Woooo

**SnaX** · 11-21-2005, 03:42 PM

I have guns

*flex*

Take her to the GUN SHOW!

**Anna Bollick** · 11-22-2005, 01:12 AM

New Orleans foreplay:

"Shut up, bitch, I got a gun!"

Love
Anna

**Lavinco** · 11-22-2005, 08:51 AM

Originally Posted by Anna Bollick

New Orleans foreplay:

"Shut up, bitch, I got a gun!"

Love
Anna

Sounds like there is still some man left inside you.

**Anna Bollick** · 11-22-2005, 11:30 AM

Originally Posted by Lavinco

Sounds like there is still some man left inside you.

LOL! There is some man inside ANY girl doing as much test as I am, whether she is a genetic female or trans. I catch myself having testosterone moments all the time, to be truthful. Sometimes tren moments, too! Yow! Sometimes I'm not very nice when I stack tren and test. I get sort of politically incorrect, I guess you would say, and quite intolerant of idiots who don't know who they are messing with. But actually, the estrogen moments make me REALLY mean sometimes. I honestly don't know why so many people can stand me when I get like that.

Feeling very femme at the moment,
Anna

**Lavinco** · 11-22-2005, 03:57 PM

Originally Posted by Anna Bollick

LOL! There is some man inside ANY girl doing as much test as I am, whether she is a genetic female or trans. I catch myself having testosterone moments all the time, to be truthful. Sometimes tren moments, too! Yow! Sometimes I'm not very nice when I stack tren and test. I get sort of politically incorrect, I guess you would say, and quite intolerant of idiots who don't know who they are messing with. But actually, the estrogen moments make me REALLY mean sometimes. I honestly don't know why so many people can stand me when I get like that.

Feeling very femme at the moment,
Anna

So I don't quite understand something here. Why do you use gear if your a trans? Are you after the higher estrogen and the man boobs for a more girly look and feel. I suppose there will be no PCT for you huh?

**NotSmall** · 11-22-2005, 03:58 PM

Originally Posted by Lavinco

So I don't quite understand something here. Why do you use gear if your a trans? Are you after the higher estrogen and the man boobs for a more girly look and feel. I suppose there will be no PCT for you huh?

She's an enigma alright!

**Lavinco** · 11-22-2005, 04:04 PM

Originally Posted by NotSmall

She's an enigma alright!

A little more than a mystery here man. We might have a dilemma case here.

**SnaX** · 11-22-2005, 05:02 PM

Originally Posted by Anna Bollick

LOL! There is some man inside ANY girl

Yep, i've watched porn before.. somethings TWO men inside a girl. Crazy stuff... lol

**Anna Bollick** · 11-23-2005, 12:39 AM

Originally Posted by Lavinco

So I don't quite understand something here. Why do you use gear if your a trans? Are you after the higher estrogen and the man boobs for a more girly look and feel. I suppose there will be no PCT for you huh?

I think of myself, on a basic level, as a woman. I use estrogen, cosmetics, and clothing/accessories to help make my physical appearance match my mental/spiritual gender identity. As for the gear, I am just doing what lots of other women do. Do you really think Andrulla Blanchette does little weak sister primo/var cycles? Some women do lots of gear. Some women like having muscles. I am one of them.

The estrogen resulting from aromatization is small potatoes compared to what I inject. However, I have experimented with synovex, extracting the est as well as the prop, without using the special secreto-magico estrogen solubilizer stuff, and got excellent results. Actually, if I do 100mg/day of the syno est/prop, I get about 6 times the estrogen that I normally use in the form of delestrogen, and I find that a bit of nolva helps control my bitchiness a little bit. I even get hot flashes and lactate when using the non-de-estrogenated syno, sometimes. Now, syno seems to be harder to get, at least by the whole box, and test is easy, and est is easy too, with scrips from two docs. An occasional trip to Mexico is helpful, as well, and overseas shipments usually get through okay, scrip or no scrip. They aren't looking for estradiol! Not scheduled, you see. So I don't mess with the synovex anymore.

