First, welcome to the forum and someone will post a link to first cycle planning soon for you. Also, no can can predict if you will get gyno but there are things you can do to prevent it that will laid out in the link. Also, no one on here can offer a location to get quality gear. We offer good info, but not sources. Also, you do not have to train your calves five time a week. We all reach plateaus and natural limits, which is where testosterone can help. I am sure more people will chime in shortly. Good luck!