This is Messed Up (Sorry Anna Bollick)

[Giantz11]

Iron that's a little too deep. I just don't know if I can handle that right now.

[IronFreakX]

Iron that's a little too deep. I just don't know if I can handle that right now.

nah its not tooo deep , just bite the pillow itll feel better

[Giantz11]

Shit man, I'm just trying to get some good ole fashion anal without nailing a dude or a former dude.

[IronFreakX]

Shit man, I'm just trying to get some good ole fashion anal without nailing a dude or a former dude.

Cant we all just get anal in peace??

[Giantz11]

Amen brotha! Some chicks just aren't down with experimenting.

[Anna Bollick]

HAYWARD, Calif. - Two men were convicted Monday of murdering a transgender teen who was beaten, tied up and strangled after they had sex with her and discovered she was biologically male.

Michael Magidson and Jose Merel, both 25, face mandatory sentences of 15 years to life in prison for second-degree murder in the killing of Gwen Araujo.

The jury deadlocked in the case of a third man, Jason Cazares, 25, marking the second time a jury was unable to reach a verdict in his case.

I'm sorry but I nailed some girl that turned out to be a man, I'd be pissed as hell too. I saw the mom on tv this morning saying that she/he did not decieve them at all by not telling them she was a man, because she was who she was and that was a girl.

Yeah right, if you are born with a penis you are a man, sorry bout your luck. But thats the way it is.

Anna, if we ever meet in a bar, just tell me you used to be a man,

This case has gotten a lot of attention from the trans community. Yes, Gwen should have been more candid about her genital status. Unfortunately she was not forthcoming with those little details until what we call "sudden discovery" occurred. We will never be able to look inside her head and determine just what she was thinking while she was having sex with these unsuspecting young men, but the Mom's point of view was quite correct and valid. The whole concept of gender dysphoria is totally alien to a cisgendered person, but I will say this and hope you understand: SEX and GENDER are two different things. Gender is your identity, how you see yourself, your true nature. Sex is just what you happen to have between your legs. No, a penis does not make you a man. There are fundamental differences that go beyond that, like how you think, how you react, how you present yourself that seems most natural to you. A penis does not make you a man... it only makes you male. And of course you ignore the one out of approximately 10,000 births that are intersexed. Doctors have been playing God in this country for over a hundred years, "correcting" the misfortune of having ambiguous genitalia and therefore not falling properly into the boy/girl categories.

I doubt that I would have to tell you that I am not a genetic female. You would have to be pretty drunk to not notice. I am a rather big girl, if you get my drift. It takes a LOT of effort for me to pass as a genetic female, and even then I have to be satisfied to be a fat girl. It takes a lot of padding to balance out my back and shoulders with sufficient behind, and I have to give the illusion of a higher waist, and keep my hands out of sight.

I have never nad a trick or a lover that I tried to deceive about my sex. Those who do so are foolish. Sudden discovery has proven to be deadly in many other cases, not just that of Gwen Aruajo. She was foolish, but that was absolutely no reason to kill her. WTF... was it good, or not? Sheesh... those guys were not upset with her so much as upset with themselves, because in the face of all logic that says otherwise, they either consciously or subconsciously regarded themselves as having committed a homosexual act and therefore to be homosexual. Suddenly the sex that they had enjoyed was no longer sex that had been enjoyed. Everything was great until they found out that they were fags, which of course they were not. If they had been, they would have sought out those who they knew were men and who present themselves as men.

This was a case of extreme homophobia, pack instinct and desire for peer approval. Killing Gwen was not justice or even revenge, because all she did was please them sexually with her body. Discovery did not change the fact that they had enjoyed it. She deceived, but did not harm anyone. They killed her to satisfy their sense of personal honor and "straightness" and to prove to each other that they were not gay after all. I don't see how any REAL man could be so vicious and callous, but it obviously does happen and every trans girl knows it, and knows the danger of deception and sudden discovery.

Don't worry, dear, I tell anyone who seems confused. So do all the other working girls I know. We actually make more money when we don't "pass", because if you pass, you are just another woman, while if you do not, but you are still sexy, then you are different and exotic. That's what men want. Otherwise they would just stay home and screw their wives. I have no incentive to hide my sexual status.

and then we are all set

Hmmmm....

