WTF is wrong with me, or is this "normal"

[Knockout_Power]

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[TheCamel]

how many cycles did you run so far?

[Knockout_Power]

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[Mr.Rose]

I love to pin too. As you know, im doing a 18week cycle with ED pinning. Not to mention that i also do ED pinning ONTOP of that with b12, b1, vit c and b-complex. I think i pin 3 or so times a day most days. Not all IM but.

And with the deltoid blood bath, yeh i had that too once, it was insane. It make me smile... I'm fvcked like you.

[Charlie6]

i love to pin too, it's all psychological man. it is waht you make of it. so put that thought of the rush on the other side of the room next time you pin. be aware of the rush but control it

[cherrydrpepper]

I love to pin too. As you know, im doing a 18week cycle with ED pinning. Not to mention that i also do ED pinning ONTOP of that with b12, b1, vit c and b-complex. I think i pin 3 or so times a day most days. Not all IM but.

And with the deltoid blood bath, yeh i had that too once, it was insane. It make me smile... I'm fvcked like you.

I read that with b12 only 200 mcg can be absorbed through digestion at a time. That is one reason I enjoy pinning it to get extra in my body. It also cuts down on possible problems related to it being an oral (I can't remember the specifics of the study I read, but if you ingest a shitton of it you can get problems).

I'm wondering about vitamin C. I guess first I have to ask do you believe you get a feeling of wellness or benefit from the vitamin c injectable? And second I may have to use google on my own time but does anyone know if just like the b12 only so much can be absorbed at a time through oral, thus making injectable seem like a good call?

I like to pin as well. Lately been playing 80s cartoon theme songs like Mask and He-Man while I pin. When im done I get this feeling of awesomeness like hell yeah.

[DSM4Life]

I say your F***ed up.

[40plusnewbie]

Your right, it can become part of a ritual where anticipation and excitement build just like with some ppl like your brother who uses the other kind of drugs. I have worked as a drug counselor and have been told countless times by ppl who were former heroin addicts that simply seeing a needle was a 'trigger' for them which made them think of getting high, even if they had been clean from the drug for months.

[Bossman]

You're addicted...

I shoot ED and don't mind but after this long prep, I look forward to cruising with less frequent injections and less volume. 3+CC's a day right now. And plenty of orals.

[Vitruvian-Man]

KP, take down that f*cking avatar pic, and I'll start responding to your threads.

Thanks

-VM

[Aizen Sosuke]

KP, take down that f*cking avatar pic, and I'll start responding to your threads.

Thanks

-VM

yeah you are ****ed up in the head

[calgarian]

Pinning is like crack to me... I can be in the worst fuken mood (lifes been a little shitty lately) but the moment its time to load the syringe, the world becomes more tolerable and Im like a kid at Xmas... wtf, especially after the last weeks unforgettable moments in bad injections. As I mentionned, I was looking for new places to pin and the majority of people told me to add biceps. Thought sure, why not. Pinned my left bi about a week ago and it didnt take to the gear as well as I hoped. It swole up, got tight and painful. Not infected, just your typical bad reaction to gear (the BA, ester, whatever)... 4 days of pain before it was better. In the meantime, 2 days pass and the next shot is required, head over to the right bicep... not sure what I did wrong but this time I got a small infection. It was hard to tell at first cause it started out feeling like the left bi did 2 days earlier... day 4 after the shot and it hadent gone down so I got on antibiotics asap.

Normally this would probably freak a guy out a bit, nope, was looking forward to last fridays shot just as much. Tested my luck using a 5/8's into delt, should have gone with a full inch like I usually do cause for some reason the momment I withdrew the pin, blood SQUIRTED from the inject site, never seen this before, 4 large drops pushed out like it was under pressure kind of like what it looks like when you push the air out of your needle and some gear shoots out. The injection site quickly made the shape of a cone sticking out about 1/4 inch which I thought was interesting, also a new thing for me. It quickly went back down to normal so I didnt thin twice about it. That was it for blood, didnt continue bleeding but I assumed I lost a bit of gear so I loaded up another syringe with 1 more CC and pinned my trap for the first time ever. A little oil backed out so I dont think Im using 5/8ths ever again, but after I was done I was all happy again and life was "right"

Got upset with myself for missing my shot yesturday, but a day off with Tren E isnt so bad so I shot that just before getting in here.

Now Im starting to wonder... my youngest brother just a had lengthy battle with substance abuse (he's done his rehab and super clean, proud of him) but it almost appears Im showing the same signs of a sort of "dependancy" as I seem to get quite the rush/excitement over pinning...

So as the title states... is this something unusual? Am I really fuked up or what?

