Steroid, htpa shutdown, LH, GnHR, Dopamine, Wellbeing and Libido..

[maelpj]

Long story short, I said it a couple times on this forum, on jumped on TRT too fast, while my problem was just lowish dopamine. ALL my symptoms (fatigue, lowish libido, lowish motivation) went away pre TRT with some mucuna pruriens(L-Dopa), but I stopped due to diuretic effect(dumb me).

TRT gived a short boost of dopamine at first, then stopped quick, even with perfect labs. Stayed on for 9 months, without hcg unfortunately, being basically shutdown and stopped du to realizing that I've gotten WORSE. lowish libido went to non existant at all, motivation even worse, etc. the l-dopa barely worked anymore when i tried it again.

Now, 2 month since last injection, didn't felt that much better just OK. still waiting for goddam labs( took em 2 weeks ago.)
Me theory is that being shutdown, stopping LH FSH is what can seriously fuk your mood and libido even more. there is a strong corelation between lh-gnhr-fsh and dopamine. im sure most of you already now this. well, when you are shut down, you balls never really get FULL. Let's say pre trt I wasnt jerking off , after a week, i would get a pumped up feeling, energic and horny. well it doesn't do this on trt anymore, because your balls never can fully loaded, since their dea. you don't have that build up effect who raise dopamine, and vice versa, raise lh ghnr.

NOW HERE IS THE THINGS. Pre trt, I tried concerta once. made me too freaking agressive, dry mouth, etc. well, 2 day ago, went to doc office to get some cause im back to school and concentration kinda sucked. to my biggest suprise, the dopamine boost didnt help me concentrate AT all. It made me just feel more like pre trt, aka im starting to care about WOMEN again, getting boner again, feeling more agressive a little, more alert and a lil confrontational (not optimal for school, but feel good to feel a little alive again.)

AND another thing, a LOT BIGGER LOADS! not surprise, considering dopamine boost lh and gnhr levels.

So yupp, i think being shutdown dropped my dopa level really low once my body didnt cover it with the rush of dopamine you get in the first week of shooting test, leaving myself shitty state. Now, strong dopamine releasing drug only make me feel pre trt like, or just a little better, since those dop level are in the pooper (exemple: going from 0 to maybe 3-4, instead of going 3-4 to 6-8 pre trt, you get it?).

Just confirm that some form of HCG is probably fuking crucial for TRT"