No, I don't bother with PCT, because there is never a post-cycle period for me anymore. I stay on. I don't bother with hcg , either. Frankly, I simply have no use for my balls. The smaller they are, the easier it is to tuck. Tucking can be difficult enough for a girl with as big a thingamabob as I have. Try putting on your wife's favorite tight miniskirt, wearing just your normal briefs, or even her panties. Turn sideways and look in the mirror. Notice the bulge? You better, or your whatchamacallit just isn't up to snuff. Tucking is how we big girls avoid that unsightly bulge. Normal size balls interfere with a good tuck. They usually shrink somewhat just from a few years of estrogen therapy, but using lots of test, never going off, not bothering with hcg or pct, make them even smaller, quicker. So please, nobody ask me for advice on pct... I have forgot all I ever knew, which wasn't much, back in the day that I lived as a man. We didn't have hcg then, either, or at least my circle had never heard of it back then.

Love
Anna

**SnaX** · 11-23-2005, 12:42 AM

Woah, WAIT
STOP THE PRESS..

You used to be a MAN!!!
Thats not a question thats a statement!

I thought you were just.. very not attractive....
h-h-woooah..

But ya know... im not NOT one to judge on looks... im sure you're a sweatheart with huge biceps.. and a bulge. well not anymore....

***system admin*** · 11-23-2005, 12:44 AM

this was your FIRST date? ... and your on a steroid website?

Bc

**Anna Bollick** · 11-23-2005, 01:37 AM

Originally Posted by SnaX

Woah, WAIT
STOP THE PRESS..

You used to be a MAN!!!
Thats not a question thats a statement!

I thought you were just.. very not attractive....
h-h-woooah..

But ya know... im not NOT one to judge on looks... im sure you're a sweatheart with huge biceps.. and a bulge. well not anymore....

Yes, I used to be a man. Legally and medically, I still am. IOW, I still have my male thingie. Most of my clients go with me because I have it, not in spite of it, so I have been reluctant up to now to finish the transition. Recently I have had a lot of changes in my life (breaking up with a long-time lover, hurricane Katrina, etc) and I am now back in the pipeline. I may have that coveted "F" on my driver's license within a couple of years, and have an innie instead of an outtie down there. I now have both of the required letters, proof of RLT ("Real-Life Test), being on HRT for many many years now, and basically the only thing to be done now is to pick out a surgeon and pay him. I am leaning toward one of the better Thai surgeons, actually. They do beautiful work, and even with airfare and a month stay in Thailand, it is cheaper than the US or Canada. But I am rambling.

I think I am VERY attractive, considering how many years I have been 39. (I will NEVER be 40 LOL!)

No, the biceps are not what I call huge... huge is 20" ripped. Mine are less than that, while fat and bloated. Bulge? Only if I don't tuck properly. Or I'm showing it off in private to a client who really gets off on bulging panties. And yes, when I am not going bananas on tren or estrogen, I am indeed a sweetheart. I am a kind and loving person. Always have been. Except to bozos, of course.

Love
Anna

**MuckDog** · 11-23-2005, 03:54 AM

i love that i finally figured out that there is a ignore option here - that way i dont have to read bollicks stupid ass comments anymore.

**Lavinco** · 11-23-2005, 09:51 AM

Originally Posted by MuckDog

i love that i finally figured out that there is a ignore option here - that way i dont have to read bollicks stupid ass comments anymore.

There is? Where?

**Lavinco** · 11-23-2005, 09:54 AM

Originally Posted by Anna Bollick

Try putting on your wife's favorite tight miniskirt, wearing just your normal briefs, or even her panties. Turn sideways and look in the mirror. Notice the bulge?

No thanks. I'll have to pass on that one. I'll take your word on it. You sound like you've been there done that.

BTW, why do you always have so much to say in reply to people? Don't you believe in short replies?

**kloter1** · 11-23-2005, 10:18 AM

shes gonna love you after shooting.

just dont shoot blanks.

.

**kman** · 11-23-2005, 10:26 AM

Originally Posted by colossus1

kill yourself.

Ohhh how cute do you want to go to the gun range also, maybe he will invite you too.

