Just looking for some friendly advice...

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I have been reading and reading and then listening and more reading and I have come to the conclusion that everyone is different, including their bodies and their long term/short term goals. With that said, I would like to briefly explain my situation and possibly get a little feedback.

I am 30, 5'6" and I am about 165lbs. Pretty cut but overall a pretty small guy. I have been lifting off and on for about 10 or 12 years. I took a few years off when my daughter was born but I have been back in it now for about 6 months. I never would have considered taking illegal substances until a few months back when a trainer at my gym offered me some whinny. I had no idea what it was but he said I would get some good gains and retain about 90%. I took it and loved it!!! I did it for about 10 weeks and took a month off. I thought I would go to the doctor to get them prescribed and it actually worked, well sort of. It turned out that my natural test was low and that might have been the reason I had always had to fight with acute depression and anxiety. So my doc put me on 50mg of Testim a day and I have been taking that for about a month now. I also have started another cycle of QV whinny (oral) but it is just 20 mg/day. Believe it or not, the two combined, even at these low levels has helped me put on almost 20 lbs in just over a month.

The problem is that I am not sure what to do now. I don't really have access to much substances, I just get lucky here and there. The few people I know who "might" be able to get AS's don't even know what PCT means much less get any clomid or nolva. I feel like my workouts are good but not intense as I would like them to be and my diet is decent. I am not eating 10 chicken breast a day but I am packing in the protein with a good balance of carbs along with multi vitamins. Being a "small" guy all my life, I really would like to see some bigger gains and I want to do it right. Can any of you just quickly analyze my situation and offer some advice that is tailored specifically to my situation?

Thanks!

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