Feeling melancholy

[lovbyts]

Not as in depressed but as in reflection.

Do you think of what or who could have been but isn't due to, circumstances?

It's funny how even though you know logically that things worked out for the best or it was the right decision sometimes your heart just wont let go of a certain feelings even several years down the road and a picture, thought or even smell can bring all those feeling back to the surface as if it was yesterday.

Luckily I don't let it get the best of me and logic as well as detraction will win out and it's put back in the memories folder where it belongs.

[Gaspaco]

Something similar happened to me 3-4weeks ago, I was making tea and run out of my favorite tea-bags. Found some old ones with apple tea, made it and the taste brought me back 2,5years ago when I start living with my current GF, summer time, crazy in love, beautiful times...

[Khazima]

I know the feels.. Facebook is a killer when it comes to that.

[lovbyts]

I know the feels.. Facebook is a killer when it comes to that.

LOL yeah exactly, that is what usually gets it started...

[davidtheman100]

Give into your impulses

[GirlyGymRat]

Not as in depressed but as in reflection. Do you think of what or who could have been but isn't due to, circumstances? It's funny how even though you know logically that things worked out for the best or it was the right decision sometimes your heart just wont let go of a certain feelings even several years down the road and a picture, thought or even smell can bring all those feeling back to the surface as if it was yesterday. Luckily I don't let it get the best of me and logic as well as detraction will win out and it's put back in the memories folder where it belongs.

Sounds like your estrogen is high. Get bloodwork.

[Honkey_Kong]

Not as in depressed but as in reflection.

Do you think of what or who could have been but isn't due to, circumstances?

It's funny how even though you know logically that things worked out for the best or it was the right decision sometimes your heart just wont let go of a certain feelings even several years down the road and a picture, thought or even smell can bring all those feeling back to the surface as if it was yesterday.

Luckily I don't let it get the best of me and logic as well as detraction will win out and it's put back in the memories folder where it belongs.

Dude, you need to go to Thailand ASAP.

[capetown]

Sounds like your estrogen is high. Get bloodwork.

That made my morning.

[lovbyts]

Dude, you need to go to Thailand ASAP.

That would only make things more complicated and worse in the long run. But boy it would be fun and a good distraction in the short term.

Sounds like your estrogen is high. Get bloodwork.

A few weeks ago I would have agreed with you but it should be back to normal by now.

Really I dont feel any different than I have for the last 7yrs, just a little more sometimes than others and decided to say something.

[lovbyts]

Feeling much better today even after looking at a few pictures from the past. Once again logic is winning the battle.

Most everyone has those special moments in life you just wont ever forget the feeling of being on top of the world. Mine was a mix of being at a low in my life for the 1st time and being brought back up to the highest I had felt since..... forever? I had to let it all go and keep from sinking back down to the bottom at the same time.

It was for sure a roller coaster of a year. 2007-2008

[GirlyGymRat]

You have been through a lot.


I think to some degree we all question decisions. There's a guy I think of occasionally and wonder what might have been.....

I don't know what triggers these thoughts from many moons ago....