Anavar newb help!

[krimsonmedic]

Hey guys, I'm thinking about doing an anavar only cycle...it will be my first cycle. I've got some questions about it, and yes I have been using the search function.
First I'm going to list my stats since I know it's going to be asked for anyways
Age: 21
Height 5'11"
Weight 260lbs
Bf 18-20% (estimating based on neck/height/weight combo)
Bench 315lbs 1rm
Squat 405lbs 1rm
Deadlift 315lbs 1rm romanian..never done standard
Double arm curl 145lbs 1rm (random I know)
1mile time is 9 minutes if that makes any difference

I'm going to be getting it from a friend of a friend...so I haven't really had much contact with him. My friend can't really vouch for him as a dealer since he's only ever gotten winstrol from him..which seemed to be real. I'm worried about getting ripped off, so I'm going to probobly ask if he can get vet or human pharm grad. I don't know if that's stupid, or impossble, but I figure that way I can find out exactly what its supposed to look like. I'd like to know if anyone has any other tips, or if I should buy like a weeks worth..like will I really even be able to tell? I hear vascularity surges after day 6. Is anavar o for me? I'm trying to lean out.. gaining some power wouldn't hurt either...and I know you will say I just need diet and cardio..but muscle just seems to melt off of me when I diet...even when I do it slow, get lots of protien and lift heavy..the strength and size just seems to dissapear in large amounts...to the point where I'm back were I started before bulking at all. Please just trust me on this aspect, I've been trying for a few years now..I'm either fat and relitively strong...or average and average. Id use wintrol because of the cost, but I've also read it can weaken tendons, and since strength is one of my bigger goals...I want to be able to lift heavy and not fear ripping tendons in half. Also..what does should I take? I was thinking 40mg for 6 weeks..I think that would be enough to get results without risking overloading my system.
Also note I'm starting to bald already, and I think even tho I'm over weight..I have actual breast tissue in my moobs..albeit just a small amount.

Any adivice is appreciated, even for questions I didn't ask. And if any of that made it seem like I don't want help...I promise I do! I just wanted to be thourough...and of course to sound edumacated .

Thanks for the advice in advane!

[Bossman]

I know you don't want to hear it but you need to learn how to control your diet and training before you ever consider taking AAS, They work in combination; diet, training and cardio. They are all pieces of the puzzle. If you can't get it right now, you won't with anavar either. I would spend some time in the diet section, ask questions and read.

[aronjrsmil]

Diet and maybe anavar . It's probably the safest steroid there is. start out no more than .125 mg per pound of body weight. But remember, eat well. You don't put regular fuel in a ferrari, you put premium.

[ScotchGuard02]

Even though anavar 's a pretty "safe" oral steroid you can still get sides. Higher your bodyfat the more likely you're going to get sides. Diet, cardio, and supplement until your bodyfat's down in the low teens before you start AAS. At your age you should be accomplish your goals without any AAS at all.

[The Bear 79]

Diet and maybe anavar. It's probably the safest steroid there is. start out no more than .125 mg per pound of body weight. But remember, eat well. You don't put regular fuel in a ferrari, you put premium.

Y r u suggesting steroids 2 some1 that is under 25 & has excessive body fat?