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  1. 10-19-2003, 12:45 AM #1
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    Turn off the lights.....Close your eyes..

    Take a deep breathe. Listen to the calmness of my voice. Listen to the waves of the ocean crash beneath your feet. Listen to the wind blow through your mind. Look at me. Feel my soul besides you. I am watching over you. Now, inhale through your nose. Smell the flowers.....We are one,.................................For the world thinks I no longer exists, but I will always be with you.....

    Never be afraid.

    I am a whisper................................But I am here!


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  2. 10-19-2003, 12:46 AM #2
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  3. 10-19-2003, 12:47 AM #3
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    Shit, I think about half of me is........and to think I'm drug free? Strange isn't it?
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    well, yes and no. Ive felt that way drug free before. It is the oddest feeling i agree. It usually took a while for me to come out of it too, a long learning process. But when you do, you feel alive like never before.

    there is always a brighter day, you just have to open your eyes and see it
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    Quote Originally Posted by symatech
    well, yes and no. Ive felt that way drug free before. It is the oddest feeling i agree. It usually took a while for me to come out of it too, a long learning process. But when you do, you feel alive like never before.

    there is always a brighter day, you just have to open your eyes and see it

    Amen bro! I've never really been into drugs...Well, other than the ones that make me BIG.....
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    i used to be in way over my head with drugs. then i quit doing that shit and started something better...lifting! now my stress, pain, depression....everything bad in my life is put into my efforts at the gym; so i can turn it into something good. lifting weights turned my life around. but sometimes...you just get those feelings. sometimes they last a day, sometimes a month. but so far i have gained something from it all in the end.

    keep on truckin

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    Quote Originally Posted by symatech
    i used to be in way over my head with drugs. then i quit doing that shit and started something better...lifting! now my stress, pain, depression....everything bad in my life is put into my efforts at the gym; so i can turn it into something good. lifting weights turned my life around. but sometimes...you just get those feelings. sometimes they last a day, sometimes a month. but so far i have gained something from it all in the end.

    keep on truckin

    peace

    Symatech, I'm glad your head is in the right place. Take that screw out and keep on being mentally tough. Your one of the good guys!!!! Be STRONG!
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    Quote Originally Posted by buylongterm
    Take a deep breathe. Listen to the calmness of my voice. Listen to the waves of the ocean crash beneath your feet. Listen to the wind blow through your mind. Look at me. Feel my soul besides you. I am watching over you. Now, inhale through your nose. Smell the flowers.....We are one,.................................For the world thinks I no longer exists, but I will always be with you.....

    Never be afraid.

    I am a whisper................................But I am here!


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    Damn, as much as I drank last night, you'd think after reading that I'm Satan only heavily medicated....
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    I thought LSD for sure,trippy shit bro.......I looked at the time it was posted and said my bros fucked up....lol
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    I thought this was gonna be a porn story
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    Quote Originally Posted by peam
    I thought this was gonna be a porn story
    Perv........get back to writing you essay
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    needless to say I was a little dissappointed...... jk jk
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    Are you trying to hypnotize me?
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    It's funny when I look at this post now, I say to myself "Wow, what in god's name possessed me to write something like this" Alcohol makes me do stupid shit....
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    Quote Originally Posted by buylongterm
    It's funny when I look at this post now, I say to myself "Wow, what in god's name possessed me to write something like this" Alcohol makes me do stupid shit....
    Lord knows your not the only one............
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    Quote Originally Posted by mass junkie
    Lord knows your not the only one............

    Boy if that aint the truth!!!!! I mean seriously, is it possible for me to have one drink? Hell no. 1 leads to 2, which then leads to 2 bottles of wine, which then leads to doing shots...It's like I know that the last few shots will do me in, but I still say what the fuck!!! I LOVE THE FEELING!
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    Quote Originally Posted by buylongterm
    Boy if that aint the truth!!!!! I mean seriously, is it possible for me to have one drink? Hell no. 1 leads to 2, which then leads to 2 bottles of wine, which then leads to doing shots...It's like I know that the last few shots will do me in, but I still say what the fuck!!! I LOVE THE FEELING!
    bro to tell you the truth.....Id have no problem drinking everynight if it werent for the whole Hangover thing.........
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    Quote Originally Posted by buylongterm
    Boy if that aint the truth!!!!! I mean seriously, is it possible for me to have one drink? Hell no. 1 leads to 2, which then leads to 2 bottles of wine, which then leads to doing shots...It's like I know that the last few shots will do me in, but I still say what the fuck!!! I LOVE THE FEELING!
    Lucky SOB you can drink........I'm on cycle.....Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck!
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    Yeah, but my drinking is coming to an end as of tonight. It's time to get back into shape and hopefully get on a cycle soon.

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    Quote Originally Posted by buylongterm
    Yeah, but my drinking is coming to an end as of tonight. It's time to get back into shape and hopefully get on a cycle soon.

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    me too.........
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    I thought it was going to be the opening to this CD I have by Enigma... it has some woman saying things like that in the first minute of the CD....

    That CD really calms me down when I need it tho... that or DJ Shadow.
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    Quote Originally Posted by navydevildoc
    I thought it was going to be the opening to this CD I have by Enigma... it has some woman saying things like that in the first minute of the CD....

    That CD really calms me down when I need it tho... that or DJ Shadow.

    Sorry bro, I think it was an opening of a lot of bottles and beer caps...
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