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09-02-2005, 11:56 PM #41
i did coke in college twice.. each time i got hooked two months straight doing it every night.. cigs are harder to quit buy far, because you see cig adds and cigs everywhere.. i binge drink too.. i won't drink for a while but when i do, watch out.
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09-03-2005, 01:12 AM #42
I love internet porn. I love bangbus.com. I also smoked and drank too much. Both of those are a bit@h to quit.
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09-03-2005, 02:33 AM #43
weed, and chew
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09-03-2005, 02:59 AM #44Originally Posted by G-13
Yes. For two reasons.
1.) Cigarettes are acceptable in almost all social situations. A nicotine addict is treated as a caffeine addict (even though it is a FAR more insidious drug). Addiction to cigarettes is accepted. A person trying to kick the habit of cigarettes is treated the same as someone trying to kick the habit of television. You get an approving nod, but nonsmokers don't really understand what the problem is ("they're just cigarettes, after all")
2.) Cigarettes do not interrupt your daily flow of activities. You can be a nicotine addict and still get to work on time. You can be a nicotine addict and still maintain a relationship. You can be a nicotine addict and not sell your car to pay for the habit.
It is EASY to be a nicotine addict. You have to really make some sacrifices to be a coke addict.
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09-03-2005, 08:40 AM #45Associate Member
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I ****ed a whole college semester about three months of every night and a TON of money on coke. Ended up getting my current fiance addicted also we prob spend about 5-6 grand in three months never slept other then like 3 hours a day then went and got more. We would get like two eight balls and split them a day. That shit is so hard to come off. Its so addicting the SECOND you come down you feel like you'll do anything for it. I'll never touch it again neither will she. Its bad stuff.....Its does make for some hardcore sex.
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09-03-2005, 02:03 PM #46
check yourself into detox bro
don't blame yourself, the humanity card is surrendered at the door when it comes to these things
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09-03-2005, 04:30 PM #47Member
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smoking and ephedrine for me.
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09-05-2005, 02:13 AM #48
[QUOTE=LiquidredIts bad stuff.....Its does make for some hardcore sex.[/QUOTE]
Yaaaah, BOY..... U damn right bout that... I remember those days... takin rails right off her V......Problem was, I used to move the shit, so it was always around..... I cant even count the times on my hand when Ive taken an easy ball and a half, two balls right down the gool ol snooter by the time the sun came up again.... Problem was, I have a real strong mind, and a strong addictive personality, so I never had bad comedowns, since its all a mind game.... probably why I never saw a reason why I had to stop.... Till i stopped goin to school for almost a semester because I was losing money by not workin all the time...
Now, graduating and goin to grad school is all thats on my mind... makin myself succeed in life, just to go back to all them sh!t talkin losers and be like now what.... to all the doubters, when they said u partied too much and couldnt stop.... thats the drive that keeps me goin
I actually prided myself alot this weekend in terms of chillin with old buddies for the holiday weekend and not touchin the stuff or pluggin anyone with the stuff even though it was around me all weekend long.... feels D@MN GOOD...
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09-05-2005, 02:30 AM #49
dip and AR whoring for myself!
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09-05-2005, 03:45 PM #50Senior Member
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Sushi. Every day.
(Lots of people have three mortgages, don't they?)
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09-05-2005, 03:51 PM #51
Im addicted to steroids for sure.
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09-05-2005, 06:34 PM #52
sex, rec drugs (You name it, I have done it), cigs and alcohol. I have an addictive personality period.
The only thing I am addicted to now is sex and life. All the other shit I wasted to much of my life on already and I would hate to regress back to that shit hole of a life again.abstrack@protonmail.com
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09-05-2005, 06:40 PM #53Member
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Originally Posted by abstrack
I can relate partner, the important thing is that we are here, not there.
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09-05-2005, 10:04 PM #54Junior Member
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Damn adderall. I know it was psychological, but they first day coming off that stuff was Hell on earth. Going from 80-100 mg./day to nothing gave me the worst anxiety attacks/depression you can imagine. I literally thought I was going crazy.
