Maybe i dont haveit i dont know but at two o seven this morningim questioning my judgement and what not....to start off iwth ti wokeup this mornin and looked in the mirror...i remeinded m yselfof someonewho hadn't lifted in years, skinny and pudgy all at once. The after work I went out were i was meeting three girls.

the first - a girl i screwed up with a week ago..lets call het stacy.
the second - a girl i'd been talkin on and off with for a couple of weeks
the third - a girl i've like for the last few months but haven't felt that chemistry with.

Needless to say the first two would be throw away and forget girls...the last bothers me all the time.

Well anyhow...at the bar tonight all three were there along with a third new participant who i couldv'e talked to. Well long story short i dropped all but the girl i've been interested in dating and whollah...she skipped out on me for a while and later i see her shooting pool with some dipshit..Man i was pissed but figured i had done something wrong.

Where did i go wrong....i've made up my mind or the future though...steady g/f's are for jokers....easy P is where its at...........unless im totally missing something in which case...im gonna eat a sandwhich