After my first cycle I'm depress like a Mofo....Help.

[MAJOR25]

I don't know if this thread supposed to be here but here I go....

This it's been going on for a bout 3 weeks

My life is all fvcked up....
Me and my girl are On and off.....I think she started talking to someone else..
I'm supposed to go to canada but I feel like just giving up.....
I'm fvcking up in school....my professors are about to drop me from their classes...
I'm not happy at all.....
Maybe If I do another cycle righaway might help....

What can I do to make all this pain go away....shit.

[skipp]

A cycle is not your answer to any of that, don't punish your body because things aren't going right. Everything works out, if you want it to or not.

[V_Vandetta]

I don't know if this thread supposed to be here but here I go....

This it's been going on for a bout 3 weeks

My life is all fvcked up....
Me and my girl are On and off.....I think she started talking to someone else..
I'm supposed to go to canada but I feel like just giving up.....
I'm fvcking up in school....my professors are about to drop me from their classes...
I'm not happy at all.....
Maybe If I do another cycle righaway might help....

What can I do to make all this pain go away....shit.

This thread should be in the lounge .......... but sorry to hear all this ..... but is this your first cycle ? sounds Like it's a life problem not AAS or your cycle ...... whats your pct look like ? the best advice i can give you bro IS TO WORK ON SCHOOL THATS YOUR FUTURE >>>>> not a girl I know easyer said than done ........ but doing a nother cycle is not the answer ... take a few days get your head clear and take care of things that are your main priority ....... Dont worry bro things will get better just hang in there eat sleep go to school and train

[vitor]

What was your cycle and PCT like?

Defently "dont" do another cycle b/f you are feeling better, there is always going to be a high and a low, with every cycle(hormone related compound).

[Mesomorphyl]

Abraham Lincoln once said "you are as happy as you want to be." This goes for as sad as you WANT to be also... this saying from a guy who was shit on all his life, poorhouse, dead wife, failed businesses, never getting elected... then in later years became president of the united states. Know what I am saying?

[stupidhippo]

was ur PCT in check.. ? Its a bitch but what helps me is I know it will end soon and then cause I wont stress about it I dont even gfet depressed post cycle.. I feel down and no energy but it will pass... if it doesnt and its due to ur life situation then IMO ushouldnt have touched gear at a such a sensitive phase.

[MAJOR25]

This thread should be in the lounge .......... but sorry to hear all this ..... but is this your first cycle ? sounds Like it's a life problem not AAS or your cycle ...... whats your pct look like ? the best advice i can give you bro IS TO WORK ON SCHOOL THATS YOUR FUTURE >>>>> not a girl I know easyer said than done ........ but doing a nother cycle is not the answer ... take a few days get your head clear and take care of things that are your main priority ....... Dont worry bro things will get better just hang in there eat sleep go to school and train

I didn't get any kind of sleep last night....I feel like shit.....

I'll be alone this weekend. so I'm planning of getting shit face like never before. At least my pain will go away fo a while...

Is like the more I try the more shiti life I have....

[MAJOR25]

was ur PCT in check.. ? Its a bitch but what helps me is I know it will end soon and then cause I wont stress about it I dont even gfet depressed post cycle.. I feel down and no energy but it will pass... if it doesnt and its due to ur life situation then IMO ushouldnt have touched gear at a such a sensitive phase.

I don't know if this the side effect or is just my life just went down south....All I know I feel tha I have the shittiest life...Point less...Shotcuts are always good you know......

[Mesomorphyl]

Get busy and keep busy... the worried person must loose himself in action least he wither in dispair... what I mean is "The secret of being miserable is tho have the lesure to bother about whether or not you are happy"

[MAJOR25]

I would like to apoligyze to everybody because this is not even something you guys should be worried about......Children are born and Adults die every second and we don't even know who dies and who was born.....My life is the same as everyones else....If I take a shorcut then u guys should not worrie about it.......is just another soul who is gone from this world......

