Bad depression/anxiety possibly from many different things please help!

[Ghost84]

All you guys who experience anxiety and stuff..did u do that before steroids?
Is there anyone that thinks steroids helps with anxiety in any way?

Back to you jenkrob. You will experience that you get moments without anxiety, and those moments will get longer and longer, and all of a sudden a whole day passes without anxiety. You will probably fall back but this will happen less and less often til those days of nightmarish existence are nothing but a memory. Trust me. But be patient and dont loose focus and keep yourself busy! Try new things or do things you like!

I think Little herc also points out something important, you are not crazy. I think your reaction to the situation is the reaction of a very healthy human being getting scared. The thought of losing your mind and be permanently ill is a really scary thought and if u didnt react to a thought like that would be anything but a sign of a healthy mind.

I came to think of something that my grandma told me some time ago when I was going trough a hard time. I was feeling sorry for myself and told her.
Sher looked at me with a big questionmark in her face and asked me where in gods name did I read that life was supposed to be easy? -Ive never read or got told that in my life, she said. And she has been trough some shit I tell you that!

And I think she right, sometimes things happen thats ****ed up and you just have to deal with it. Its ok to feel sorry and shit but you can never let those feelings get the best of you.

Jenkrob you said u felt depressed? No wonder, you have anxiety!! You dont need pills for that , trust me.

This is not something I read in a book but my own opinion, so this might not be right. But I think that aslong as you have anxiety its a sign of your body and mind telling you not to give up. It is as a fact a fight response anxiety.
But if that day comes when you dont care anymore and dont even get out of bed. Then we have another story....

[jenkrob]

All you guys who experience anxiety and stuff..did u do that before steroids?
Is there anyone that thinks steroids helps with anxiety in any way?

Back to you jenkrob. You will experience that you get moments without anxiety, and those moments will get longer and longer, and all of a sudden a whole day passes without anxiety. You will probably fall back but this will happen less and less often til those days of nightmarish existence are nothing but a memory. Trust me. But be patient and dont loose focus and keep yourself busy! Try new things or do things you like!

I think Little herc also points out something important, you are not crazy. I think your reaction to the situation is the reaction of a very healthy human being getting scared. The thought of losing your mind and be permanently ill is a really scary thought and if u didnt react to a thought like that would be anything but a sign of a healthy mind.

I came to think of something that my grandma told me some time ago when I was going trough a hard time. I was feeling sorry for myself and told her.
Sher looked at me with a big questionmark in her face and asked me where in gods name did I read that life was supposed to be easy? -Ive never read or got told that in my life, she said. And she has been trough some shit I tell you that!

And I think she right, sometimes things happen thats ****ed up and you just have to deal with it. Its ok to feel sorry and shit but you can never let those feelings get the best of you.

Jenkrob you said u felt depressed? No wonder, you have anxiety!! You dont need pills for that , trust me.

This is not something I read in a book but my own opinion, so this might not be right. But I think that aslong as you have anxiety its a sign of your body and mind telling you not to give up. It is as a fact a fight response anxiety.
But if that day comes when you dont care anymore and dont even get out of bed. Then we have another story....

Yea i have had my share of days of feeling depressed throughout this last months venture. You sound like you have had exactly what im having because as long as i stay busy its out of my mind, and as long as i tell myself its not permanent i feel better, the i seem to have less and less anxiety each day for the most part. Some are a little more than the day before but tolerable. Thank you for all of the help.


Thank all of you guys for the great responses! You guys have helped me a ton!