seasoned weightlifter contemplating use of AAS (long post)

[nowaymang]

bro your not going to get all weird on cycle lol 500mg test isn't that much. actually you'll probably feel really ****ing good and manly. let me clear something up, the reason why i said no point chucking in EQ is for two reasons
1) as i said first cycle - just simple test yields the best gains at 500mg because receptors are fresh etc etc etc.
2) 200mg EQ wouldnt make a ant grow, u say u want to make good gains and not run a cycle again till ur 30? well with EQ to get good results u need to run it for 12-16weeks at 500mg-600mg. thats why we say keep it simple and stick to test so u can stick to a 12week frame and grow like crazy if your diet is spot on.

[psillyness]

bro your not going to get all weird on cycle lol 500mg test isn't that much. actually you'll probably feel really ****ing good and manly. let me clear something up, the reason why i said no point chucking in EQ is for two reasons
1) as i said first cycle - just simple test yields the best gains at 500mg because receptors are fresh etc etc etc.
2) 200mg EQ wouldnt make a ant grow, u say u want to make good gains and not run a cycle again till ur 30? well with EQ to get good results u need to run it for 12-16weeks at 500mg-600mg. thats why we say keep it simple and stick to test so u can stick to a 12week frame and grow like crazy if your diet is spot on.

well my diet has always been spot on. and yeah lol i know man it just scares me because i've had so much success in the past, busted my ass for 5 years...lost everything...I wouldn't want to screw myself over somehow. you never know - some people more sensitive to these things. it just sucks. never do any stimulants. it took me 5 years to convince my body it needed to carry around an extra 16-17lbs of muscle, and 1 week to take it away. I feel like even though it seems like what muscle memory I had has almost completely faded, it's still somewhat there...and I still have that going for me, I just don't want to **** myself over (again!!)

so it seems like the general consensus that a first cycle would be best suited with running 500mgs/wk test. for 12 weeks....I was gonna go with enanthate (or maybe cypionate), do you have a recontamination/preference on the ester?

could I get away with running 400mgs/wk test? (with my smaller size and all - 155lbs 5'6").....and 12 weeks seems like an eternity...could I work with 10?

also, regarding your ant logic....so I wouldn't be able to get away with running a larger dose of EQ? like say 450mgs/wk with 200mgs/wk test? (i know you're gonna feel like stabbing me at this point for not letting go of the equipoise) :beats dead horse:

[MACHINE5150]

well my diet has always been spot on. and yeah lol i know man it just scares me because i've had so much success in the past, busted my ass for 5 years...lost everything...I wouldn't want to screw myself over somehow. you never know - some people more sensitive to these things. it just sucks. never do any stimulants. it took me 5 years to convince my body it needed to carry around an extra 16-17lbs of muscle, and 1 week to take it away. I feel like even though it seems like what muscle memory I had has almost completely faded, it's still somewhat there...and I still have that going for me, I just don't want to **** myself over (again!!)

so it seems like the general consensus that a first cycle would be best suited with running 500mgs/wk test. for 12 weeks....I was gonna go with enanthate (or maybe cypionate), do you have a recontamination/preference on the ester?

could I get away with running 400mgs/wk test? (with my smaller size and all - 155lbs 5'6").....and 12 weeks seems like an eternity...could I work with 10?

also, regarding your ant logic....so I wouldn't be able to get away with running a larger dose of EQ? like say 450mgs/wk with 200mgs/wk test? (i know you're gonna feel like stabbing me at this point for not letting go of the equipoise) :beats dead horse:

you would not want to run that much of the EQ alone as i believe it dries your joints a bit.. its not a good idea to run it alone.. just let it go bud, Test is all you need