[Mesomorphyl]

I would like to apoligyze to everybody because this is not even something you guys should be worried about......Children are born and Adults die every second and we don't even know who dies and who was born.....My life is the same as everyones else....If I take a shorcut then u guys should not worrie about it.......is just another soul who is gone from this world......

Attention seeker. Listen, if you are saying your taking the shortcut why are you crying for attention? Either shit or get off the pot. If you want to talk like an adult pm me.

[MAJOR25]

Attention seeker. Listen, if you are saying your taking the shortcut why are you crying for attention? Either shit or get off the pot. If you want to talk like an adult pm me.

Attention!???????????????????? This is not about attention brutha......Anyways..Who cares about attention....not me...fvck it..I'm starting my medicine early.......

[stupidhippo]

another example y u shouldnt do gear too young..

[Mesomorphyl]

another example y u shouldnt do gear too young..

yep

[V_Vandetta]

Attention!???????????????????? This is not about attention brutha......Anyways..Who cares about attention....not me...fvck it..I'm starting my medicine early.......

wow bro not a very mature attuide... i get what you are looking for the better feeling by being back on ..... but in the end the problems are still going to be there so taking another cycle to quick or drinking yourself into a druken stumper will not change anything but add more problems ... and the bros are right you are looking for attention not soultions ...... So ask your self what will make you happy GOOD GRADES YOU GIRL UNDER YOUR THUMB HITTING THE LOTTO ..... life dont work that way you get what you put in like anything in life, Bodybuilding builds much more than a great and healty body ... it carries over in life never quiting wheater it is like tackling laundry thats piled up... problems with work you dig in and push never quiting .... going after goals in life ...... i see so many guys give it there all in the gym on gear and push through ... but a problem comes up in life they quit give up ........ when you take that same power and detremanation with BB and apply it to life..... MAN there is nothing you cant over come ......... Its not easy but trail and error in the end You win

[IIIIIIIIIIII]

wtf? This is like 13yr old girl shit! The "whoa is me" "im gonna kill myself""goodbye cruel world"

I mean granted Id want to help someone who was going through a rough time but seriously..we asked you numerous times what your pct was and you ignored us and continued about your bitching so my advice is this..

When it comes to slitting your wrists...

Up and down is a cry for help
Side to side means business!!!!

[PROTEINSHAKE]

like I have read somewhere before & its a great motto :

FAILURE IS ESSENTIAL TO DISCOVERING STRENGTH.

think about it.......

[SVTMuscle*]

remember man, it always gets darker before brighter.

[G-1000]

Moved to loung for more advice from others.

[AnabolicAndre]

You're alive and in good health, right??
You have food to eat, right?
You have a roof over your head, right?
Clothes to wear? Water to drink? Family and friends who love you?


..then life isnt that bad, suck it up and get through it.

[PROTEINSHAKE]

WERD AANDRE.... in the grand scheme of things, you aint got it so bad..
you arent sittin in a hospital bed getting chemotherapy for the cancer that has taken over your body. you are in full control of your motor skills. you have enough brainpower to express yourself & write posts on an internet website.....suck it up --pick ur ass up off the ground & fix it. all of your issues you have control of & can be fixed by YOU.or, you can wallow in self pity & wither away. YOUR CHOICE. good luck

[Mizfit]

hun - was this the girl you were going to canada for?

[Mizfit]

for the record often when net relationships come to almost being real life - one sometimes gets a change of heart - u cant get mad ass crushes on chicks or guys on the net - without haivng actualy contact or your heart has a 98% chance of getting broken

[Polska]

You have to realise that LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT....

I keep repeating that on this board over and over.

if you are just off cycle you have to realise that your hormone levels are all over the place and until they are stabilized you will feel like shit.

I just came off an 8 month run, how do you think I feel?

Fight through that s hit and BE A MAN! you are in charge of your own destiny

[Polska]

You have to realise that LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT....

