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**Timm1704** · 05-07-2006, 08:22 PM

to katelette and fuelforfire: relationship pain is the worst pain for sure, and unfortunately alot of the time there is nothing that you can do or have said to you that helps. just takes time. im sure you already know this, but just pointing out that really, in my opinion, no advice is necessary, only to try and be as mature as possible in your ways of dealing with it

**Tren Bull** · 05-07-2006, 08:22 PM

Originally Posted by ~fuelforfire~

Well boys ill be back in a few, i gotta phone someone have a little talk with them peece out tren, shnouzed and kate

later bro

**Tren Bull** · 05-07-2006, 08:23 PM

Originally Posted by lucabratzi

word...everything happens for a reason i guess...

i totally agree bro

**Katelette81** · 05-07-2006, 08:23 PM

Originally Posted by Tren Bull

i didn't really mean simple conversation. i meant learning what makes the person happy and what makes theem angry or unhappy, then doing everything in your power to make that person happy. that has never failed me.

I hear ya on that one Tren .. but you're ahead of me.. fisrt you gotta find a person you want to do that for..

**lucabratzi** · 05-07-2006, 08:23 PM

Originally Posted by Tren Bull

well i dont really want to insult her, being as shes one of my best friends and all. i really love that girl. ive found that it works well to get fu_kin pissed then ignore her for awhile. that always works, plus it forces her to watch what she says to me cause she knows that if she fu_ks up then i wont talk to her for days

gotcha...why'd she start sayin that shit in the first place...

**Jimmya73** · 05-07-2006, 08:23 PM

i dont know bro. id rather do them 8 weeks at a time. its gonna be mostly dbol/tbol/winni so i really shouldn't run those very long.

im hoping to do one more this year i think. i got some tbol already, but no test or anything. and im in pct right now, so i really shouldnt worry about it

**lucabratzi** · 05-07-2006, 08:24 PM

Originally Posted by Timm1704

to katelette and fuelforfire: relationship pain is the worst pain for sure, and unfortunately alot of the time there is nothing that you can do or have said to you that helps. just takes time. im sure you already know this, but just pointing out that really, in my opinion, no advice is necessary, only to try and be as mature as possible in your ways of dealing with it

switched up the avy i see...

**Tren Bull** · 05-07-2006, 08:24 PM

Originally Posted by Katelette81

I hear ya on that one Tren.. but you're ahead of me.. fisrt you gotta find a person you want to do that for..

yea thats true. its hard to find someone that you totally click with. but it has happened to me before, and hopefully itl happen again with someone that is worth keeping

**Tren Bull** · 05-07-2006, 08:25 PM

Originally Posted by Jimmya73

im hoping to do one more this year i think. i got some tbol already, but no test or anything. and im in pct right now, so i really shouldnt worry about it

thats cool bro. ive never used turinibol but ive heard alot of good things about it

**Katelette81** · 05-07-2006, 08:25 PM

Originally Posted by Timm1704

to katelette and fuelforfire: relationship pain is the worst pain for sure, and unfortunately alot of the time there is nothing that you can do or have said to you that helps. just takes time. im sure you already know this, but just pointing out that really, in my opinion, no advice is necessary, only to try and be as mature as possible in your ways of dealing with it

Ugh... you're telling me! It's the worst kind of pain, I'd rather stick my finger in my eye and swirl it around.. Not that I'm feeling it now, but it's like I know its aroudn the corner, and the one after that and probably the next corner too.. weird.

**Timm1704** · 05-07-2006, 08:25 PM

Originally Posted by lucabratzi

switched up the avy i see...

yes lol. got some stick for my soft eyes

**Tren Bull** · 05-07-2006, 08:26 PM

Originally Posted by lucabratzi

gotcha...why'd she start sayin that shit in the first place...

probably cause it makes her feel good about herself to look me in the eyes and see how much pain she caused me... but that sh_t will backfire on her every single time. i think she finally learned that

**ShnouzedUp** · 05-07-2006, 08:26 PM

i think my hair is fallin out

**Tren Bull** · 05-07-2006, 08:27 PM

damn, it was a flattering week at the bars.

**Timm1704** · 05-07-2006, 08:28 PM

Originally Posted by Katelette81

Ugh... you're telling me! It's the worst kind of pain, I'd rather stick my finger in my eye and swirl it around.. Not that I'm feeling it now, but it's like I know its aroudn the corner, and the one after that and probably the next corner too.. weird.

ditto. after every relationship breakdown, and when dealing with the pain afterwards, i always find myself thinking why ever go through this again etc, love sucks blah blah hehe,the one thing i always tell myself is that i get over it, completely, and the benefits and joy a relationship can provide is worth the potential pain afterwards, as it WILL get better, and you WILL move on. things happen for a reason indeed

**Tren Bull** · 05-07-2006, 08:28 PM

Originally Posted by ShnouzedUp

i think my hair is fallin out

really? thats no good

**lucabratzi** · 05-07-2006, 08:29 PM

Originally Posted by Tren Bull

probably cause it makes her feel good about herself to look me in the eyes and see how much pain she caused me... but that sh_t will backfire on her every single time. i think she finally learned that

ahhhh, girls are so screwed...why cant they just be fckin normal...and not phycotics....karma though...it'll get her...

