have depression for no reason...

**LilVito469** · 03-11-2004, 09:46 PM

for the past few days i have been depressed for almost what seems to be for no reason at all... got into an argument with one of my friends over some stupid stuff he did and i cant stop being mad about it. I mean come on now im only 18 and i already got a patch of grey hair on the left side of my head, had it since i was like 16.whats wrong with me? I mean is it normal for this to happen and be mad for no reason? no wonder i smoke so much weed everytime i feel like this i get the urge to smoke weed and try to forget about it even though i know its not the best thing to do to hold it in. anyone been in this position? what did u guys do? some times i feel like i just wanna get outta boston and leave all my drama behind...waiting till i get my electricians liscence then i wanna go to NY and start a whole new life there.

**LilVito469** · 03-11-2004, 09:57 PM

btw sorry to be complaining like a little girl but i dunno what to do. im worried if i keep goin this way im gonna have a heart attack by the time im 21.

**LilVito469** · 03-11-2004, 10:13 PM

bumpin for my self because i seriouslly need some answers fellas...

**Brazy** · 03-11-2004, 11:49 PM

buddy im 18.. going though similiar times

dont let **** get to you. be thankful for what you have. train your brains out, enjoy life, enjoy each breath you take.

just relax, think things threw and let the silly things go.

and stop smoking, smokin anything is sick IMO

**juicehoe** · 03-12-2004, 12:12 AM

Grey hair... lucky you. At least you can do a simple hair coloring. I'm looking forward to losing my hair at 23 like all the other males on both sides of my family

It could be worse... you could be me lol

I feel you... its 1:27am and i cant sleep becauase im thinking of all the **** going on

**thebob** · 03-12-2004, 09:28 AM

Smoking weed is only going to make things worse, now in in the future. Stop now. Find someone to talk to and vent alittle. It helps. It is normal to be depressed once in awhile. I think alot of it has to do with the weather and season. Focus your negative energy into something possitive and hit the weight hard. And did I mention, stop smoking the ganja

**decadbal** · 03-12-2004, 10:18 AM

weed, you prolly feel inadequate bc you cant use real drugs, did you never notice that cheech and chong are losers? thats prolly whats settin in on ya....the fact that your a huge pathetic loser, and not only a huge one, but maybe gay, i am gettin some gay vibes from you, and the grey spot, maybe you were sleep walkin and had sex with your neighbor, youve been eyeing him for a few weeks, now you know why, its all comin back isnt it???? Im jokin bro, give up the dope, and if it persists, start talkin, and finding something that makes u happy to do, and if that fails, pay for the Dr, bc hes worth it man..... good luck big time

**rujulus** · 03-12-2004, 11:37 AM

Originally Posted by decadbal

weed, you prolly feel inadequate bc you cant use real drugs, did you never notice that cheech and chong are losers? thats prolly whats settin in on ya....the fact that your a huge pathetic loser, and not only a huge one, but maybe gay, i am gettin some gay vibes from you, and the grey spot, maybe you were sleep walkin and had sex with your neighbor, youve been eyeing him for a few weeks, now you know why, its all comin back isnt it???? Im jokin bro, give up the dope, and if it persists, start talkin, and finding something that makes u happy to do, and if that fails, pay for the Dr, bc hes worth it man..... good luck big time

I seem to disagree with your theory of people that smoke being pathetic loser's. I for one am the farthest thing away from being a loser and I smoke on occasion and I'm also working on my MBA and I'm only 22 so go figure... if can manage to do that and smoke I guess that makes me pretty f****** talented, but anyway to answer you question I highly doubt it's caused to smoking i know from time to time I feel a little down, but I just see that as being normal, I would also consult a doc if your condition does in fact get worse but judging by what you stated I don't think you have a mental illness so I wouldn't be to worried about it.

**rujulus** · 03-12-2004, 12:11 PM

Originally Posted by whiteykauai

key words in this post are "I smoke on occasion" somking weed is fine if you smoke on occasion, but when you smoke or want to smoke everytime something is stressing you out in life, then you will turn into a burn out, believe me i have so many friends who have done nothing with their lives, all they do is surf and live at home with their parents. i was stuck in that trend for a few years, but when i finally realized it wasnt helping me, i just stopped

I agree with to a certain extent, but when I was away at college it wasn't on occasion it was pretty much everyday i knew that if I did that I still had to get my s*** done most of my friends were weak minded kind of like what you were saying about your buddies which is why most of them either failed out or were kicked out I think you just have to get your priorities down and be strong enough to keep in check with it, I say occasion now just for the fact that working 40hrs/week,school,gym I'm lucky if I get 7hrs of sleep a night so at this point in my life I have no time for good ol' maryjane....

**Danielle** · 03-12-2004, 12:20 PM

drugs always "seem" like the easy way out...........but it never is.......it actully only makes things worst.....i know from experience........i've learned that the hard way..............

**nj123** · 03-12-2004, 12:24 PM

im 18 too and have been pretty depressed for the past year or so and i also get pissed of very easily at my own family. I would smoke weed all day long, eat pills all the time and now i got arrested for both and it only made things worse. I just deal with it and ive got some pretty ****ty things goin on right now. Right now i just want to graduate highschool and get off probation.

**LilVito469** · 03-12-2004, 01:29 PM

thanx for the input guys i know i dont have a mental illness it aint like its going that far...but i do agree with what nj123 said...i do get very easily mad at my family too and it pisses me off that i yell at my parents some times for what seems to be no reason...

**LilVito469** · 03-12-2004, 01:31 PM

Originally Posted by rujulus

I agree with to a certain extent, but when I was away at college it wasn't on occasion it was pretty much everyday i knew that if I did that I still had to get my s*** done most of my friends were weak minded kind of like what you were saying about your buddies which is why most of them either failed out or were kicked out I think you just have to get your priorities down and be strong enough to keep in check with it, I say occasion now just for the fact that working 40hrs/week,school,gym I'm lucky if I get 7hrs of sleep a night so at this point in my life I have no time for good ol' maryjane....

and yes its true my buddys are all high school dropouts...in other words humps since only half of them work full time jobs...

**daman1** · 03-12-2004, 01:33 PM

Originally Posted by Danielle

drugs always "seem" like the easy way out...........but it never is.......it actully only makes things worst.....i know from experience........i've learned that the hard way..............

EXACTLY!!!

**decadbal** · 03-12-2004, 03:07 PM

my statements were a joke ruju, im sure you picked up on that with your talent. and yes drugs are bad, you learned that im sure.. drugs are a waste of time and talent.