I keep repeating that on this board over and over.

if you are just off cycle you have to realise that your hormone levels are all over the place and until they are stabilized you will feel like shit.

I just came off an 8 month run, how do you think I feel?

Fight through that s hit and BE A MAN! you are in charge of your own destiny

[Polska]

fack. double post.

[Carlos_E]

A few people have asked what did you do for PCT. You haven't answered. Did you run PCT? Most likely your depression is hormone related.

How long ago did you come off and tell us your PCT???

[Anabolic CEO]

If your depressed......ANTI E is the cure!!

[AnabolicAndre]

either CEO is being sarcastic, or he shouldnt be giving advice.

[Carlos_E]

if you are just off cycle you have to realise that your hormone levels are all over the place and until they are stabilized you will feel like shit.

Knowing this it should be easier to handle. Your problems may not be that bad but your hormones are causing them to seem much bigger. I would see a doctor and get your levels checked.

[Anabolic CEO]

either CEO is being sarcastic, or he shouldnt be giving advice.

LOL....Its not a cure, but high estrogen levels makes a guy depressed...So it helps to have Anti E!!

[MAJOR25]

I'been watching and reading all the posts....and you guys are right.....

I've been through some rough times but never like this....I guess the AAs and personal problems don't mix at all.....

It just makes it worst...

I notice that yesterday I was feeling the same way except while I was at the gym....

I just need to Work out Longer to keep my self busy....

PCT.... nolva since I started and clomid not yet...... nolva at 20mg ed and clomid at 100mg ed for two weeks......14-21 days after the last injection...

its been 1 week but I might just start today...I still have another week or so......

[Ufa]

LOL....Its not a cure, but high estrogen levels makes a guy depressed...So it helps to have Anti E!!

excellent advice.

[Carlos_E]

I'been watching and reading all the posts....and you guys are right.....

I've been through some rough times but never like this....I guess the AAs and personal problems don't mix at all.....

It just makes it worst...

I notice that yesterday I was feeling the same way except while I was at the gym....

I just need to Work out Longer to keep my self busy....

PCT.... nolva since I started and clomid not yet...... nolva at 20mg ed and clomid at 100mg ed for two weeks......14-21 days after the last injection...

its been 1 week but I might just start today...I still have another week or so......

You've been off only 1 week? How long were you on? What were you running? Long or short esters?

[MAJOR25]

I went 10 weeks of Test E. but on the 9th week I went Switch to Sustanon 250 for 3 weeks @ 500/week. Instead of stoping I kept going 500/week for 4 more weeks....so total of 16 weeks of AAs....I know biggest mistake in my life.....Please dont' tell me shit that is going to make feel like shit even more...thanks.

[MAJOR25]

By the way this was my first cycle....

I have done Halodrol but that was killing my liver....too toxic and too many pills...

[Mesomorphyl]

I went 10 weeks of Test E. but on the 9th week I went Switch to Sustanon 250 for 3 weeks @ 500/week. Instead of stoping I kept going 500/week for 4 more weeks....so total of 16 weeks of AAs....I know biggest mistake in my life.....Please dont' tell me shit that is going to make feel like shit even more...thanks.

You mean like the test levels have not fallen off so that couldnt be the challenge as it relates to your current mental stability?

[Carlos_E]

You mean like the test levels have not fallen off so that couldnt be the challenge as it relates to your current mental stability?

That is what I'm trying to figure out. If the sust was fake he's been off since stopping the Test E. That could account for low test levels/depression now.

[Mesomorphyl]

That is what I'm trying to figure out. If the sust was fake he's been off since stopping the Test E. That could account for low test levels/depression now.

True... but I wander if it is not more of a block and an excuse for not deciding to reframe his mindset.

[AnabolicAndre]

Dude your best bet is to go to a doctor and have bloodwork done have your hormone levels checked out. If you have an issue with going to your doctor then go to a clinic and ask for bloodwork.