Depressed, Sugestions on what to do next?

[Juced_porkchop]

Uhm bloodwork isn't happening in canada. Regardless, if I got bloodwork the results would be a couple weeks from now. Just tinker around for now?

umm I am in canada,, I get blood work! No excuses. you shoudl have blood work before and after cycle or ATLEAST 2X a year imo... dont tell doc about aas use or it will screw you down the road ( unless life or death situation) tell doc you took a herbal supp supposed to boost testosterone and now you feel all over the place and want full blood work to see if you are ok. DONE and DONE!

[Juced_porkchop]

I want to add, I have/had some bad anxiety and panic disorder at times. I feel alot better on hrt and usually better on cycle. ( depends whats going on in life moreso then the cycle)
but i was worse OFF cycle if anything, but NOT EVERY ONES ISSUES STEM FROM THE SAME PLACE!
if its making it worse get blood work, could be estrogen, could be that aas is just not for you man...

[dlex]

Dud u need 2 be careful try not to socialise when you are raging that is what I do, I mean I learned pretty good to control my self, I thank the army for that a lot coz of the discipline but it can end up getting you in serious trouble, I own a security company and till 6 months ago I use to also work doors my self when i was short on staff and once night after a really bad 2 weeks and no medz and a very arrogant and obnoxious so called cage fighter came to one of my venues got tipsy and started being violent towards costumers and staff and after ejecting him from the venue he sneaked back in once i tried to make him leave again he got exited and I lashed out at him quiet badly and when it came to court they didn't care that about my mental health or his provocations they still suspended me from working security and got a suspended sentence so now I have to sit my ass in the office and do paper work cant work security for 3 years. and amazingly i wast not on any gear actually the last cycle i did when this incident happened was some 3 months.
so make sure you stay on the medz u were prescribed and try get some anger-management i use to think its a bunch of bull but it does work to a certain extend.

and as for roidrage i kinda found out that if some one is generally an a$$hole then they will use gear as an excuse to be a bigger a$$hole...lol my brother is like that

Also for migraines the best thing is some thing called Caffetin (kafetin) google.

i went nuts on a serotonin and neuradrenaline booster thankfully off it as it was all down to low t so the test replacement keeps me normal well as close as i can get hhahaha

[Quester]

Some people suggest starting an AI before the cycle to let levels build. With that being the case I would conclude that the Tst-E had built up ^E, the D-bol has a quick effect-^E, and the AI had just entered your system and had no effect on E lvls.

[onetwonine]

umm I am in canada,, I get blood work! No excuses. you shoudl have blood work before and after cycle or ATLEAST 2X a year imo... dont tell doc about aas use or it will screw you down the road ( unless life or death situation) tell doc you took a herbal supp supposed to boost testosterone and now you feel all over the place and want full blood work to see if you are ok. DONE and DONE!

Honestly dude, once I get my bloodwork he's going to know it wasn't any natural test booster anyway, I figure if I'm gonna do it, I might as well just come out with the truth.

Adex takes weeks to work? really?

Dbol can raise my E that quick though, mind you yesterday was the first day I took it.

Anyway I feel a fair bit better today, though something still feels sliiiightly off.

I'm gonna drop 0.25mg adex tmrw with my 3rd pin

To everybody else responding about depression and anxiety, thanks guys but it really isn't THAT bad. I've come through much worse, I'll be fine.

Austinite, I apologize for being a dick yesterday I just didn't like being told to abort thats all.

How old I said I am is irrelevant, the internet is where people can be exactly what they want to be. Lying is the norm not the exception. You don't have to know how old I am, just what I say I am, and I say I'm 26. Was a great birthday.

You can help me or choose not to, it's entirely up to you. I harbor no ill will.

[austinite]

Honestly dude, once I get my bloodwork he's going to know it wasn't any natural test booster anyway, I figure if I'm gonna do it, I might as well just come out with the truth.

Adex takes weeks to work? really?

Dbol can raise my E that quick though, mind you yesterday was the first day I took it.

Anyway I feel a fair bit better today, though something is sliiiightly off feeling.

I'm gonna drop 0.25mg adex tmrw with my 3rd pin

To everybody else responding about depression and anxiety, thanks guys but it really isn't THAT bad. I've come through much worse, I'll be fine.

Austinite, I apologize for being a dick yesterday I just didn't like being told to abort thats all.

How old I said I am is irrelevant, the internet is where people can be exactly what the want to be. Lying is the norm not the exception. You don't have to know how old I am, just what I say I am, and I say I'm 26. Was a great birthday.

Help me or choose not to, it's entirely up to you. I harbor no ill will.

No problem. Sorry I snapped back. Just be cautious. Blood work will really help resolve a ton of issues for you.

[RUDY 6]

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[RUDY 6]

I'm posting this because I'm looking for some help. My blood work says my levels are with in range. I've been feeling depressed lately. Actually it's been a while. It's to the point that I am going to a psychiatrist for it. But I'm super hesitant. I am paranoid about there effects. Read that benzo's are crazy. And I feel like that's not the path I need to take. I gotta bloodwork back in July and I will post my results when I can. I was watching bigger stronger faster(Arnold interview) and he said that steroids do something to your mind. And from the research I've done on test prop/cyp/enth, it seems like the sense of well being is a life changing thing for some o these guys here. Just looking for someone who can relate more or less. Thanks in advance

[king6 II]

I'm posting this because I'm looking for some help. My blood work says my levels are with in range. I've been feeling depressed lately. Actually it's been a while. It's to the point that I am going to a psychiatrist for it. But I'm super hesitant. I am paranoid about there effects. Read that benzo's are crazy. And I feel like that's not the path I need to take. I gotta bloodwork back in July and I will post my results when I can. I was watching bigger stronger faster(Arnold interview) and he said that steroids do something to your mind. And from the research I've done on test prop/cyp/enth, it seems like the sense of well being is a life changing thing for some o these guys here. Just looking for someone who can relate more or less. Thanks in advance

Start a new thread reiterating your problem. That way you can get fresh responses, this is an older thread.

[RUDY 6]

Will do thx