ive been wondering this for a while, even before i considered doing them. but why is it pretty much like a secret society. i mean edit c. i can easily get a hold of it. but now if i wanted to get steroids (not fishing) thats a whole different story. i mean i used to train at a Gold's gym for a while and i became close with the owner and pretty much everyone who worked there. you would see all kinds of pro body builders coming in almost everyday. but when i even mentioned steroids they looked at me like i was crazy. i mean come on do they really think im that stupid?

so my question is why is it so secretive?