Kisses and Tickles
Anna "You show me yours and I'll show you mine" Bollick
Juiced Shemale Rescue Hooker

[Anna Bollick]

him....her WTF.....I don't know what to call "it"

It is obvious... since pronouns are mostly only important to the person you are referring to, refer to someone according to their presentation. If they present as a woman, using a feminine name and wearing women's clothing, hairstyle, and cosmetics, you consider them for linguistic purposes to be women and use appropriate titles and pronouns. If sommeone presents as a man, even if you know that person normally presents as a woman, then it is perfectly proper to consider that person, for the purposes of grammar, male. It should be obvious which gender someone is identifying as, and how they should like to be addressed or referred to. NOBODY wants to be called "it". That is demeaning and insulting. Someone presenting androgynously can properly be referred to in the masculine or the feminine, either one, when speaking English. Unfortunately in English there are no gender neutral personal pronouns, so take your pick, and the subject will correct you if you are wrong and if they care about it.

Hope I have cleared up your confusion. If not, I will get right to the point. I prefer being called "she", or "her". It goes with the clothes and the makeup and the breasts. I don't pull my man-pleaser out and put it on display, so there is nothing overtly male to confuse you in that regard.

Okay, too serious. Back to outrageous mode!

Kisses and Tickles
Anna Bollick

[Anna Bollick]

Nope, she was a he who decided to live like a she, so I guess that makes her a transvestite or she-male, whatever term you prefer. It's a real fvcked up story man, I read the whole thing in Rolling Stone a few months ago. You remember that movie Boys Don't Cry? Basically the exact same story, except for a few differences. All these dumb ass stoners had been fcking her for a while and started bragging to each other about what a freak she was. They were like, yeah, this chick only does anal...she only pulls her panties down halfway...she freaked when I tried to finger her...this is when the young geniuses put the pieces together and realized that party chick was a party dude. What they did after they found out is seriously fvcked up. If I remember, it was like one of the dudes was saying "aah, we're all faggots now." That got them all freaked out and homicidal and you see what the result is.

She was neither transvestite nor shemale... she was transsexual. She was in the process of changing her body and her external sex to agree with what was inside her head, her gender identity. A transvestite is a man who has a fetish for wearing women's clothing, usually undergarments. A shemale is a person, usually transgendered but sometimes not, who presents as female, even to the point of using hormones or getting implants, for purposes of prostitution or pornography. A crossdresser is someone who, for whatever reason, enjoys wearing clothing normally associated with the opposite sex. A drag queen is a gay man who dresses as a caricature of a woman for social or entertainment purposes only. These terms are more often misused than not, and sometimes even by persons referring to themselves using those terms. "Shemale" is normally considered by a TS to be an insult. I use the term to refer to myself as a bit of humor. I am, properly speaking, TS. TG or transgendered is a term that has lately come into use as an umbrella term to include all sorts of gender rebels, though at one time it had a more specific meaning.

She was not a he who wanted to live like a she. She was a she who once was externally a he but was in the process of bringing her sex and gender into congruency. It is much easier to change the body than to change the mind, so the condition of gender dysphoria is most often corrected by changing the body to match the mind.

Love
Anna

[Anna Bollick]

Or you could just reach down there and feel for a big set off balls

Not if she no longer had them. Often an orchiectomy is performed when the patient does not have the money for full sexual reassignment surgery or there are other reasons to not go through with it. This of course reduces testosterone production to female-normal. It also makes it easier to "tuck" which I would have to demonstrate to you for you to get the whole picture. When properly tucked, only very large male organs are obvious to the quick grope. I know girls who dance, and I don't mean ballet, girl! They get wickedly athletic, too, and the customers in the bar never see any indication of male organs. We call the exploratory sex-identification grope the "Dundee" after the Australian gentleman in the movie. When I get dundeed, if it is not a potential trick or lover, I deck the offender for his rudeness. I have a mean left hook and the hardest straight right on St Louis Street so that usually answers the asshole's question.

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Anna Bollick

[Anna Bollick]

lol wut?????

if theyre concerned they should prepare a questionare and ask all the women they meet :
...

3-will u try to **** me with ur dildo while im asleep ?

etc.....

just a thot

What? And deprive yourself of that delicious suspense? You must be a very boring person, Ironfreak! I don't mean that in a bad way. You should let your hair down and throw caution to the wind a bit. Go on... live a little. Have some FUN!

Well, it would be nice to know she doesn't have any disease. I guess you just need to use the necessary protection! I do!


Love
Anna

[SinCityMan]

Nope, she was a he who decided to live like a she, so I guess that makes her a transvestite or she-male, whatever term you prefer. It's a real fvcked up story man, I read the whole thing in Rolling Stone a few months ago. You remember that movie Boys Don't Cry? Basically the exact same story, except for a few differences. All these dumb ass stoners had been fcking her for a while and started bragging to each other about what a freak she was. They were like, yeah, this chick only does anal...she only pulls her panties down halfway...she freaked when I tried to finger her...this is when the young geniuses put the pieces together and realized that party chick was a party dude. What they did after they found out is seriously fvcked up. If I remember, it was like one of the dudes was saying "aah, we're all faggots now." That got them all freaked out and homicidal and you see what the result is.

