Took my time researching and learning! Bac water arrived today! last piece of gear i needed! took me about 2 months to gather everything recommended for first cycle. Now i just have to keep training, eating clean and get bf low enough! Its been pretty easy to not think about it since i didnt have everything i needed! Its gonna be real hard now as the oils are calling me from the closet! lol. Hoping by February. Realistically may be March! i will know when its time!