Got the results of my blood test and it looks bad.

[Jonnyg419]

That's what I blame for mine. It was my second cycle, but my test levels were only 450 before I ever used any AAS.

My theory is deca is SO suppressive and SUCH a long ester that the recommended protocol here is to run test a week longer then deca and that's just not enough. IMO deca needs to be discontinued and test ran for prob 2-4 weeks longer and hcg is a MUST.

The most aggressive PCT imaginable will probobably need to be used.

I would agree with that, I'm never doing Deca again, too much to deal with and there are plenty of other effective aas out there.

[Jonnyg419]

Dude who cares.

Get your hormones back right and your physique will follow. Don't let that cause any undue stress.

I know its hard to grasp at times but your physique matters to absolutely no one and nothing (unless you're a competing athlete) but you. Since thats the case, any distress you let it cause you is all self made. Just learn to accept that you'll have to be patient, then work hard for it when you are able to again.

You are 100% right, it's still frustrating, but I am just moving forward and taking the next step.

[Jonnyg419]

Ok started my first HCG shot yesterday, I will administer twice a week for the next three weeks. along with Adex ed. Then I will start the 5 weeks of nolva/clomid....everybody wish me luck. I just want to get back to my normal self!