Quote Originally Posted by Swilderbeast View Post
My goals have never been to become that jacked guy in the gym. I’ve been 250lbs and I’ve been 185lbs. I can say my body feels a lot better sub 200. My goals are #1 cut fat, #2 tone muscle and build if possible but not at the extent of adding fat.

I’ll be 40 years old this year, I’m not trying to look “swole”. I want to look good with my shirt off. I realize my test levels are probably getting close to the bottom of the barrel and this is why I’ve chosen to begin gear.
You don't need to cycle gear to be sub 200lbs, tone and lean. And if your test levels are low, you should probably look to actual medical treatment (HRT) rather than just taking gear for a few weeks and then going back to your low T normal self (supposing you recover to where you were pre-cycle). Your quality of life would improve and you'd get pharma-grade gear from a real pharmacy.