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[decadbal]

my dad...i figure ive eearned enough respect here for me to make soemtthing ot my dad and it not be phukced with....hes been dead for almost 6months now.. bro if uc ant hear me when i pray then listen now... im sorry for being the son i was your right, nothing i know got me ready for this and im sorry to everything an you, your my best friend and i love u, im sorry, i wish i could talk to u, i hope u see me crying everynight thinkkn of y0ou. like now, the stories u said when i was grwoing up make ne rmember things now, im sorry for not listening, im sorry for being stupid, im sorry for not thinkin that hwat you thought mattered, bc i know now im wrong, id give up arnything to see you and talk and tell u i love u, i hope you can se me each night crying bf i go to bed. i too hunt more than i did, i fish more than i did soi can sohbw my boys one day the things you didn to me, i only hope i can be half the man you were and are, i love u and only pray that one day ill b e a third the man u are... i love u chuck. god knows id give a ton of my life to talk to u now...i love u and night..

[calidude]

I'll send a prayer out for you bro...That took a lot of courage.

[punk_bbuilder]

my prayers go out bro...take care..you need anything PM me

[Maraxus]

Hey man im there for you bro. If you ever need anything hit me up bro. God bless you and your father.

[needmorestrength]

my dad...i figure ive eearned enough respect here for me to make soemtthing ot my dad and it not be phukced with....hes been dead for almost 6months now.. bro if uc ant hear me when i pray then listen now... im sorry for being the son i was your right, nothing i know got me ready for this and im sorry to everything an you, your my best friend and i love u, im sorry, i wish i could talk to u, i hope u see me crying everynight thinkkn of y0ou. like now, the stories u said when i was grwoing up make ne rmember things now, im sorry for not listening, im sorry for being stupid, im sorry for not thinkin that hwat you thought mattered, bc i know now im wrong, id give up arnything to see you and talk and tell u i love u, i hope you can se me each night crying bf i go to bed. i too hunt more than i did, i fish more than i did soi can sohbw my boys one day the things you didn to me, i only hope i can be half the man you were and are, i love u and only pray that one day ill b e a third the man u are... i love u chuck. god knows id give a ton of my life to talk to u now...i love u and night..

"to live is to love, to love is to hurt, to lose is to die for"...Sometimes when we have a great thing in front of us Deca we don't think anything of it.. but when we lose it..that's when sorrow hits us.. I am soo sorry for you loss!! it's always good to look on the bright side, and that being, that you are trying to become a better person! Time DOES heal believe me!!

[Pale Horse]

Deca ,
I haven't lost a parent yet. I can't imagine how you feel. This time of year has to make it even harder. Sorry for your loss an pain. You are in our prayers.

[Bigen12]

After reading your posts about your father, I have really been thinking about the little amount of time that I spend with mine. I am really going to work on spending more time with my father and mother.

Thanks Brother for opening up my eyes.

[OGPackin]

Hang in there brudda! We are all here for you if you need someone to just listen. God bless!

OG

[*Narkissos*]

...really dunno what to Say Big D.

My heart goes out to you.

[Monkeytown]

Deca , I lost my Dad when I was 15 years old, actually 17 years ago this Sat. I know first hand what you are going through. Hang tough Bro and it will get better, never good, but better. Just look back and remember the good times with a smile.

[HeavyHitter]

Im sorry for your loss.... all i can say is that your pops would rather have you smiling then being sad, remember that....

[allsaucedup]

wow I will say an extra one for you tonight before i go to sleep bro if you need anything you know there are alot of people here that are willing to listen and help out

[Money Boss Hustla]

I read this as soon as he posted it last night...I was honestly speechless. I didn't know what to say. Still am. Very touched.

I guess the only thing I can say is...I am sorry to hear of your loss. Be strong dd. All your AR bros are here for you!

[SwoleCat]

Your a great man/character DecaD.

Your father wouldn't "be" proud, he "IS" proud!



~SC~

[jonnytour]

Decca, bro....I can't even imagine what you went through and are going through. You are in my prayers, brudda. Hang tough and remember the good times. We are all here for you if you need anything. Take care!!

[Spyder]

your post re: your father was very inspirational Deca . ... makes me think of my dad. I am 25 and to this day i have never said 'I love you' to my dad or hugged him. It's not because I dont love him, I just wasnt brought up that way.

Will I regret not doing it one day .............. your post is making me think 'YES' more & more. we're all here for you.

[Commando_Barbi]

Nice Post.....You are in my thoughts

[Maraxus]

Suck it up crybaby!

[decadbal]

Suck it up crybaby!

thanks everyone for the kind words and thoughts. alot of great ppl here and anyone would be a dam fool to think otherwise..

[Maraxus]

thanks everyone for the kind words and thoughts. alot of great ppl here and anyone would be a dam fool to think otherwise..

I love you too.

[Spyder]

i feel one of those group hugs coming on.

[Money Boss Hustla]

i feel one of those group hugs coming on.

Waiting...I'm already nekkid!!

[Maraxus]

Waiting...I'm already nekkid!!

This thread is worthless without pics.

[Money Boss Hustla]

This thread is worthless without pics.

Fine! Although I had to make it PG-13 for you.

[Maraxus]

Fine! Although I had to make it PG-13 for you.

Sup tiny?

[workdude]

God bless Deca ...your a good man...

[muff-chaser]

my prayers are with you man, hang in there..........

[houseofpain]

i got you on AM bro.
~HOP