**Katelette81** · 05-07-2006, 08:30 PM

Originally Posted by Timm1704

ditto. after every relationship breakdown, and when dealing with the pain afterwards, i always find myself thinking why ever go through this again etc, love sucks blah blah hehe,the one thing i always tell myself is that i get over it, completely, and the benefits and joy a relationship can provide is worth the potential pain afterwards, as it WILL get better, and you WILL move on. things happen for a reason indeed

Well, I"ve been totally recovered for a while and decided to start dating again.. so we'll see how this goes. But you're right, I'm pretty resilient as are most people.. you always survive.. it jsut sucks ass

**Tren Bull** · 05-07-2006, 08:32 PM

Originally Posted by lucabratzi

ahhhh, girls are so screwed...why cant they just be fckin normal...and not phycotics....karma though...it'll get her...

i have a feeling that im her bad karma. shes been so fu_kin thoughtless towards me and lots of other people too. so now shes gonna watch me grow more and more off all this gear and get even more sprung off me. im thinkin that i shouldn't hook up with her though... shes been with so many people its rediculous. besides, i think i owe it to her after all the pain she put me through. let her motivate me to get even bigger so some other girl can reap the benefits... im even gonna be working out my tongue while on cycle

**lucabratzi** · 05-07-2006, 08:32 PM

Originally Posted by Timm1704

ditto. after every relationship breakdown, and when dealing with the pain afterwards, i always find myself thinking why ever go through this again etc, love sucks blah blah hehe,the one thing i always tell myself is that i get over it, completely, and the benefits and joy a relationship can provide is worth the potential pain afterwards, as it WILL get better, and you WILL move on. things happen for a reason indeed

i like the way u put that...it is hard though...cause u feel like ur on cloud 9 when things are good...then when u break up u can get so depressed...i try to keep in mind that i will love again...and life doesnt end just cause of a broken heart...

**Katelette81** · 05-07-2006, 08:35 PM

Well boys.. take it easy.. 5 a.m. comes early, and I hate Mondays as it is..

Later!

**lucabratzi** · 05-07-2006, 08:36 PM

Originally Posted by Tren Bull

i have a feeling that im her bad karma. shes been so fu_kin thoughtless towards me and lots of other people too. so now shes gonna watch me grow more and more off all this gear and get even more sprung off me. im thinkin that i shouldn't hook up with her though... shes been with so many people its rediculous. besides, i think i owe it to her after all the pain she put me through. let her motivate me to get even bigger so some other girl can reap the benefits... im even gonna be working out my tongue while on cycle

there u go...turn a negative to a positive...

**ShnouzedUp** · 05-07-2006, 08:37 PM

Originally Posted by Katelette81

Well boys.. take it easy.. 5 a.m. comes early, and I hate Mondays as it is..

Later!

later girll.... this is all i gotta say about 5am

5am

**Timm1704** · 05-07-2006, 08:38 PM

Originally Posted by lucabratzi

i like the way u put that...it is hard though...cause u feel like ur on cloud 9 when things are good...then when u break up u can get so depressed...i try to keep in mind that i will love again...and life doesnt end just cause of a broken heart...

the heart is a muscle i guess, and it can grow stronger lol. after each breakup, and the more emotional pain i go through, the less susceptible i am in the future i like to believe. then i go and meet someone who lets me feel i can completely let my guard down, and BAM! Back on my ass again LOL. still, i seem to have gotten over things quicker the more i experience them

**Timm1704** · 05-07-2006, 08:39 PM

Originally Posted by ShnouzedUp

later girll.... this is all i gotta say about 5am

5am

lol agreed. saying that, its neary 4am here now! nite kate, dont let the bed bugs EAT YOUR HEAD!

**lucabratzi** · 05-07-2006, 08:39 PM

ahhh, just to put this out there, all i ate today is 3 eggs on toast, weigt gainer shake, mcflurry, turkey sandwhich, .5lb burger, buffalo wings...i suck....studyin and whoring doest work to good either...

**lucabratzi** · 05-07-2006, 08:41 PM

Originally Posted by Timm1704

the heart is a muscle i guess, and it can grow stronger lol. after each breakup, and the more emotional pain i go through, the less susceptible i am in the future i like to believe. then i go and meet someone who lets me feel i can completely let my guard down, and BAM! Back on my ass again LOL. still, i seem to have gotten over things quicker the more i experience them

bro. im the same way...i usually take it slow in the beggining when i meet a girl...so i can get to know her...once i start catching feelings i let my gaurd down a lil, then i get fcked over....gotta roll with the punches though...

