not used to this feeling...

[hockeywiz]

Wasp broskis.

This is my first cycle ever and I have some weird things going on right now. Actually they might be pretty common but im new to this.
im 30yrs old, 6 1, 230 pounds with 14%bf body fat before cycle. Im pretty lean and big up top but got a small gut. As far as strength and wmuscle mass goes I've reached my potential. It was time to take it to the next level. I have done lots of research.
I am taking test e 250mg/ml x2 a week. I thought it should take a while to kick in but im bouncing off the walls already 3 shots into it. I have this crazy nonstop rush all day.

My problem is that my balls not exactly hurt but just feel weird, like pressure. I understand that might be atrophy starting? Also, this is also weird- I think I can already feel my prostate getting larger. It feels kind of like I have to shit all the time, but not actually having to shit. To top it off I feel great. This is crazy and I like it alot but I think my Bp is rising.

Should I start hcg ? I have 5000ius and was planning to start week three but if I fee like this already then I kind of want to start it now and play it safe. 250iu twice weekly. (Btw I have a guy telling me im on too low of a dose of test to need it).

Ill keep a log so you bros can track my progress. Btw I plan on pct using clomid/nolva. I also have a bottle of prop that I was going to use to end the cycle to speed recovery, I don't know if that will help tho...

Thnx

[stpete]

Give it some more time. Probably just anxiety.

[hockeywiz]

I would think so too but my balls really do feel weird dude. Its an uncomfortable but tolerable ache and hurts more when I lay down. I guess the best way to describe it, not to be funny at all, but it feels like they're being slightly squeezed. Once in a while they twitch a bit. Im pretty sure at least my balls feeling weird is not mental.

[hockeywiz]

also i only have 24 clomids at 50mg and 30 nolva at 20mg. how should i dose this for my pct? id like to avoid having to pick up more if this is enough.

[Matt]

^^ Please stick to one thread...

[jeepfreak]

I don't know man, I'm in week 6 of my first cycle on 500mg/wk test-e and I haven't experienced any of those problems, maybe u just need to rub one out ?

[hockeywiz]

Lol my wife handles that well...yea well it went away anyway. I definitely felt it tho, im just assuming it was my body reacting to the test for the first time.

[gixxerboy1]

you need more clomid and nolva
prop doesnt speed up recovery

[jamesz123]

If it really feels weird than lower the dosage. This is your first cycle so find out what your base is as far as gear. Lower your dosage. I do not like it if I feel really great really soon cause than I know sides are coming "really great" pretty soon - lol
I suspect alot of it is anxiety but it could be more than that.

[hockeywiz]

If I do prop instead of enanthate for the last two weeks of the cycle I can start pct sooner so in theory it should be a faster recovery according to some bros...just saying that's what is being preached by some.

[jasc]

If you use prop the last few weeks then you can start pct days after your last shot instead of weeks, but the length of pct (4-6 wks) will remain the same. So you will be done with pct a couple weeks sooner, but it won't make you recover faster, if that makes sense

[ucf465]

Give it some more time. Probably just anxiety.

^^agreed.

im very much like you OP and i think i have every problem in the book. if your really concerned see a doc.

P.S. if your prostate was getting bigger you would be having a very hard time urinating

[hockeywiz]

I don't feel weird anymore, however im trying to find out a good 4week pct and how much more nolva/clomid I need.

[sir.solidarity]

I pray there is never a day when I can feel my prostate growing...