Im back, you missed me? I missed you.

[shennen]

So, After two rough noob cycles, and two more successful, researched cycles, Ive gotten blood work, and everything seems to be fine. Im almost at my two year off gear mark. Im having a hard time believing im okay though, and its making me want to get back on gear, just to get the amazing feeling back.

Im considering another cycle of test prop eod, 500mg a week with just adex for ai and nolva for pct. I dont think im addicted to steroids .....but being on and off is night and day, and now that ive tasted what could be, its all i want. All the time. I miss it.
Other side of that though is, i really hate the process and side of steroids, and would love to have never found them. Cant go back in time though.


I guess what im asking is....what else can I do, if anything....to fill the hole not being on gear has opened.
Also, If I do this again, Is there anything I can use besides propecia for DHT blocker? I like my hair, but i like my dick working properly more, and reports show those two might not be friends.

[HawaiianPride.]

Proscar in conjunction with Minoxidil for stimulation or the classic Nizoral has had some good reviews. Blows how 5a reductase inhibitors blocking DHT being the active form of Test in all tissues takes a toll on libido but try and remedy it with either LJ100 TongKat Ali, Fadogia Agrestis, Horny Goat Weed, or some form of DAA.

[< <Samson> >]

Good one, like most drugs it's hard to fill the void if you like the feeling the drug gave you. I am kinda in the same place, I been off for a month and I miss the feeling of the extra hard pump. I never had anything like it, it was nice. But, the way I am trying to counteract that feeling is with the shotty sides. Like, possibilities of all the favorites we know(yet I have not had any except for the ol' wang being out of order during PCT and on). That is enough to keep me off the smack for a bit.