**Timm1704** · 05-07-2006, 08:42 PM

todays been my day off disciplined eating habits. i have only eaten 3 times today. had a nice roast dinner with all the vegetables, potatoes, and beef/chicken, then had abit of chicken in a wrap, washed down with a cheeky bag of cookies, and then went out to pizza hut haha, and also ate more chicken! CLUCK!

**ShnouzedUp** · 05-07-2006, 08:42 PM

Originally Posted by lucabratzi

ahhh, just to put this out there, all i ate today is 3 eggs on toast, weigt gainer shake, mcflurry, turkey sandwhich, .5lb burger, buffalo wings...i suck....studyin and whoring doest work to good either...

damn,.,, your gonna blow away cuz' so far today i've had a 12 egg omlet, 4 cups of brown rice, 3 cans of tuna, 2 chicken breast, a microwave spaghetti dinner thing, 4 plates of chinese, 2 protein shakes, and 1 gallon of water.... and 4 dbols, and 4cc of shnouze.... haha

**lucabratzi** · 05-07-2006, 08:44 PM

Originally Posted by ShnouzedUp

damn,.,, your gonna blow away cuz' so far today i've had a 12 egg omlet, 4 cups of brown rice, 3 cans of tuna, 2 chicken breast, a microwave spaghetti dinner thing, 4 plates of chinese, 2 protein shakes, and 1 gallon of water.... and 4 dbols, and 4cc of shnouze.... haha

haha, thanks for rubbin it in...i've been so lazy today...just sittin around...

**ShnouzedUp** · 05-07-2006, 08:47 PM

i feel freakin fantastic too... 2cc's in each shoulder felt kinda funny though.+

**Timm1704** · 05-07-2006, 08:49 PM

damn i cant wait to start my next cycle. going for a higher dosage than usual, am hoping this will have a bigger effect on the scales. diet is sound, training is great, rest is vast in amount LOL, altho i will be upping the cals to about 5,000 for the 12 weeks, which will start in a month or so

**lucabratzi** · 05-07-2006, 08:50 PM

k, im goin to eat and study...force feed....gotta get up at 8 for this gay ass final, so gotta get my studies in...

**Timm1704** · 05-07-2006, 08:51 PM

nite bro. my bed is calling too, Timmy tired. goodnite fellas

**ShnouzedUp** · 05-07-2006, 08:55 PM

Originally Posted by Timm1704

damn i cant wait to start my next cycle. going for a higher dosage than usual, am hoping this will have a bigger effect on the scales. diet is sound, training is great, rest is vast in amount LOL, altho i will be upping the cals to about 5,000 for the 12 weeks, which will start in a month or so

dude checkout my cycle

1-5 Dbol 30mg/ed (bumped up to 40 somewhere along the way)
1-10 Deca 400mg (bumped up to 800 weeks 8-10)
1-12 Cyp 500mg (bumped up to 1000 weeks 9-12)
10-20 Prop 100mg/ed
10-18 Tren Ace 100mg/ed
15-20 Winny 50mg/ed

lol, thats a cycle

**Timm1704** · 05-07-2006, 09:00 PM

thats a damn nice cycle. going back to basics, as the best results ive had so far was my first course of deca and dianabol (lol dont start, i hadnt discovered this place then), so i thought id use those two compounds again. this here is my cycle:

wk 1-10 400-600mg deca EW
wk 1-12 1000mg test enantate EW
wk 1-6 50mg Dbol ED
not ran that much test before, and ive never ran more than two compounds together either. then, the course after that, which will be at the end of this year:

wk 1-6 1400mg test prop ED
wk 1-6 525mg tren acetate EW
and might run an oral aswell, either dianabol, or winny. more likely winny, as it would be a nice course in all with very low water gains, so why throw dbol in there

**Timm1704** · 05-07-2006, 09:02 PM

i might drop the prop down to 700mg EW, or 1,500 mg EW, depending on what sides/gains i get from running the test enatate at 1000mg

**ShnouzedUp** · 05-07-2006, 09:03 PM

Originally Posted by Timm1704

thats a damn nice cycle. going back to basics, as the best results ive had so far was my first course of deca and dianabol (lol dont start, i hadnt discovered this place then), so i thought id use those two compounds again. this here is my cycle:

wk 1-10 400-600mg deca EW
wk 1-12 1000mg test enantate EW
wk 1-6 50mg Dbol ED
not ran that much test before, and ive never ran more than two compounds together either. then, the course after that, which will be at the end of this year:

wk 1-6 1400mg test prop ED
wk 1-6 525mg tren acetate EW
and might run an oral aswell, either dianabol, or winny. more likely winny, as it would be a nice course in all with very low water gains, so why throw dbol in there

yea im switchin to growth, and tren and dbol this winter.... considering i have a script now.... haha

**Timm1704** · 05-07-2006, 09:04 PM

how did u manage to get a script?

**Timm1704** · 05-07-2006, 09:06 PM

ive never really experienced acne, apart from very mild spots post-cycle. so im hoping i wont break out on this next course and ruin my almost perfect complexion hahaha. this next course is almost a feeler run before the prop/tren course, as far as the high test dosage goes