**Anna Bollick** · 11-23-2005, 10:43 AM

Originally Posted by Lavinco

Don't you believe in short replies?

No.

Love
Anna

**SnaX** · 11-24-2005, 03:23 AM

Well, we went to see a movie today. Something about "yours and ours" a movie about 18 kids. lol.. it was good i recommend everyone go see it...

Gunna go to her friend's house tomorrow after we do our thing with out families.

Which sound spromising. Im just worried that maybe she is uneasy around me and that she might regret goin out with me lol. just because i get paranoid lol. which is a bad mental state.

However i did give her a hug good bye, and seeing how im not much of a hugger, it was just wierd lol.. i laugh about it when i think about it lol..

Im such a dork.

Are there any women in here with advice? I know that whole "be yourself" shit.. I am myself... who else can i be?

Also i took her to this old chinese place before the awkward hug.... she liked the food a lot there

Then we went back to her place and we talked with her mom. (my friend makes jokes " Does staci's mom really have it going on?") asshat lol....
Anyhoo, i caught her mom lookin at my arms. she looked at both of them.. right left right! booyah! And im physically fit..

more than they know.. so uh... Raise the roof!

I find this whole dating thing really weird seeing as how i've never done it before.. something totally foreign..... just keep hoping i dont do something totaly stupid, because this is my first dating shpeel, and she is really awesome.. dont want to test run on a nice lady and end up ruining it ... dang! lol

**NotSmall** · 11-24-2005, 03:42 AM

Sounds like it's going well SnaX, keep on doing what you're doing, your confidence will grow and grow as you go on.

**Elysium** · 11-24-2005, 07:28 AM

You hugged?

Welcome to the "friend" stage!

**SnaX** · 11-24-2005, 11:43 AM

Originally Posted by MESSY_UK

You hugged?

Welcome to the "friend" stage!

Is that a step forward? I hope it is!
I don't know jack about dating. And i don't know a damn thing about what women want. I haven't even kissed her yet!! However i think she wanted me to, but im not sure? I dunno.. I just dont want to force some smooch. That and it's kin of sappy.

**Schwarz** · 11-24-2005, 11:46 AM

Originally Posted by MESSY_UK

You hugged?

Welcome to the "friend" stage!

Ha, ha damn right bro....Snax you better get out of this stage quick or you'll get hit with the "I think of you more as a friend" crap....Best advice I can give you is nail the bitch before she can get away...or atleast by the 3rd date!!!

**LoggedOut** · 11-24-2005, 12:08 PM

[QUOTE=SnaX
Chill out, i know what im doing

[/QUOTE]

Actually,,, by definition,,, you have no clue what your doing A) because this was your first f*ckin date,, and B) well ya thats about it actually, would i be correct in assuming you have not yet kissed a girl?

**SnaX** · 11-24-2005, 04:55 PM

I've kissed many a women, but this one has relationship possibilities. I want to do it right..
And i know what im doing. I'm going into the unknown unprepaired, but im ready

That kinda makes sense.

**Zapp** · 11-24-2005, 07:36 PM

Originally Posted by Schwarz

Ha, ha damn right bro....Snax you better get out of this stage quick or you'll get hit with the "I think of you more as a friend" crap....Best advice I can give you is nail the bitch before she can get away...or atleast by the 3rd date!!!

lmao....good point. How old is this girl you are dating Snax?

**PrairieDawg** · 11-25-2005, 01:35 AM

did you say it was your first date in the history of mankind?

**SnaX** · 11-25-2005, 03:21 AM

She's 18. Very respectable... And we had a good time tonight as well.
And I dont think she has the impression that i want to be friends. And now that i'm starting to what type of person she is more. Ima show her who I b yo!

i r crazy

**Zapp** · 11-25-2005, 11:12 AM

Originally Posted by SnaX

She's 18. Very respectable... And we had a good time tonight as well.
And I dont think she has the impression that i want to be friends. And now that i'm starting to what type of person she is more. Ima show her who I b yo!

i r crazy

That's cool Snax. Gonna let her make the first move? By the way that damn thing in your avatar is freakin ugly as hell. Get rid of that thing. It gives me the creeps!!