Ok this is hard but i'll ask

[Wrath]

we used artificial inseminacion and drug cocktail at the second trimester of pregnancy ...........very expensive procedure in my country .....

Not to poke or prod to much but you seem like a pretty open guy. I know you can take ZDV and protease inhibitors to lower the risk of passing from mother to child, but there is still a pretty viable chance the baby might have HIV. Especailly considering the level of healthcare in the Domincan republic....you didn't feel guilt with going through with the artificial insemination?? I am happy your daughter turned out negative, and I am sure you count your blessings everyday for having her...but don't you think bringing a child into this world with that type of risk is (not to be harsh) selfish? I dunno...I would never be able to live with myself if I went through that procedure with a girlfriend and the child turned out to be +.

[Prol]

I thought about it every day ,i did get depressed during everything, i did feel selfish.The thought of did we do the right thing come into my mind every second ..And i don't mind being questioned but please don't poke (we don't know each other that well j/k) ......The Dr. that helped us with the pregnancy was awsome i mean very smart women did everything for us explained the risks and everything she told us it was a 80-90% chance of everything being ok........i felt that this is the women i'm going to like end my life with and i wanted a child with her if possible and the sooner we did the more chances we had to our advantage.....i always been around kids i love them ...my brother has a kid ,my sister has 3 ......and we as a couple made the the decision to do it .......it's dificult cuase i'm not a careless asshole who wants to f*ck a kids life forevery .......We wanted a child we we're set on it .....and it might be disturbeing for some people but .............I think that we have the right to try and be totaly happy and TRUST ME my little Lyn makes everyday worth getting up even if it's to cook or clean after her.........Kids turn you into playduo they can do whatever they want with you ....that type of relationship ....that bond is undescribable(i pretty sure thats typed but WTF) .i don't know what to say still there is no justifing it of taking that chance but i just don't have a comment describe why we took that chance more then what i have today ....