How long does it take you to recover?? Help!

[stephenschmidt1]

First off I want to apologize I seem to ask this question in a round about way a couple times now.
This site has helped me learn soo much and I'm very thankful!
I jumped into aas without knowing anything..and it wasn't until I needed answers did I start looking into it. If I knew what I knew now I would have never done my first cycle. But I was already a week into it and tried to make the most of it.

Cycle was 10 weeks of test cyp at 500-750mg/week.
I waited 18 days and started my PCT and did clomid 100/100/50/50 and nolva 40/40/20/20.
I've been off my PCT for a week now. I know everyone is different and takes different times to recover but I want to hear some of the exerinced guys stories on here.
I will be 24 years old next week. Since I started PCT my libido is completely shot even with viagra! The worst part is that im a veteran with combat tours in Iraq and Afghanistan. I never had any issues with PTSD (Post traumatic stress). When I came back the only time I had problem is if I drank alcohol. My emotions would flood me and things would race through my head. I had a couple break downs before giving up alcohol all together. Well for the last 5 weeks I have never felt this low in my life! I can't sleep and have nightmares. On top of that I feel gloomy every day it seems so hard just to breath. I walk around and no matter how hard I try I just can't put a smile on. The smallest things stress me out and when I'm in a situation with overwhelming anxiety I get cotton mouth and my body starts to go numb. It was really bad one time and I thought I would pass out from it.

The thought of me never recovering and having to live the rest of my life like this is almost too
Much to think about!

Just want some vets to chime in and give their experiences.

[stephenschmidt1]

Seriously 70+ views and no responses?
Am I asking the wrong question?
Is it unclear?
I realize my case is unique and most people won't go through this, but I just want to know your personal experiences on how long you felt gloomy, had low libido, and just overall time it took to feel like your regular self again.

[GorillaNuts]

The first step is going to get a full hormonal panel blood test and see where your levels are at. Then you will actully know what the problem is.

Get on it.

[Bigherm21]

I'm gonna guess that its probably an estrogen problem. You need to get some bloodwork. That's why there's all kinds of views and no responses.

[stephenschmidt1]

I was told to wait 4 weeks after PCT to get bloodwork. If y'all say do it now then that's what I will do!