Horrible Anxiety/Depression on cycle

[Phoenixphysique]

Hi

The biggest flaw in this entire scenario is you did not provide a single document or regurgitation of any blood work . If you're not doing your blood work with your doctor or even a lab or clinic , you have no idea what is happening . Now it seems to me you're having trouble dosing your AI as mentioned and likely you're using it way too high . The reason you're having a roller coaster ride with your emotions is because your estrogen is all fucked up , you're using a non suicidal AI by the way i'd like to point out . You're likely crashing and rebounding your estrogen non top and , yeah , i imagine that feel's pretty fucking bad . I will tell you what i tell my clients

get your fucking blood work or you have no business using steroids
use the correct health supplements and protocols in place to nourish the body and our hormonal function and balance
find an AI that works for you and learn how to dose it ( not everyone works well with arimidex , some of my guys use arimidex , some use aromasin , some use letro and some use nothing )
stop blasting gear that aromatises to things that affect you more than others , stop stacking them also , there are many many paths to the waterfall , i assure you
check your diet and your internal health before blaming something , especially when you don't even have blood work to go off of
deal with the fact you hold water on a cycle and estrogen as well this water is helpful , to a degree of course ... if it affects your blood pressure and such , then sure , this obviously isn't beneficial but some is

hopefully this helps , you said you are broke so i am not even going to offer my services , i would prefer you spend that money on blood work if you have to go outside your doctor , that or at least change your AI and buy a new 1

[Fernande]

Hi

The biggest flaw in this entire scenario is you did not provide a single document or regurgitation of any blood work . If you're not doing your blood work with your doctor or even a lab or clinic , you have no idea what is happening . Now it seems to me you're having trouble dosing your AI as mentioned and likely you're using it way too high . The reason you're having a roller coaster ride with your emotions is because your estrogen is all fucked up , you're using a non suicidal AI by the way i'd like to point out . You're likely crashing and rebounding your estrogen non top and , yeah , i imagine that feel's pretty fucking bad . I will tell you what i tell my clients

get your fucking blood work or you have no business using steroids
use the correct health supplements and protocols in place to nourish the body and our hormonal function and balance
find an AI that works for you and learn how to dose it ( not everyone works well with arimidex , some of my guys use arimidex , some use aromasin , some use letro and some use nothing )
stop blasting gear that aromatises to things that affect you more than others , stop stacking them also , there are many many paths to the waterfall , i assure you
check your diet and your internal health before blaming something , especially when you don't even have blood work to go off of
deal with the fact you hold water on a cycle and estrogen as well this water is helpful , to a degree of course ... if it affects your blood pressure and such , then sure , this obviously isn't beneficial but some is

hopefully this helps , you said you are broke so i am not even going to offer my services , i would prefer you spend that money on blood work if you have to go outside your doctor , that or at least change your AI and buy a new 1

Thank you very much for this post can't thank you enough.

You're right of course, labs is the only way to sort this thing.

I really apritiate your post i will try lower my Ai abit more before i go test my levels again.




My last E2 was looking like this.

350mg Test P week
day1-8 : 0.2mg arimidex EoD
day9-11: 0.4mg arimidex eod
Day12: standard e2 test: 24pg/ml


Since i increased 3 days prior, i can't really say where my levels would have been on 0.2 eod. Not very clever i know.
I took two doses of 0.4 on day 9 and day 11.


From what i have gathered since it's a standard e2, i should at least try and aim for 35 pg/ml.


But i can't figure out what would be a good dose.

Atm i'm doing 0.3mg EoD at 350mg week.

Doing 0.15mg EoD i bloat and look like i've gained 20pounds in the face.

At 0.25mg EoD i seem to loose all water.

[cousinmuscles]

Hi

The biggest flaw in this entire scenario is you did not provide a single document or regurgitation of any blood work . If you're not doing your blood work with your doctor or even a lab or clinic , you have no idea what is happening . Now it seems to me you're having trouble dosing your AI as mentioned and likely you're using it way too high . The reason you're having a roller coaster ride with your emotions is because your estrogen is all fucked up , you're using a non suicidal AI by the way i'd like to point out . You're likely crashing and rebounding your estrogen non top and , yeah , i imagine that feel's pretty fucking bad . I will tell you what i tell my clients

get your fucking blood work or you have no business using steroids
use the correct health supplements and protocols in place to nourish the body and our hormonal function and balance
find an AI that works for you and learn how to dose it ( not everyone works well with arimidex , some of my guys use arimidex , some use aromasin , some use letro and some use nothing )
stop blasting gear that aromatises to things that affect you more than others , stop stacking them also , there are many many paths to the waterfall , i assure you
check your diet and your internal health before blaming something , especially when you don't even have blood work to go off of
deal with the fact you hold water on a cycle and estrogen as well this water is helpful , to a degree of course ... if it affects your blood pressure and such , then sure , this obviously isn't beneficial but some is

hopefully this helps , you said you are broke so i am not even going to offer my services , i would prefer you spend that money on blood work if you have to go outside your doctor , that or at least change your AI and buy a new 1

Why, what an excellent opportunity to make some extra cash huh, someone completely clueless messing with multiple hormones who explains they are suicidal, now that is a desperate guy who would easily hand over some cash... But oh wait look at all your expertise, and your virtuous consideration of blood work... LMAO!!!

[Fernande]

Why, what an excellent opportunity to make some extra cash huh, someone completely clueless messing with multiple hormones who explains they are suicidal, now that is a desperate guy who would easily hand over some cash... But oh wait look at all your expertise, and your virtuous consideration of blood work... LMAO!!!

Well thing is, i know it is something wrong with my cycle.

Since i've had moments where everything works great and im pretty much in la la land. I'm confident, can pull chicks from any night club with ease. Suffer from no depression nor anxiety.

I almost feel like im in heaven. And even still i get these days, just the other day i woke up just like this.

There is no depression, no anxiety, i feel like a rock star, strangers even approach me on the street just to make conversation. And i know it's because i seem to be feeling so good, that theyre just drawn to me.


Then, the next day, i feel like complete shit, i don't even wanna go outside, nothing is fun, i feel like death.

I can handle this with ease, i'm a pretty strong person.

But having it like this for 6 months, and me never ever being able to figure out what is wrong, slowly i lose hope and slowly i get drained to the point where i feel just fukin hopeless and consider just ending this shit.

I don't wanna live like before i started using. I was just like iam now more or less. I hated my life until the day i met steroids, it was the first time i ever truly been happy.

So ofc i wanna try and sort this rather than come off to something i know for sure is going to be bad aswell.