My full gyno log!

[lovbyts]

Yeah it's a risk and many have gotten it but some still feel it's worth the risk and a little surgery or lypo takes care of it. Still sucks and sorry you are having a hard time. Hopefully you can find a resolution soon.

Did you ever post pictures? I would be interested to see how bad it is if you dont mind.

[Xternal]

Day 18 - 20mgs
I'll try to get some pictures when I can

[Xternal]

Well I think this is some bull shit. I'm done with this ****ing shit ****ity **** me upside down. The Letro was shit or didn't work and the nolvadex is a little under half way gone and to me hasn't done shit. I wish I would have taken that $113 and put it towards buying my damn studio audio interface for recording but no me like a dumbass has to listen to people online this is what I get. I don't give a **** who is legit and who isn't every company can go **** themselfs if they ain't 100%. Ya you say CEMS legit until you buy it then ppl say OH thats because THIS YEAR, oh you try some where else and its bunk they will say no try here, ya you try AR-R Maybe they are legit but if it isn't I'm sure someone will say OH BECAUSE ECT. I don't give a shit or **** anymore thats how pissed I am. I am pissed at myself, I am pissed at the ppl who sold me this bunk shit, I am pissed that I wasted about $200 total on dumbass cem shit from 2 places, I am pissed that if I now want gyno removed it will cost me lots of ****ing money when this could have been avoided. I am pissed knowing that whatever I was taking for 1 month and a half is probably some dipshit chemical I've been feeding my body ****ing me up worst.

I am done I am getting the F off this crap period never to touch anything again. I am mostly mad at myself for doing it to myself. You know you may not tell because of my picture but I actually have a condition called pectus excavatum which makes your chest sunk in, now I build a good bit of muscle so its not that bad but just knowing I have gyno now pisses me off worst. What is making me mader now is the fact 2 days ago my right armpit was sore then it went away today. Now today it feels like something on my left side has a slight ache but I can't pin point the area. I don't know if its just me stop working out, diet or is it this shit I have put in my body or something else.

So I am going to contact CEM with my email I am about 99% sure they arn't going to give me any of my money back most likely they will reply with a dumbass reply like FOR LAB PURPOSES ONLY BITCH, ya don't play dumb when they know they are selling it for steroids . I guess I would just like to see if I could at least get some luck and get money back because that could be the least they could do for my life being ****ed up until I drop a grand or get lucky and it goes away or get free surgery. Do I sound pissed at the world because I am. You do not know what it feels like in my shoes unless you did what I did or have what I have, you do not know what it feels like to pray hoping you can get a second chance but it never comes...at least not yet. When people encourage people to even use steroids or even buy from a cem selling site I want to break something.

Maybe everyone is just paid to say shit and of course if your paid to say something your not obviously going to say YES I AM PAID TO ACT LIKE I'M NOT PAID! If I could say one thing to any company it would be that at the end of the day you **** up peoples lifes with you fake shit. I'm going to the doctors one day and getting blood test done, I am even going to show them my gyno and tell them what I got it from because I'm not a lying *****. I feel no remorse for companies or if they give me their bull shit fake were sorry story I don't want to hear it. LISTEN UP this may not help my chances of getting my money back but **** it, FOR YOU PEOPLE AT CEM, ****ING PRAY.... and I mean ****ING PRAY that I never see you in real life because you have my promise that your either get shot the **** up (probably in your leg because I won't wanna kill you now) or beat the **** up horribly until I feel satisfied. That isn't a joke, if theres a will theres a way you can't all hide behind your computer someone will slip up some where in the world and I hope they beat the living hell out of you.

The only reason I will be on this thread is to update on blood work and going to the doctors. I don't even have parents with money so paying for surgery is not an option or would take me a good bit of time to attain that money you see things like this is what make people want to rob because people **** your life up so you have to **** others lifes up. To those who are thinking of touching steroids don't do it there is more than life than wanting to be a big muscly man, I don't give a shit if someone says steroids is there life that is no life to me. I don't see a problem with steroids but I see a problem with people thinking theyre body is worth throwing away because of muscle. At the end fo the day we will all meet in the grave yard and you can't take your 6 pack with you because its going to go away.

I'm going to dump all my pills, rest of my letro and nolva down in the garbage and I don't ever want to hear about bodybuilding again I think that is why I haven't been working out lately is because the thought of working out reminds me of the most dumbest thing I've ever did to myself in my life. I guess now I will just pursue my rap career further and give up working out for a while. When I do start to workout it will not be for muscle but it will be for my health and body because that is what working out should be for.
People are starving while we eat and bulk ourselfs up just to get 30 inch arms. Sadly I must say by ****ing up my own body I got to see the true side of what life is about on some aspects and get to see what the world has come to.

I am sure this thread will now get deleted by a moderator for threats, for something bad or just because this could possibly effect cem sites from getting sells.
I hope they leave this thread up because this is what It really feels like to the average person, many people won't post this, in fact many people will probably not even make a thread because after they realize there is nothing to do they say there is no point of telling the world. I wish you all the best in your goals using steroids but at the end of the day steroids is to be better than great and why the **** is great not good enough I will never know. If at least one person reads this and doesn't think about using a steroid that is good because I wish I could have a second change. This may seem shocking this post because this is coming from real life now I'm done and going to try to forgot about this, but I'm going to contact CEM and record it lets see if they even reply. If not say hello to youtube.