Well in that case i would probably be kinda pissed off, but its their own stupid faults for not knowing what they were putting their cocks into. Hey maybe thats why STD's are prevolent people dont think before sticking it anywhere. IMO you should know who you are going to sleep with a little better than there is a hole and my penis fits.

[SinCityMan]

Anna thanks for clearing up a lot of confusion!

[bigJJ]

I've been waiting patiently for Anna to add a bit of sanity to this thread. She did not disappoint.

[gymnutt]

What kind of an idiot misses not only an adams apple but a freak'n penis when hooking up? I guess if you were drunk you could be a little confused if the persons clothes were still on but come on, these guys must have thought something was a little off. I'm sure they'll figure it out in prison. What kills me was the age of the murdered boy, I believe he was in his teens. Kind of makes you wonder what kind of influence the parents if any where having on him when all this was goin on.

[Giantz11]

I think the penis was gone.

[ginkobulloba]

I think the penis was gone.

Nope, not yet. Anna, thanks for clearing up difference between transvestite/transgender. If you all want to know the story just google her name. It is really a very horrible thing that happened to her. Here's her picture too.

[Anna Bollick]

What kind of an idiot misses not only an adams apple but a freak'n penis when hooking up? I guess if you were drunk you could be a little confused if its clothes were still on but come on, these guys must have thought something was a little off. I'm sure they'll figure it out in prison. What kills me was the age of the murdered boy, I believe he was in his teens. Kind of makes you wonder what kind of influence the parents if any where having on him when all this was goin on.

Please don't refer to another human being as an "it". We are not things, we are people. And they did not murder a boy, they murdered a transsexual woman. Ask a shrink if the distinction escapes you. Yes, she was male. No, she was not presenting as a man.

Some people who have never been around M-F transsexuals would have a hard time "clocking" her as we say, especially in a venue where one does not expect to encounter a TS, and particularly with a TS who is young, pretty, and reasonably passable. I read her immediately, but only because I know what I am looking for. She would have been quite beautiful with a bit of work on her chin and forehead. The adam's apple is not necessarily very prominent, particularly in a young TS who starts on hormones while still in her teens. Artfully applied makeup diminishes it, too. Her penis might not have been that noticeable and she might have been very skillful at keeping attention away from that area, and good at tucking, and might have had a very small one. I can see how three young and ignorant men could have not known. A more likely scenario is that they all knew but didn't care, as long as their friends didn't know. Then when the cat was out of the bag, when suddenly the all realized that each one of them knew that the other two had sampled Gwen's body, they felt compelled to do something, to prove to one another and to themselves how "straight" they were. Sort of like how some men insist on referring to TS or TG or CD or whatever as "it" or as "he/she" which is equally insulting, or simply as "he". (in the case of M-F, that is.)

If someone is legally male due to the presence of a penis but is dressed and manicured and coiffed and made up as a woman, obviously they prefer to be referred to and addressed as such. It doesn't hurt you one bit to use the appropriate pronouns and it shows that you are respectful and considerate of others, even those who do not meet your approval or fit in with your crowd. It doesn't make you Gay. It doesn't make you a freak. It makes you a decent human being, though. It never ceases to amaze me how a young man can be kind to a dog but cruel to a fellow human being out of transphobia or misplaced homophobia or a desire to be accepted by peers as uncompromisingly straight. And for the record, most of my tricks are straight or bi, anyway. A gay man wants a man who looks like a man. That is the whole point of homosexuality.

Anna "not an it" Bollick, JSRH

[gymnutt]

No ill intent meant Anna. Personally, alternative lifestyles that are the topic of this thread are still a bit of a mystery to me. I can tell you though that I do feel badly for the loss of the life and the cowardice that led to this. I think it's great we have you on the boards to shed some light on topics some of us may not fully understand.

[Anna Bollick]

I think the penis was gone.

No, it wasn't. She was still in possesion of it, and legally male.If she had already had her surgery, it would not have been an issue. Plus, they probably might never have known for sure.

Love
Anna

[Anna Bollick]

No ill intent meant Anna. Personally, alternative lifestyles that are the topic of this thread are still a bit of a mystery to me. I can tell you though that I do feel badly for the loss of the life and the cowardice that led to this. I think it's great we have you on the boards to shed some light on topics some of us may not fully understand.

