Ok, I need help on this one...

Let's be clear, I'm doing proviron only and it's not about gain or anything. It's about lowering my SHBG to try to free up more testosterone.
Im 20 year old and my test free is under 400... with a SHBG 60+ on a scale of about 20-40. (I don't remember my exact value and I don't have my test on hand. Right now)
To reach that, I never used any steroid of any kind, no prohormone, or any non-prescribed drugs(and anyway most of them was for asthma and antibiotic for infection.)

I am 20 YO I have no libido, ED, depression, no motivation, and difficulty to keep any gain, and can't make anymore gain...

Just ED is pretty depressing on itself... My doctor is overly retarded, and won't do anything for me. I won't play to hide and seek with the hope of finding one because I'll kill myself before I succeed.

SO!!! I bought some Proviron in the hope of lower my SHBG and feel a little bit better...

The problem is...

It makes now a weeks that I'm taking proviron at 50mg/day and yet, no increase in libido, moral or ED.
I doubt that my proviron is fake because it's sciroxx stuff...

I CAN'T get any kind of BW done. their is not way I can get some even in private due to the price I should pay for have it. I'm talking about 250$ for ONLY SHBG and to have my full hormone panel it would cost me over 3000$.

I thought that maybe I proviron alone could have been enough to crash my E2. but 50 mg is a regular dose that with normal Estradiol should not have such an impact...
It also may be mental, but it means that my mental is pretty strong to make me lose and erection during sex... And more than once...

My moral suck and it affects my couple and my job...

So, I'm screwed...

I was hoping that proviron could help me a little bit and up to now it does nothing...

I'm now at the point where I'm unfortunately considering self-TRT...