[Edwin23q]

Well I think this is some bull shit. I'm done with this ****ing shit ****ity **** me upside down. The Letro was shit or didn't work and the nolvadex is a little under half way gone and to me hasn't done shit. I wish I would have taken that $113 and put it towards buying my damn studio audio interface for recording but no me like a dumbass has to listen to people online this is what I get. I don't give a **** who is legit and who isn't every company can go **** themselfs if they ain't 100%. Ya you say CEMS legit until you buy it then ppl say OH thats because THIS YEAR, oh you try some where else and its bunk they will say no try here, ya you try AR-R Maybe they are legit but if it isn't I'm sure someone will say OH BECAUSE ECT. I don't give a shit or **** anymore thats how pissed I am. I am pissed at myself, I am pissed at the ppl who sold me this bunk shit, I am pissed that I wasted about $200 total on dumbass cem shit from 2 places, I am pissed that if I now want gyno removed it will cost me lots of ****ing money when this could have been avoided. I am pissed knowing that whatever I was taking for 1 month and a half is probably some dipshit chemical I've been feeding my body ****ing me up worst.

I am done I am getting the F off this crap period never to touch anything again. I am mostly mad at myself for doing it to myself. You know you may not tell because of my picture but I actually have a condition called pectus excavatum which makes your chest sunk in, now I build a good bit of muscle so its not that bad but just knowing I have gyno now pisses me off worst. What is making me mader now is the fact 2 days ago my right armpit was sore then it went away today. Now today it feels like something on my left side has a slight ache but I can't pin point the area. I don't know if its just me stop working out, diet or is it this shit I have put in my body or something else.

So I am going to contact CEM with my email I am about 99% sure they arn't going to give me any of my money back most likely they will reply with a dumbass reply like FOR LAB PURPOSES ONLY BITCH, ya don't play dumb when they know they are selling it for steroids . I guess I would just like to see if I could at least get some luck and get money back because that could be the least they could do for my life being ****ed up until I drop a grand or get lucky and it goes away or get free surgery. Do I sound pissed at the world because I am. You do not know what it feels like in my shoes unless you did what I did or have what I have, you do not know what it feels like to pray hoping you can get a second chance but it never comes...at least not yet. When people encourage people to even use steroids or even buy from a cem selling site I want to break something.

Maybe everyone is just paid to say shit and of course if your paid to say something your not obviously going to say YES I AM PAID TO ACT LIKE I'M NOT PAID! If I could say one thing to any company it would be that at the end of the day you **** up peoples lifes with you fake shit. I'm going to the doctors one day and getting blood test done, I am even going to show them my gyno and tell them what I got it from because I'm not a lying *****. I feel no remorse for companies or if they give me their bull shit fake were sorry story I don't want to hear it. LISTEN UP this may not help my chances of getting my money back but **** it, FOR YOU PEOPLE AT CEM, ****ING PRAY.... and I mean ****ING PRAY that I never see you in real life because you have my promise that your either get shot the **** up (probably in your leg because I won't wanna kill you now) or beat the **** up horribly until I feel satisfied. That isn't a joke, if theres a will theres a way you can't all hide behind your computer someone will slip up some where in the world and I hope they beat the living hell out of you.

The only reason I will be on this thread is to update on blood work and going to the doctors. I don't even have parents with money so paying for surgery is not an option or would take me a good bit of time to attain that money you see things like this is what make people want to rob because people **** your life up so you have to **** others lifes up. To those who are thinking of touching steroids don't do it there is more than life than wanting to be a big muscly man, I don't give a shit if someone says steroids is there life that is no life to me. I don't see a problem with steroids but I see a problem with people thinking theyre body is worth throwing away because of muscle. At the end fo the day we will all meet in the grave yard and you can't take your 6 pack with you because its going to go away.

I'm going to dump all my pills, rest of my letro and nolva down in the garbage and I don't ever want to hear about bodybuilding again I think that is why I haven't been working out lately is because the thought of working out reminds me of the most dumbest thing I've ever did to myself in my life. I guess now I will just pursue my rap career further and give up working out for a while. When I do start to workout it will not be for muscle but it will be for my health and body because that is what working out should be for.
People are starving while we eat and bulk ourselfs up just to get 30 inch arms. Sadly I must say by ****ing up my own body I got to see the true side of what life is about on some aspects and get to see what the world has come to.

I am sure this thread will now get deleted by a moderator for threats, for something bad or just because this could possibly effect cem sites from getting sells.
I hope they leave this thread up because this is what It really feels like to the average person, many people won't post this, in fact many people will probably not even make a thread because after they realize there is nothing to do they say there is no point of telling the world. I wish you all the best in your goals using steroids but at the end of the day steroids is to be better than great and why the **** is great not good enough I will never know. If at least one person reads this and doesn't think about using a steroid that is good because I wish I could have a second change. This may seem shocking this post because this is coming from real life now I'm done and going to try to forgot about this, but I'm going to contact CEM and record it lets see if they even reply. If not say hello to youtube.

Shit man, I'm really sorry your going through this, I mean it. Keep your head up and don't do anything silly, for your and your families sake.
Hang in there and get the gyno sorted. Take care buddy and like I said hang in there.

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