Help needed deciding what try next.

[Cuz]

Are you on trt now? Stats?

[Littlearnie]

What are you trying to get out of this cycle? You trying to gain muscle? Lean out? Recomp?

get bigger muscles . i kinda ended up recomping on my last, 300 of each test and eq. albeit slight it was a good first for me.
so yeah this go id like to put on abit of size. i was thinking test/npp/mast first when i was planning to do a little blast and cruise for a 3/4 of the year. but now because of the fact i want to do it without getting bloodwork, i was thinking to just upp my last with the eq and add a new substance in. then pct and rethink after that.

Are you on trt now? Stats?

no trt. 30, 5ft9, 12.4 stone

I understand that sometimes you need a boost in morale to even start interviewing for jobs. I was in a rut for a few years, where I had a part-time job, but I couldn't find anything significant in my line of work (business/markleting). I felt like shit and was depressed, and then I found out I had low-ish T. I decided to administer my own TRT, and it just so happened that I got a job and started it the day after my first injection. Granted, I didn't outright start a cycle, I started sensibly - but that quickly turned into a cycle. Windex warned me to not do that, but I did it anyway. I did, however, run bloodwork before I started. I used steroids as a way to get out of this rut, and guess what? It worked. Within a month I was feeling much better, more assertive, more confident. So I agree with Windex, but I also have to sympathize with Little Arnie. Nobody can judge us because nobody walks in our shoes and knows the struggles we deal with.

haha thanks dude. always good to hear anothers experiences. its not like i cant get a job, its just its summer and ive been working so long its nice to wake up and theres absolutly noting i HAVE to do. thought id enjoy it for a while. and while all i have is time to rest and eat and sleep why not use it. im not 100 percent sure i will i just most likey will lol. ive been thinking about it for a while i just want some input from others. thres only a couple in the real world i talk to about this and their all about this life lol.