
Originally Posted by
PT1982
That's great to hear. Life without narcotics! I was started at 60 hydrocodone 10mgs a month about 10 years ago, after tramadol was just making me sick. I was upped to 90 within a few months before landing at 120 a month. This went on for several years and I would taper for a few weeks once I built a tolerance. So I did keep it under control. After several years, my GP was no longer to write scripts for chronic pain and sent me to pain management. They tried to start me on 150 roxicodone 30s a month with 120 hydrocodone for breakthrough pain. I walked out on them because I immediately saw that they cared nothing about my health, only about legally selling drugs. So once I went my own way, I have had no accountability, and spend way more than its worth. I can function at 40mgs daily, but I need 60-80 to get the actual pain relief. I ended up coming clean with my dr 2 weeks ago and didn't hide anything. I've never told anyone about it, and not even the closest people in my life know about it. So I'm being proactive in getting help legally and in a way that there is accountability. I've been made to feel like a junkie for a long time, and as you (and others who deal with chronic pain) know that 40-80mgs isn't enough to be considered a "junkie" dose. Sure, it would be high for a temporary acute issue, but over 10 years of use, there will be a tolerance. Anyways, that's my rant. I wish I could completely come off and have no pain, but I know that's a dream. It seems that with every new year, my body turns on itself a little more. I have tried everything and I'm even starting physical therapy in a few weeks.