Please help me out.

**Silentkiller424** · 08-10-2015, 11:14 AM

In november last year i had taken what was supposed to be anavar for 8 days when i decided i shouldnt be doing aas at this age, it shut me down hard in 8 days. Pre cycle test levels were 820ng/dl, after 8 days of anavar they were 150ng/dl. I took clomid 50mg and in 10 days my test levels were at 1117ng/dl. I stopped the clomid and it crashed to 400ng/dl.
I tried to get my test up naturally. After weight training sessions and while doing intermittent fasting i could feel my test levels increased as my libido was significantly high and i was feeling good and gains (which had stopped). All was good, i was recovering but then i had alchohol for a few weeks after which i think suppresed me again. My test levels were at 256ng/dl. My endo put me on clomid again. My test levels came to 979ng/dl.
But my problem was that i could not feel anything. I had every symptom of low testosterone . My libido was non existant, no gains were coming inspite of training hard and eating like a horse, my facial hair stopped growing, so did the pubic and armpit hair. My endo couldnt understand whats happening to me. Later my test levels came in the 1000s still i had every symptom of low test. No hair growth, no libido, no gains.
Now i am stuck here and i dont know what to do. My estrogen is also in check. Two doctors that i saw didnt understand whats happening to me.
Did the alchohol fry my androgen receptors? Because immediately after drinking i felt very suppressed and shut down.
Please help me out. Im 20 years old and i cant get an erection. My problem is not psycological, please dont tell me it is.
Im also taking l-carnitine to fix my androgen receptors.
Somebody please help me out. I am very depressed and frustrated and im not understanding whats happening to me.

**djgreen** · 08-10-2015, 11:25 AM

how long since your last dose of var,

**Silentkiller424** · 08-10-2015, 11:33 AM

Originally Posted by djgreen

how long since your last dose of var,

My last dose of var was somewhere in november 2014. It was 30mg a day.

**PrettyPlease?** · 08-10-2015, 11:48 AM

Do you have your labs that you can post or can you give us more information? LH and FSH levels? Prolactin levels?

Also were all your tests taken at the same time of day? Testosterone levels can fluctuate by as much as 300-500ng/dl in young men depending on time of day. Confound that with drinking or lack of sleep in the mix prior to testing and you will see an even bigger drop.

And no alcohol did not fry your androgen receptors. You receptors are not the problem your low levels of testosterone are.