles that I passed the F out, I been on bulking cycles that I done 2-3g a week of different aas.
As I gotten older I can say this you will find yourself in many way. I know this is more about life than some post of a bber forum. But, you will find yourself in many ways as time goes on.
Now I just wanna get down to 195 at a healty 9-11% and stay the F there...lol
The mind is a thing on its own.