I want to feel normal again!!!

**SlammiN** · 07-31-2008, 12:48 PM

Hi
I've done 2 courses of steroids . I finished the last one about 5 weeks ago. Before i took steroids i was honestly the happiest person ever and one of the reasons i started was because i was so confident it wouldn't mess with my emotions because i wasn't an emotional guy. But now i'm really messed up and i feel down and depressed and i've never actually felt anything like this in my life i'm 22 now. I've got no reason to be sad. How can i get back to my old self i don't even care about steroids anymore i just want to feel myself again. Can anyone give me some advice i'm feeling pretty messed up.
Thanks

**warchild** · 07-31-2008, 12:53 PM

what did you take and what was your pct?

**dece870717** · 07-31-2008, 12:54 PM

Originally Posted by SlammiN

Hi
I've done 2 courses of steroids . I finished the last one about 5 weeks ago. Before i took steroids i was honestly the happiest person ever and one of the reasons i started was because i was so confident it wouldn't mess with my emotions because i wasn't an emotional guy. But now i'm really messed up and i feel down and depressed and i've never actually felt anything like this in my life i'm 22 now. I've got no reason to be sad. How can i get back to my old self i don't even care about steroids anymore i just want to feel myself again. Can anyone give me some advice i'm feeling pretty messed up.
Thanks

What was your PCT and what was your cycle like?

**smokeyd** · 07-31-2008, 12:55 PM

yeah bad deal bro give us some information

**redz** · 07-31-2008, 12:56 PM

Sounds like your pct was too weak and your hormone balance is still out of whack. You may want to consider doing another pct.

**warchild** · 07-31-2008, 12:56 PM

hey whatup smokeyd? havent scene you on here for awhile

**warchild** · 07-31-2008, 01:00 PM

my guess is you don't know what pct is?

**passthetest** · 07-31-2008, 01:16 PM

I always get depressed during pct but it gets better later, I would just give it time and it's vital to keep training hard right now to keep your hard earned/expensive gains.

**SlammiN** · 07-31-2008, 01:22 PM

your all right, ive messed about and not bothered with pct properly this time. only had 1500iu hcg up to now. last time had nolva clomid and letro, and ive just took all 3 of them now. i just imagined that they werent that important, but it really was me being stupid and i dont know why i didnt take it as seriously on my 2nd course, but i know now!

1st course was sust and deca 12 week with pct
2nd course was test enth only 10 week without, my fault i know

Thanks for telling me that with pct i will start to feel better, as it doesnt make sense, my life is probably better now than it ever has been!! cant wait to get back on the right track, think i'm gonna be a natural bb for a while!!

Thanks

**jstraw428** · 07-31-2008, 02:59 PM

When you start PCT, your natural levels are at an all time low......and with the PCT, you are trying to kick them back in.......
I think everyoned gets a little down in the dumps when they have to stp there cycle.....I hate coming off........but i am enjoying no injections.....Will start again in November.....

**Ashop** · 07-31-2008, 03:01 PM

Originally Posted by SlammiN

Hi
I've done 2 courses of steroids . I finished the last one about 5 weeks ago. Before i took steroids i was honestly the happiest person ever and one of the reasons i started was because i was so confident it wouldn't mess with my emotions because i wasn't an emotional guy. But now i'm really messed up and i feel down and depressed and i've never actually felt anything like this in my life i'm 22 now. I've got no reason to be sad. How can i get back to my old self i don't even care about steroids anymore i just want to feel myself again. Can anyone give me some advice i'm feeling pretty messed up.
Thanks

PCT is critical to follow after a regimen.