I didn't think you meant any harm, Darling. I suppose I am too quick to display my indignant righteous anger when I encounter that sort of thing. A post-surgery friend of mine and her VERY straight husband invited me to go with them to a local swing club a year or so ago. I was playing with a delightful young man I met early in the evening who was genuinely interested in a NICE way about my sexuality, and we were having a very nice time, when I heard his wife bitching to another woman outside the curtains about that "drag queen" that her husband was screwing, and how she hoped that her husband didn't catch any diseases from "him", referring to me, of course. I lost it, Girlfriend! I was ready to go out there and kick some ass, and bucked the young gentleman off me and strode toward the door under full sail, naked, of course, with an "anger pump", a phenomenon which I am sure you are familiar with. The young husband begged me to come back, and pay her no mind, and how could I refuse him, with the sad puppy look on his face and the nice erection in his hand that was meant for me? But later I did sit her down and give her a good nonphysical talking-to. She admitted to being a little jealous and a little insecure about her husband's sexual preferences. We actually became quite good friends later on, but that is another story. But I do have a history of getting miffed about pronoun issues, especially when I am using tren . Sorry if I came across too strong, Dear.

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Anna

[gymnutt]

No worries Anna, the great thing about these boards is that it allows one to extend themselves past what they are familiar with. One of the key reasons I enjoy spending so much time here is because of exposure to people who offer information and advice not common to my circles. On a personal note, I've read a few of your posts and think you have a lot to offer to anyone willing to take the time to see what your all about. Thanks for the post!

[decadbal]

anna, have you met tock

[Anna Bollick]

anna, have you met tock

I don't think so. Why?

Love
Anna

[decadbal]

hes batting on your team, if you guys go to mass and get married, i want in the wedding, bc i sorta introduced you... but i think tocks mia.. who knows

[Oki-Des]

Anger is no justification for murder. They will go to jail and they should. It is your own responsibility to check out what your sticking your willy into. Next time they should take the time to at least learn the gender of their sexual partners. Ironically, they killed someone because they were mad they had sex with a man. Now they are going to only have sex with men as punishment!

[BeerBaron]

lmao, how did you manage to dig up this thread?

[MartyMcFly]

Or you could just reach down there and feel for a big set off balls

Just like in Crockidile Dundee

If you were born a man then you are a man and you can be beaten as such

[k0nsl]

Yeah right, if you are born with a penis you are a man, sorry bout your luck. But thats the way it is.

Indeed, so true ....

Couldn't "she" at least have said, "oh excuse me, I forgot to tell you guys something, I used to be a man, but decided I should now be a girly".

[chest6]

wtf whats with newbies digging up old threads? Its like they go out of their way

[k0nsl]

I hope you were not refering to me. It showed up when I did a 'New Posts' search, so I read the first post in this thread and only read it after my comment, to which I realised that Oki-Des dug up a horribly old thread. I wasn't paying attention and only read the two pages after my comment.

OK?

wtf whats with newbies digging up old threads? Its like they go out of their way

[chest6]

I hope you were not refering to me. It showed up when I did a 'New Posts' search, so I read the first post in this thread and only read it after my comment, to which I realised that Oki-Des dug up a horribly old thread. I wasn't paying attention and only read the two pages after my comment.

OK?

nah man..Oki-Des.

[Myka]

I hope so too

[Myka]

BTW those guys were just trying to hide the fact that the tying and beating was all part of the good ol sex...

[Carlos_E]

Anger is no justification for murder. They will go to jail and they should. It is your own responsibility to check out what your sticking your willy into. Next time they should take the time to at least learn the gender of their sexual partners. Ironically, they killed someone because they were mad they had sex with a man. Now they are going to only have sex with men as punishment!

What the hell did you search for to find this thread?

[Timm1704]

lol makes u wonder eh?

[Rob]

i think id faint if id see anna in person

[RuhlFreak55]

They killed her cuz she used to be a man

I think its normal that i wanna take over the world....

i want to take over the world too.....always have.....

[gide0n]

Wow, I am astonished by the responses on this thread. Human life is human life...everyone has the right to live.

Going a little overboard? Are you ****ing kidding me? Killing another individual for sake of your own ego is far from going a little overboard, it is taking the plunge.

What a sad state of affairs our world is in...and how sad it is for the AR community when it is reduced to a bunch of "meathead" like comments.

What she did was wrong, no doubt, but did she deserve to die brutally while begging for her life? Have some empathy…

[damiongage]

It comes down to deception....She should not have been killed.

But she should have told them...out right....blatently....with no chance of confusion....."I have a dick"

[Myka]

Have some empathy

Have some dictionary...I cannot empathize with a tranny that was murdered!