-KP

i feel the same too......but this is better then any other drug addiction. Its just like saying "test give me feeling like a God". dont worry u r not going to be AAS junkie........ how the hand feeling after u punched the redneck.

[Bertuzzi]

Fuken crazy Canadians

[calgarian]

Fuken crazy Canadians

i give u 3 months till u join the club

[Bertuzzi]

i give u 3 months till u join the club

Agreed....

[calgarian]

Agreed....

u know it

[Igifuno]

Nothing too unusual about it KP, IMO. When cycling, there are times where I really look forward to it as well. The sting is a little exhilerating..

[TheCamel]

KP, take down that f*cking avatar pic, and I'll start responding to your threads.

Thanks

-VM

[Knockout_Power]

Ok, thanx guys... nice to know I'm only a little fuked up.

Sorry for the delay in responses, I was limited in my internet connection over the holidays. I dont have a connection at home and the office had the power down.

[cherrydrpepper]

Thats possibly the best AV ever

[Knockout_Power]

I am inclined to agree. I want my tongue to be reincarnated as her panties.

[Shinalynn]

As someone who works in a field of sticking people all day, let me just say that you are fvcked up, but alas you are not alone. I know people that live for the thrill of me sticking them with a needle. Of course I would like to think they were getting the thrill of looking down my scrub top, but no, its the needle. LOL

[Shinalynn]

Oh and to clarify, I stick people with a 16g

[Igifuno]

Oh and to clarify, I stick people with a 16g

I have no desire whatsoever to get plugged with anything less than a 23g.. don't care who's giving it to me..

[Shinalynn]

What if I can promise it won't hurt?

[Vitruvian-Man]

Oh and to clarify, I stick people with a 16g

f*ck that. 16g is a straight up harpoon. lol. I don't care how big your boobs are, I would NEVER let you get close to me with that 'weapon'

-VM

[Shinalynn]

HAHAHAHAHA I said I PROMISE it wont hurt!!

[Shinalynn]

HAHAHAHA I said I PROMISE it wont hurt, at least let me just put the tip in...

[Vitruvian-Man]

hahahaha! golden. tooo funny.

What are you even administering to people w/ a 16g??

OHH! and by the way, my girls got a meeting with the surgeon in 2 weeks to schedule the sizing and all that. pretty stoked. by september she'll have melons haha. Settled on a $5600 price tag. ouchh! lol

-VM

[Shinalynn]

OH damn, well make sure you get your monies worth! I LOVE mine, and so does Tai. Baby her during the healing process, and I can not stress to you how important it is to make sure she has "support" I personally love Fredricks of Hollywood. They have the best EVER!

About my job, I am an over educated Apheresis Tech. I know more about blood,and cells than anyone I work with, call it a facination. Some how roids, fit right in.

[calgarian]

Oh and to clarify, I stick people with a 16g

Honey i dont care how big ur boobs are or how pretty u look with or without cloths u want to stick 16 guage in me u better have me tied or unconsious otherwise it aint happning.

[calgarian]

OH damn, well make sure you get your monies worth! I LOVE mine, and so does Tai. Baby her during the healing process, and I can not stress to you how important it is to make sure she has "support" I personally love Fredricks of Hollywood. They have the best EVER!

About my job, I am an over educated Apheresis Tech. I know more about blood,and cells than anyone I work with, call it a facination. Some how roids, fit right in.

i m a sex addict and Some how roids, fit right in.

[Knockout_Power]

16 gauge... wtf... are you removing bones whole? I drove a 21g into my swollen bicep to try and see if anything drained and it felt like a fuken garden hose

[Shinalynn]

Honey i dont care how big ur boobs are or how pretty u look with or without cloths u want to stick 16 guage in me u better have me tied or unconsious otherwise it aint happning.

HA I am sure we can arrange something.

[Shinalynn]

16 gauge... wtf... are you removing bones whole? I drove a 21g into my swollen bicep to try and see if anything drained and it felt like a fuken garden hose

That is bc you are doing it wrong..

[cherrydrpepper]

What tf 16 gauge isnt that what they inject turkeys with and stuff for cooking

[Knockout_Power]

That is bc you are doing it wrong..

you're probably right... wait, no Im sure you're right... so what do they typically draw blood with? Looked like an 18g last time, and yes, it didnt hurt as much as when I drove the 21 in.

[Matt]

For some reason this thread got me sexually aroused...

[Knockout_Power]

For some reason this thread got me sexually aroused...

thank god... I thought it was just me.

[Matt]

thank god... I thought it was just me.

Trouble is bro it was the thought of Shinalynn's boobs that did it...