searching for the one....

[bigpaparn]

Long story short. 48 yo male who tore his distal bicep 7 years ago on the heavy bag. Stubborn ass refused surgery, too much of an inconvenience. All of sudden now this deformed arm with this little muscle nub under my shoulder is making me crazy. ANYONE with the same history who experimented with synthol to “disguise” this pathetic arm. All info accepted. Doses times, injection sites the color of your carpet, don’t care anything. Obviously this a very sensitive /taboo topic and have been searching the internet high and low with very little to no info. Believe me have no desire to look like some human bizarre balloon, but to fill in this very noticeable ugly hole in my arm.
Thanks in advance,
jake