Yup it sounds stupid. You have NO idea what you are doing. Pros who run tren with no test for show prep know they will have NO libido. Meaning Mr wiggly will onky be good for kissing through.
Running any type of aas at your age can seriously damage your HPTA and again Jr aint go a work. There are many other reasons not to do what you are planning but I suspect you will anyways because at 18 you already know everything. At 19 you will be back asking for help like the countless before you.
OMG your mate is 23, thats ancient. LoL. Has he told you abiut his ED yet? Has anyone told you they have ED? Guess what? No one has ever told me either but for some reason viagra and cialis are the number one prescribed drugs out ther.