Dave new cycle d-bol, tren, test

**DFRELAT** · 07-07-2011, 07:57 AM

I've been quiet for awhile and for good reasons. About two weeks ago I was caught with serious convulsions, all of a sudden I lost control of my arms and legs and then fell really hard on my kitchen floor. Then I got really scared because it moved to my lungs and I couldn't breathe for a very long 20 seconds at least. Thought I was gonna die right there but then I started thinking that there's no way in hell that im gonna die on my freakin' kitchen floor like an idiot! lol So I gave it all I had and squeezed my abs as hard as I could to gain back control and eventually I finally managed to catch a breath. I wouldn't have lasted long if I didnt finally catch my breath again right there, came damn close! It settled down eventually and after I went to the emergency. They did a scan and mri of my head and found a brain tumor! The doc said I could've had it for 10 years, who knows how long...And it turns out that it's inoperable because the risk of paralysis is too great. So after a couple of days at the hospital they finally let me go back home and now withing the next 10 days I'll have to go back for a biopsy and then they'll know for sure what kind of meds to put me on. That's gonna be interesting, drilling a hole in my brain while I'm awake! lol As you can guess, I stopped my cycle very abruptly and I just started my pct. It really pisses me off I was as strong as a horse, I was so damn close to doing 500 again and now all of a sudden I've lost it all. But don't worry about me, not the first time I had a brush with death! I'm unkillable! lol I don't know when exactly, but I'll be back! That I can garantee!

**Necrosaro** · 07-07-2011, 09:16 AM

Get better soon big guy!

**oldschoolfitness** · 07-07-2011, 09:27 AM

son of a biatch!! damn right that was close. glad you have a positive outlook and don't seem to be stressing yourself about the situation.(i know there is some stress) hope pct goes well and get that tumor taken care of . get well and wish you the best. the 500 will be there waiting when you are all healed up.

**DFRELAT** · 07-08-2011, 10:59 AM

Thanx for the happy thoughts guys, I'm gonna need em!

**auslifta** · 07-09-2011, 03:02 AM

All the best big guy, it will give you a new perspective. I hope it works out for you. Oh say Hi to that hot girl in your youtube videos for me

**Buddhabody** · 07-11-2011, 02:02 AM

Nice leg video. I'm so jealous of you guys who get to go to modern gyms. The Y I workout at has old equipment, I never seen that squat machine you were using. Looked cool. Good luck with the 500 club

**terraj** · 07-11-2011, 03:23 AM

Look after your man. Good luck.

**stevey_6t9** · 07-12-2011, 08:09 AM

Originally Posted by auslifta

All the best big guy, it will give you a new perspective. I hope it works out for you. Oh say Hi to that hot girl in your youtube videos for me

good spot, i wonder what her sammich making skills would be like?

**BurntRbr** · 07-12-2011, 10:21 AM

hope all is getting better man!

**baseline_9** · 07-12-2011, 10:45 AM

WOW dude...

Schocker!

Hope it turns out ok in the end

**funkymonk** · 07-12-2011, 07:32 PM

So it's been chillin in your noggin for 10 years? Let it know that it owes you tons of unpaid rent...

Best of luck man.

**DFRELAT** · 07-13-2011, 03:55 PM

I've just got back from the hospital, the biopsy went really good. My head hurts alot but I'm in pretty good shape overall. It was quite the experience, they keep you fully conscious and when that drill starts digging in your skull, it shakes so bad inside, it feels like your teeth are gonna fall out! But it all went smoothly, I was as calm as a Hindu cow the whole time. They then inserted a small titanium plate and stitched it up. Now I have to wait a week for results and some more tests.

**baseline_9** · 07-13-2011, 03:58 PM

Well done man, sounds like a horrible thing to have to go through....

Out of anything they could do to you this has to be the most 'scary' while ur awake

**DFRELAT** · 07-13-2011, 04:34 PM

It's sorta like a scene from one of those Saw movies when they screw on your head that big metal brace thing so you don't move! That's what I was thinking when they put it on me! lol I was imagining it much worst and I had seen it in one of those medical documentaries before. But when they were doing the pre-surgery prep on me, I calmed myself down and was thinking that this was nothing, I reminded myself that I was a big bad ass tough guy! If you were looking at my vitals through the whole thing, you'd think I was taking a little stroll in a nice park! Wasn't too bad at all in the end.

**DFRELAT** · 08-03-2011, 09:38 AM

I'm going for some more tests tomorrow and then I should start the radiotherapy and chemo in 2-3 weeks. I've been diagnosed with an anaplastic astrocytoma grade 3....They say I have 2-5 years left, watch me beat those numbers and post some new videos as soon as I can! I might be hurt, but I'm not dead yet!

**baseline_9** · 08-03-2011, 11:37 AM

Originally Posted by DFRELAT

I'm going for some more tests tomorrow and then I should start the radiotherapy and chemo in 2-3 weeks. I've been diagnosed with an anaplastic astrocytoma grade 3....They say I have 2-5 years left, watch me beat those numbers and post some new videos as soon as I can! I might be hurt, but I'm not dead yet!

WOW

IDK what to say

**mario_ps2** · 08-07-2011, 06:48 PM

I bet you will.. with the help and Faith in GOD, all things are possible...

Was this tumor a consequence of gear? you know how doctors are..probably blaming it on that...

Originally Posted by DFRELAT

I'm going for some more tests tomorrow and then I should start the radiotherapy and chemo in 2-3 weeks. I've been diagnosed with an anaplastic astrocytoma grade 3....They say I have 2-5 years left, watch me beat those numbers and post some new videos as soon as I can! I might be hurt, but I'm not dead yet!

**DFRELAT** · 08-07-2011, 07:58 PM

They say it might have been a contributing factor, but the truth is they don't know a damn thing! It's easy to blame the gear. All I know from personnal experience is that I've always felt a whole lot better when taking steroids , and I've had a long history of illnesses.