I've been on 1000IU of HCG weekly for three weeks now with only 20mg of clomid daily and .25 of letro daily.

I can feel a difference. & I waited it out to ween out any placebo effects.

What I hate is... What I truly hate about it. Is that my original spark is resurfacing. That, that means something has to be done as clearly I $#@!ed things up.

That I hate myself for being subject to low test by my own mistake.

I do want a way out but I also cannot deny that using exogenous test with AAS is indefinitely in my near future. None the less at safe and tolerable dosages BUT future use seems undeniable. ESPECIALLY where I seemed to have doomed myself to TRT/HRT anyway. As said before. At that point you might as well live in up within the realm of your bodies individual tolerances.