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09-05-2005, 10:22 PM #55
From 14 to 18 I did everything that got put into my face, speed, coke, acid, heroin, cigarettes, pretty much every drug except for extasy. It wasn't around back in the day. Thank god I never shot up, the only thing I've ever shot into myself is special sauce.
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09-05-2005, 10:45 PM #56
Bodybuilding...
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09-05-2005, 11:05 PM #57
A gram of coke is 15 packs of chicken breasts to me(If I catch it on sale) so I dont do cocaine, I've tried it but its just not for me. And when you really ge to know some cokeheads, most of them are scumbags or just trust fund babies using inheritance money(that somebody busted their ass to get years ago) to feed the habit
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09-06-2005, 09:28 AM #58
Detox!!!!! You are not going to kick on your own. Suboxone is a viable option. The name of the drug is buprenex. Suboxone has the added ingredient naloxone.
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09-06-2005, 10:42 AM #59AR's Salad Tossing Connoisseur
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I have the worst addiction to Diet Pepsi... that shiet is like crack!
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09-06-2005, 11:11 AM #60
seems like we have alot of people here with addictive personalitys
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09-06-2005, 11:22 AM #61Originally Posted by G-13
From my understanding there you have a better chance of quitting Heroin than cigs.
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09-06-2005, 02:40 PM #62
Yea, i quit cigs once. It took seeing my grandma laying in her death bed barely being able to breath and watching her gasp for air, but i quit. Then 6 months later had a huge craving and a sh!tty day, thats all it took for me to smoke one and now im back on them. Looks like we have a bunch of speed freaks on this board though!
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09-06-2005, 02:43 PM #63
sounds tough...i have never smoke a cigarette before....i guess ill keep it that way
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09-06-2005, 03:03 PM #64
you guys are right about methadone, i was addicted to heroin and valium and any other drug i could lay my hands on for 10 years, completly ruinned myself.
then i got put on methadone, which actually ment i could use more heroin. and get away with the turkey effects a bit, but when i came off the methadone i was bed riddin for 3 solid weeks, i cant describe in words the pain it causes, didnt have a wink of sleep for 3 weeks no sleep what so ever, its got to be the worsed time ive ever had,
thought it was never gona end, anybody who evers thinks about takin it DONT !"
do your heroin cold turkey without it or ind out the really hard way!
now im off all tht shit, (been off for 1 year) just an ocassional bit weed,
im left paranoid as **** off the valium.
honest im actually scared to leave the house, i never leave it at all.
been like this for 4 years now i just cannit force my self to go out.
my brain just wont allow me to do what i want, only time i can leave the house is when i take valium (which i cannit get a hold of anymore) so im basically ****ed!
i seriously wonder if im ever gona be ok, i put it down to valium
i used to have zero paranoia what so ever, used to walk the streets at all
times of the night, now i cant even leave the house in the day time lol
im not feeling sorry for myself i know its my own fault
just thought id let you guys know, but ppl never think it will happen
to them but believe me it creeps up slowly but surely.
has anyone else had this problem (aracnaphobia) off years of valium
of so, how did you get through it, is there really any hope for me.
my GP docters long since completly gave up on me,
i honest dont know what im actually afraid of thats the point!
anyone shred some light 4 me?
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09-06-2005, 03:05 PM #65
I'm addicted to AR
I'm on here everyday
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09-06-2005, 10:17 PM #66
i want some of that stuff we used to get back in HS....
whats it called
um
pussy
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09-06-2005, 10:33 PM #67Originally Posted by Decadbal
what's it called
oh yeah...
a felon.
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09-06-2005, 10:42 PM #68
hahahaha
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09-06-2005, 11:00 PM #69
vicodin is an opiate and opiate addictions are tough to beat. it's no joke, you're in for a world of hurt (its pretty much the same as kicking heroin). you can go cold turkey, but you will suffer horribly. however, they now have programs and drugs that stop withdrawl symptoms and make it an almost painless process. good luck bro, fight the good fight, and don't give up.
