i understand all of your concerns, and i appriciate them, but i know deca only is a bad way to go, but it is more a educational thing for me, i know it is not the answer this first cycle, however i got over them hump of learning how to inject and some of my own worries, its my gateway in. i know its wrong. i am not saying im huge, i am average, i agree, but i am putting in the knowledge to start devolding in the anobolic world which is limitless