
Originally Posted by
Metalject
If you've read through the thread then you know I was never anything that impressive. I'd call myself a decent bodybuilder at best. I placed well at a handful of shows and won my class a few times but nothing worth bragging about. Plus it's bodybuilding, so nothing worth bragging about, lol! Heaviest I ever was, was around 240 and it was a bit uncomfortable and not enjoyable. Best shape I was ever in was 197lbs 4.3% in the dunk tank and I felt mentally retarded, as in my brain did not work right. I was miserable, running a fever and actually ended up in the hospital. That was the end of my bodybuilding days back in 2006. Anyway, that would be my best, I was two weeks out or so and never had a pic taken for it. Was a little heartbreaking at the time. I had planned and worked for that particular show for a year, meaning my entire life revolved around that upcoming show for a solid year.
When I look back in retrospect I don't have regrets but I do question if I would have done things differently. I wasted a lot of time and money on a pursuit that doesn't really get you anywhere in the grand scheme of life. I know that sounds like I'm mocking bodybuilding and I've done that a bit in this thread. Don't get me wrong, I was someone who loved bodybuilding and fortunate to learn a lot of things first hand that others aren't always as fortunate to learn. I was still competing when I started doing prep for others and that gave me a host of lab rats, willing ones to try new and different mixes and matches of gear and food. In time I simply felt I was better suited to do that and so when it comes to bodybuilding that's all I've done the last going on 10yrs or so. Although I don't do nearly as many as I used to, not even close. I don't have the time to take too many.