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09-07-2005, 12:51 AM #70Member
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never been addicted to anything. I have a very high level of self control it seems. Guess I'm lucky
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09-07-2005, 12:54 AM #71
Underage girls, sex without a condom, fat chicks, food, jerking off to the point where its unhealthy
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09-07-2005, 01:08 AM #72Originally Posted by bignatt
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09-07-2005, 01:18 AM #73Originally Posted by MMA
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09-07-2005, 01:21 AM #74Originally Posted by Unoid
but sometimes it just doesn't matter. i wan't a druggie, i was in a horrific accident, and was on oxycontin for a month while having reconstructive surgeries. i thought "this stuff was good, but it wasn't THAT good. i can't believe the weakminded losers that get hooked on this stuff!" i didn't realize that it only takes 3 weeks of continuous use to become completely physically addicted, and i stopped taking it all at once after my last surgery. cold turkey.
when the withdrawls started, it didn't even occur to me that it was from the drugs. "i'm no drug addict, i'm not even taking them anymore". it was without a doubt the most horrific experience of my entire life. i tried to check myself into a mental hospital, thinking i had gone suddenly insane.
i couldn't sleep for a week, staring at the ceiling with the crazy thoughts dancing through my head. the stuff takes you to a very weak place mentally.
the first week was the worst, but then i thought i was over it. wrong. endorphins also regulate your ability to handle stress...i had another month of panic attacks, and it was 6 months before i was right in the head again, sometimes bursting into tears for no reason at all.
whenever i've been hurt after that, i've refused all painkillers outside the hospital...i can handle pain, i could never handle that again.
25% of all people prescribed OCs become addicts. TWENTY FIVE PERCENT! it's criminal the way doctors give this stuff out.Last edited by MMA; 09-07-2005 at 01:24 AM.
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09-07-2005, 01:34 AM #75
a note on opiate addiction - opiates are synthetic endorphins. when you take them, your body shuts down its own endorphin production. but there is no clomid PCT for endorphins, and it can take weeks for them to come back. this is withdrawl.
endorphins are much more important than testosterone to your body, and you will suffer unbelievably until they come back. in addition to the (horrible) physical sides, it takes you to a very weak place mentally. you fall into a black depression deeper than anything you'ver ever experienced. you walk around feeling like your entire family has just been killed. and you can't sleep without endorphins so you have to just stare at the ceiling all night, for weeks sometimes, with the crazy thoughts dancing through your head.
endorphins are what allow your body to handle pain and stress. without them, every pain and discomfort is magnified. and you have zero ability to handle even every day stresses without serious panic attacks.
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09-07-2005, 03:34 AM #76
I was addicted to selling drugs... It was so easy because I was selling to people in the Army and I could get a LOT more than street value. I would make over $1000 per weekend, and that was only selling at the clubs. I could still work my normal job during the week. It's so easy to sink into the business, especially when you need money. I eventually stopped when I realized how seriously I was hurting these people I was selling to. Of course they would get it from other places but at least I wasn't the one contributing to their habit.
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09-07-2005, 08:54 AM #77
lipgloss.. there was a guy once too. but i got over it:P
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09-07-2005, 09:54 AM #78Originally Posted by Bigen12
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09-07-2005, 10:22 AM #79
MMA is right! When you put semisynthetic opiates into you body you body shuts down its natural production on endorphins and enkephlins so when you stop taking opiates your body isnt making your natural pain killers, hence you are in withdrawal. Its kinda like what happens when we take gear and we shut down our natural test production. If you stay clean long enough your body will reach homeostasis with regard to your natural endorphind and you will begin to feel better, but you must stop taking everything and alloww your body to normalize. best of luck! keep at it!
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09-07-2005, 10:24 AM #80Female Member
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Originally Posted by Mizfit
OMG!!!! Took the words right out of my mouth! haha
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