Something I've been looking around for but I just can't find anything solid.

I'm 6'3, and weight 145 pounds.
*hold for spam & lols & "EAT MAN"'s & "UR NOT READY"'s & rage*


I'm not looking for anything more then your advice, if you want to flame me go for it, but I appreciate all the help I can get.

I've been a "hardgainer" for a long time.
I've been on 4500kcal diets
I've had a personal trainer.
Had a 5day/week workout with only 1 day for cardio to help reduce slowing gains.

All it got me was maybe a few pounds, never been above 147, and I've stopped growing in height.

Basically, I looked like a fit concentration camp victim.
I've never felt so hopeless in my own body before, I've always been waiting on the day where I start to fill in.

ANYWAYS, my question is:

Have any of you been my size &/or had my "problem"?

&

What are your opinions surrounding me taking steroids , I'm looking into Deca .
(Other then me being under 21)



Thanks very much for taking the time to read this and I hope I can get some good feedback/experiences from you guys.
Thanks again.