Agreed, he is holding out a LOT longer than I could and if it's not he is putting up with a LOT more sh*t than I would ever hence I would not be admitting anything to anyone after the initial post a few weeks ago. Thats what is making me start to think it's all a big joke. Who in their right mind would continue telling us stuff like this when they know all good and well what we are going to say. There is no one in their right mind after all the other back lash could think that this is somehow different.
Maybe it's a full month long April fools???
Ok I was not saying anything but since the thread has gotten deeper I will open up. In the 80's I traveled with the Corporate in and out of classy places and hotels. The women came to me. I went with it while my wife and three kids were at home. Now I am ashamed we are in our 34th year, yepbut so many funny and way out stories and experiences that I can't share with my one and only. Problems but I love her. How could I. What about this situation, I think it should not be advertised. I think we ( I think) as a whole don't like it. Sorry that's the way I feel. Take this adventure and keep it to yourself please. AND I AM NOT OLD FASHIONED. ...crazy mike
Maybe you didn't catch my admit ion to being ashamed and knowing it was bad, cruel, no loving and breaking my vows to the one I love. Knowing now that it was selfish and self-centered. I was honest enough to use myself as an example to how it is not a good thing and through my experience I know better. It is not a good thing. It is a bad thing. So being done and not changeable and in this I really need to be chastised. I appreciate that and I'll be ready to share the attitude. ...crazy mike
I genuinely apologizes to all who have listened or read this. I said back to the thread but Mr. holier than though had to continue. I'm sorry to the thread and I'll not say another word on this topic. crazy mike apologizes
PS: again I realize this was not appropriate and hope Admin isn't aggravated at me. The end
Last edited by crazy mike; 04-21-2013 at 11:27 AM.
Holy Sh!t I was 32 yrs old I was on aas and was thinking with my dick. Do you have kids and grandkids. Have oyu been married succsefull for 34 Fvckin years. Is your wife 68 yrs old disabled to the point that she can't see right, walk very good, has had many years ago a COMPLETE hysterectomy , can't have sex, is in pain all the time, skin cancer has to take meds and pain meds to get by each day. How fvckin selfish of you to judge me or anyone who is spareing some one the pain of the knowledge of these events. So she can go to sleep at night picturing me in bed with these women and fvckin them or eating etc... Wow how long would it take her to get over those pictures in her head. Why be so selfish to get this off my mind, asking for forgivness and letting it go. Only so she can hang on everyday. Sorry but YOU are very self centerd and selfish to think you have to take it to that limit and for what. So we can live and not talk, gave her look at me, in pain. Oh and then my friend, have you not sinned at all. Did you always think before you spoke or did anything wrong. Give me a Fvckin break, are you holier then thou, that you stopped and thought and didn't commit that sin. How old are you. If you were 99 as your profile you would have some wisdom about these things. Go out ask a psych or q marriage counselor. Why can't you tell the truth like your age. Are you just a kid, sound like it because you know nothing about the real life. Living on life's terms. AS I said stupid I have been pained by this I have remorse , she has suffered, the kids suffered and by your statements you want me to rub this sh!t in my wife's face, thinking not of her. You showed you a$$ today when you called me a douche. You showed the others that you were thinking of your own carnal pleasure by maliciously busting my balls when my intention was pure to help another to not create the pain my wife already went thru, to another family or himself in the end. You have strong feelings, well did you catch that I do, or the others that stand by what I say don't. You don'/t know you're only thinking about your strong feelings. When and if your other does this (if it should happen) would you want him/her to stop at some point and save you the details. I think you are very, very naïve. Remember what I said, if you only get this, What was your motive to make me feel bad. To take my helpful confession as a tool to hurt me and change what I said to be more embarrassing. I bore quilt and shame to try to help another to THINK as you said.
Guy I care to not continue to "regret the past nor shut the door on it". A quote fro AA's BB. But I do as I just said. I care not to wallow in self pity, nor bring more sadness by tell something that will hurt my wife. My dead was done and I can't change that so I choose to let sleeping dogs lie to save another's remainder of her life. Your cruelty to me and whom ever you punish with your sins some day, will come to haunt you. ....NOW THAT IS NOT CRAZY SH!T.....mike
Sorry I'm not going to try to fix my typos here. I'm pissed. My wife already knows of the infidelity regarding you second point. So that's the sin. You should have thought before you brought embarrassing pain to me by calling me a douche. Answer me and this post or PM me and tell me what the fvck was your motive... Mr. sinless...tell me your motive![]()
Last edited by crazy mike; 04-21-2013 at 11:18 AM.
You are very emotional and very shattered in your thoughts. Just remember YOU brought up the topic not me. If you are so ashamed of it then why brin it up? I am sorry to hear your wife has a condition. I am not some punk kid who walks around and judges people but at the same I call a spade a spade. I won't continue to whore up the OP topic. I am done. If you want to chat further then please keep it to PMs.
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