Xanax, Diazepam and zopiclone for sleep on a low dose TRT boldernone cycle.

[Test Monsterone]

I was never addicted mentally but I got physically addicted to Xanax twice. Had two seizures. I’m ok if I take Xanax once or two days in a row, but if I take it long enough to have become physically dependent (4/5 days), and then stop cold Turkey… 3/4 days later I have a seizure. Once it happened while I was driving. Went over the median into oncoming traffic. Went into the woods hit a small tree. Seatbelt on. Broke my shoulder. I’ve got angels on my back. Yeah so I can’t fuck with Xanax. I know seizures from Xanax withdrawal isn’t uncommon. The scary part about it is that it happens to me 4 days later. I think I’m good. Comes out of nowhere.

I suspect all benzo withdrawal could give me seizures although it hasn’t happened with Valium/klonopin. Longer half life benzos.

Seizures are scary as fuck. They say it’s like an electrical storm in your brain. You can get brain damage. Turn into a vegetable.

Yeah so I can fuck with Xanax/benzos like that. Xanax and opiates could kill me. My Achilles heal.

Yeah I remember the withdrawals from Xanax. Very different than opiate withdrawals. Auditory hallucinations. Delirious. Night tremors. Bad shit.

They do work good tho lol. I’m playing Russian roulette takin em tho.

Wow. Seizures are no joke. It’s funny you say how quickly your body gets physically addicted. I’ve suspected this before. One summer, back around 2012, I was living in LA and my girlfriend from back home came to visit. She had a prescription for Xanax and had a bunch of them. I started taking them every day cause I found they mellowed me out when I got too high on that dispensary kush.

I just have skipped doses but I got, what I later thought were very bad panic attacks. I was driving the canyon roads outside of Santa Monica and I had to pull over cause I started shaking and feeling like the world was closing in on me. For about 6 months I had this happen at least once a week, to varying degrees. I didn’t realize how it could have been from the Xanax.

[Honkey_Kong]

Wow. Seizures are no joke. It’s funny you say how quickly your body gets physically addicted. I’ve suspected this before. One summer, back around 2012, I was living in LA and my girlfriend from back home came to visit. She had a prescription for Xanax and had a bunch of them. I started taking them every day cause I found they mellowed me out when I got too high on that dispensary kush.

I just have skipped doses but I got, what I later thought were very bad panic attacks. I was driving the canyon roads outside of Santa Monica and I had to pull over cause I started shaking and feeling like the world was closing in on me. For about 6 months I had this happen at least once a week, to varying degrees. I didn’t realize how it could have been from the Xanax.

The rebound effect. You usually start taking benzos because of panic episodes, then when you stop taking them is when you have the worse panic attacks of your life. My panic attacks would resemble a heart attack.

Did you have any sever muscle cramping too?

[Test Monsterone]

The rebound effect. You usually start taking benzos because of panic episodes, then when you stop taking them is when you have the worse panic attacks of your life. My panic attacks would resemble a heart attack.

Did you have any sever muscle cramping too?

I didn’t have muscle cramping during those panic attacks, but I did feel my hands getting numb and getting the pins and needles feeling in my body. The reason I stopped working out for almost 2 years was because of those panic attacks. Anything that raised my heart rate made me get that aura and have palpitations or jolts of adrenaline. I’m sure the beta blockers I’m on now help with that.