getting fat coming off winny cycle

[Dancer]

40/40/20/20 nolva

The mental part of PCT is a bitch... I doubt with all you done there is a major difference in terms of softening or fat gain.

Problem is in the head. When I was younger I doubted each and every cycle.

If I was a beaten man I bet you are the only one that notices any difference.

[bradhore]

The mental part of PCT is a bitch... I doubt with all you done there is a major difference in terms of softening or fat gain.

Problem is in the head. When I was younger I doubted each and every cycle.

If I was a beaten man I bet you are the only one that notices any difference.

Yea your right. Think it may be all in my head. But when ever i look in the mirror during pct im sure i can see myself getting smaller everyday, i dont like it lol! its a real downer!

[Dancer]

Yea your right. Think it may be all in my head. But when ever i look in the mirror during pct im sure i can see myself getting smaller everyday, i dont like it lol! its a real downer!

Welcome to bigo-rexia brother

I am 5'7'' been 240s and felt small. I couldn't wipe my own butt without more effort than I need to state, but I felt small.

Craziest shit was one carb depleted date when I was cutting, I looked in the side mirror and saw this guy he looked so freakin ripped to me it was nasty. I looked at the guys face and it was me.

unfortunatly, it does get worse. I been on cutting cycles that I passed the F out, I been on bulking cycles that I done 2-3g a week of different aas.

As I gotten older I can say this you will find yourself in many way. I know this is more about life than some post of a bber forum. But, you will find yourself in many ways as time goes on.

Now I just wanna get down to 195 at a healty 9-11% and stay the F there...lol

The mind is a thing on its own.

[bradhore]

Welcome to bigo-rexia brother

I am 5'7'' been 240s and felt small. I couldn't wipe my own butt without more effort than I need to state, but I felt small.

Craziest shit was one carb depleted date when I was cutting, I looked in the side mirror and saw this guy he looked so freakin ripped to me it was nasty. I looked at the guys face and it was me.

unfortunatly, it does get worse. I been on cutting cycles that I passed the F out, I been on bulking cycles that I done 2-3g a week of different aas.

As I gotten older I can say this you will find yourself in many way. I know this is more about life than some post of a bber forum. But, you will find yourself in many ways as time goes on.

Now I just wanna get down to 195 at a healty 9-11% and stay the F there...lol

The mind is a thing on its own.

Why do you wanna be so small compared to the size you are now? You should be proud of your achievement tbh

[Dancer]

Why do you wanna be so small compared to the size you are now? You should be proud of your achievement tbh

I wanna be able to run again.

[workoutfreak078]

Yea your right. Think it may be all in my head. But when ever i look in the mirror during pct im sure i can see myself getting smaller everyday, i dont like it lol! its a real downer!

Join the club man.